- The next day -

I sat in my normal maths seat in my normal math class directly behind Gwinam just casually doing my work. As normal, I was completely lost in whatever the fuck we were doing in class, and I was just staring at the boring coloured desk before my eyes.

I looked over at On-Jo who was furiously typing something or rather into her calculator and then typing something random into her laptop.

I heard Jason and Gwinam, who were both sitting in front of me, talking about some song that they were listening to or something.

"Gwinam, I just don't understand how YOU relate to this song." I heard Jason comment, I was slightly interested in what they were talking about, well it was more interesting then maths anyway, so I tuned in, making it not too obvious that I was eaves dropping on someone's private conversation. "Bro, you told me that after you broke up that you wanted to break up anyway."

"Well, I'm not the one who broke up with her... She broke up with me, it's not like I wanted to." Gwinam slightly argued back to his best mate.

"Then why did you totally friend zone her?" Jason snapped back at him, as if he was sick of listening to him complaining about the 'same old thing', then again, I would have no idea what or who they were even talking about.

"How did I friend zone her?!" Gwinam hissed.

"You agreed to just being friends, and then you basically just ignore her, So I'ma call that friend-zoning!" Jason replied back to his friend.

Gwinam slumped back in his chair as if defeated by his best mate, as he sat and thought for a moment before turning his music up and bopping his head and lip syncing to the song which was playing.

I could hear the slight whispers from his lips of the lyrics of the song, however he was too quiet for me to dissever the words or what song him and Jason were listening to.

I couldn't help but wonder who Gwinam was talking about and if it was me. I knew that the chances of it being me was very small, I mean the amount of girlfriends that he had had was probably countless, and he did also hit on On-Jo so my hope and faith in it being me was so very small.

I slumped back in my chair and put in my AirPods, playing the song I Knew You Were Trouble (Taylor's Version) by Taylor Swift on repeat.

And the saddest fear

Come creeping in

That you never loved me

Or her

Or anyone

Or anything

Yeah-eah

I physically and emotionally winced at those lyrics, I couldn't decide whether the lyrics even did apply to Gwinam (and me) or not.

Who was he talking about?