《Killing Me To Love You | ✓》[ 27 ]
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Inaya's POV
"Did you forget something?" I ask in confusion.
"Who's Haraz?"
I furrow my brows.
I steps closer to me but this time, this time I don't step back.
"I asked you a question, amore mìo." He's searching my eyes for something but I don't know what.
"Haraz... he's my..." I don't know why; I don't know if I had a suicide wish just that second but I thought it would be hilarious to see what happens if I lie.
It shouldn't effect him, there's no way it would. I don't mean anything to him.
I look away to seem dramatic. I'm enjoying this but I have a feeling I won't have fun for long.
Dominic grabs my wrist, pull me to his chest with his other hand on my lower back.
"He's your what? What the fuck are you hiding?" His eyes are dark.
"Why does it matter who he is to me?" I ask back.
"Because I want to know. Simple as that." He states.
"He's someone... someone special." I wanted to push his buttons. I wanted to drive him to the edge but why would this drive him crazy? Am I delusional?
"Is he someone you're fucking?" He edges closer.
Nope, not delusional.
Since I take my suicide wish back, I decide to quickly clarify. "Dominic, relax, it was just a j—"
He leans in so fast that a whimper escapes my lips.
"Are you his whore?" He whispers into my ear.
"What? N—"
"First Nicholas, then this man. Your list seems to be growing. Do you take customers? How much for you to suck my dick?" His voice is stern.
"Dominic!" I raise my voice. "Who do you take me for? One of those women you sleep around with? You link me with any male I mention and it's frustrating! It shouldn't even matter to you who I hang around!"
I'm shaking; not from fear but from anger. His eyes widen slightly from my outburst but they quickly go back to their deadly stare.
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He wraps both his arms around me, while his lips are so close to mine that I can almost feel them.
"It matters." He whispers softly. "It fucking matters to me."
He traces my bottom lip with his thumb. "I don't want you touched by anyone else. You're mine to play with, amore mìo, no one else's."
My heart begins pounding so hard, my body is going into overdrive. I thought I'd faint from the lack of oxygen.
He always does this. He does things like this and my anger melts away into a puddle and instantly dries away.
"Why? Why is that?" My voice quiet as a mouse.
"I don't give reasons. All you have to know is that I'd cut the dicks off of any man who looks your way." He growls.
First of all, romantic, I say sarcastically in my head. Second of all, what does he mean? Why would he...
I place my hand gently on his cheek, "Why can't you just be nice for once? Why do you have to try to intimidate me to get your point across?"
"I'm no prince from a fairytale. I haven't been taught how to—"
"It's never too late learn." I interrupt him. "Talk to me, have dinners with me every night, watch movies with me, I'll show you a world outside of yours."
His eyes soften and they're the most beautiful, chocolate-y brown. Every time he looks at me like this, no matter how rare, it makes me want to rip my own heart out and hand it to him voluntarily.
But the softness disappears within minutes, blocking his beautifully lucid eyes with dark clouds.
"You'll never speak of that man in front of me." He says.
"Which man?" I tease.
He places his knee in between my legs, making me yelp. "Keep this up and you'll end up on your knees tonight. And trust me, it won't be because you're praying."
My eyes widen and I gasp. "Dominic!"
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He gives a small laugh, laced with a bit of playfulness.
"What am I going to do with you?" He whispers so quietly that I almost didn't hear it.
And what am I going to do about my poor heart that's starting to beat for you?
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"Are you coming to the party next week?" Angela asks.
"What party?" I look at her, confused.
"Dominic never tells you anything, does?" Cat rolls her eyes.
"Okay, so you tell me." I tell Cat.
"It's a party hosted by a cousin. Of course, you're invited." She grins.
"There's no way you can say no. We wouldn't go without you! Plus, Leonard has been asking about your wellbeing. So has Benedetto." Angela smiles.
"Lenny? Your husband? Asking about me?" I swear he hates my guts.
"You might not think it but seems to have grown to care for you like a daughter. Always asking if you're being treated well. Benedetto openly asks while Leonard is a bit shy about it." She laughs.
"Uncle Lenny can be such a hard head sometimes but you should see him with her." Cat giggles while she looks at Angela.
"Oh? And how is he then?" I ask.
"Girls!" Angela looks away shyly.
"He's been in his honeymoon phase with her for over 25 years. He's a completely different person." Cat laughs.
"Is that so? I guess I'll have to attend this party to see how this goes." I wink. "What about Benny? His family?"
They all go quiet.
"I'm sorry, was that something I wasn't supposed to ask?" I frown.
"No... it's just that..." Angela starts but couldn't bring together words.
"Uncle Benny... he lost his wife and daughter in a shoot out three years ago." Cat says.
I blink. I couldn't understand...
"A rival organization attacked us at one of our events and we lost a few close friends and family. Benny lost his wife and only daughter." She explains. "It was horrifying. That was the one event I wanted to invite you to because it was a more normal one. I thank God all the time that I didn't."
I give Caterina and Angela a quick hug. "That's absolutely heartbreaking."
Angela nods. "I think that's why he tries to make sure you're okay. He cares for you a lot, always asking me to check up on you, making sure you have everything you need."
My chest pulls at the pain Benny must feel from losing his family. He must think about them every night, sometimes with guilt of not being able to save them.
Probably similar to how I feel about my parents. All the possibilities; all the ways I could've saved them.
Angela quickly wipes away a tear and tries to change the topic because it's clearly making her uncomfortable.
"Are you guys bringing dates?" She grins.
"No, I haven't met a man worth my time." Cat says. Then, she looks at me with this playful look. "But, Inaya... who's your date? Nicholas? Should I ask Haraz? Or..." she gasps. "Could it be the man himself, Mr. Dominic Belcastro?"
"Caterina!" I yell and playfully hit her arm.
"Our Dominic? Can it be?" Angela smirks.
"No! I'm not his type." I sigh.
"Not his type, huh?" Caterina looks smug as she looks at Angela who carries the same expression.
"We will help you get ready for the party next week. Don't worry." Angela winks.
What does thing one and thing two have in mind?
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A/N: guyssss I'm so sorry I forgot to click update today. I finally took a day off to relax with my friends and totally forgot! I'm sorry!
Next Update: Wednesday, December 10, 2019.
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The New Me
High school is supposed to be the greatest years of our lives but so far for me it's been the worst my sophomore year I had only 2 best friends one embarrassed me in front of the whole school saying how much of a loser I was. My twin brother ignores me even he thinks I'm a loser and his best friend who I have been in love with for years and who was one person I always knew I could count on stops speaking to me after I declare my love for him and gets with the school bully who's one of the people who make my life hell, after all that I left and moved in with my aunt states away. when my senior year comes around I decide to face my fears and go back to my old high school and show them the new and improved me.
8 172True love shatters ...ishqbaaz
That day he thrown her out of house for punishing her betrayal....who thought it was last day of her to live..The girl with similar appearance reappears in his life.Is she came back with new identity or the person was another ...lots of questions in his mind....will he able to find answers and reclaim his love.....Let us wait and see.
8 141Red Ribbons (Forgotten Series #1)
EDITED VERSION~~~~~~~Book One of the Forgotten Series. ~~~~~An Omega must do as an Omega is told. The lesson had been burned into her brain since she was ten years old. A nineteen year old girl who does not know her name, her birthday or her parents. All she knows is what has been beaten into her. The Omega's Mantra.An Omega must do as an Omega is told.One moment changes everything. It sends her life spiraling into chaos and ruin and pushes her closer and closer to death. A simple rejection, a half severed mate bond and the order to tell no one what has happened.An Omega must do as an Omega is told.A red ribbon for banishment and a blue eyed man calling for justice as she makes her walk barefoot in the snow. Cold winds tearing at her skin and the howls of the wolves waiting for her beyond the tree line but she still moves her weak body forward at an Alpha's command.An Omega must do as an Omega is told.Being saved will always come at a price and the girl Alpha Lawrence affectionately called Mary Mary after her favorite nursery rhyme, has paid the price a hundred times over. Now she must be taught that 'Once an Omega' doesn't always mean 'Always an Omega' because family can be found at the darkest of times and not all Omegas need to do as they are told. Trying to work through the mess of her mind, she tries to discover who she is under the cloak of Omega. Drowning in her memories and her anxiety, she struggles to find solid ground before her problems pull her under completely, smothering her cries as she fights for normalcy.
8 155The List
Alani Davis creates a list of things she wants to accomplish during her first few months of college. When she accidentally leaves the list behind at a coffee shop, it is found by River, the hottest guy on campus, who is bored with his own life and determined to help her complete the list. As River and Alani move through the activities, they must fight their unexpected attraction to each other in order to preserve their newfound friendship. ***** Alani Davis has always been the girl who spends all her time studying, but inside, she is a force to be reckoned with. On the first day of college, she decides to open herself up to new experiences and make up for everything she never got to do as a kid. After creating a list of ten things that she wishes to accomplish by the end of the first few months of college, she accidentally leaves the list at a coffee shop where it is found by River, the most popular guy attending her college. Bored with his own life, River makes it his mission to help Alani complete her list. *Completed* *Standalone* *Sexual content*
8 121Kathy With A K's Song
"Oh my darling, when you smile, it is like a song"-"Obviously," She started. There was a nervous shake in her voice that made me tilt my head in her hands. "Obviously you don't understand the agreement." She repeated after quickly composing herself. I rolled my eyes, but let her continue."Where you go, I go. Where I go, you go." She told me sternly. Her thumbs grazed my cheeks and heat rose on my skin where she touched. I couldn't tell if this was just Sophia being caring or if she was maybe feeling more. My brain told me that this was all a friendly gesture, but my body and it's stupid hormones were telling me that it was something more. And your brain can never really overcome true instincts. I moved closer towards her, shrinking the already limited space between us. This time it was Sophia's turn to blush which only made my smile grow larger. All I could think about was her lips meeting mine.(a new and improved skmw xx)
8 122His Mistake
officer marq makes a mistake by sleeping with one of his inmates
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