1 week later (soz)

GhostBaby is live! Streaming: Minecraft and Malibu!

"Hello all!!" I say watching as everyone pours into my stream "I have got some alcohol here, malibu hence the title, and we are going to play minecraft but get progressively more shitfaced as the night goes on" I giggle slightly at myself as I create a new world "Now since i'm absolutely cash money at minecraft i'm putting keep inventory on, because i'm pogchamp." I look over at the other monitor as a dono comes through. "Thank you Babygirl for the donation! I should play hypixel? I would rather not, spooky people be on there. what should i name the world? Sexy Skeletons," I laugh at myself as i type it in. "Wait hold up am i on discord right now?" I check seeing that i am in fact, on discord "Okay if any of my friends are watching right now then feel free to pop in the discord and have a chat with me!"

1 hour in

So far, i've had a lot of malibu. I have had 5 shots of fireball and a white claw. I've spoken to Seán, Rae, Poki, Brooke and now i'm talking to Poki, Lily, Brooke, Jodie, Rachel and Yvonne. "How drunk are you?" Poki laughs as i walk into a tree "Sdont, m not drunk!" I slur giggling before falling into a hole "Oh no! jus chilinnnnn in me boxs" I stutter over my words trying to get out "Rachel i'm stuck," I say emotionally making her stifle a laugh "Turn around and go up that way," I listen to her and get out "Holy shit she's a magic man"

2 Hours in

"Crops, relax bro" I say sinking in my chair "can you please have some fucking water!" 5 times this man has asked me that "shush" I read out a donation "Thank so much cor- g- co-," I squint trying to read the username "Dun matter, i should take the BDSM test? what?" I laugh a little "No! no no no no no! Do not do that you will regret it!" Corpse tells me practically yelling at me "What is it?" "It's about sexual fantasies and like kinky stuff" I feel my face get beet red "no test" I say taking another sip of my drink.

Hour 3

At this point, god only knows how much alcohol i've consumed. I was spinning around on my chair and almost threw up. "Hey remember that time you fainted?" I read chat stumbling over half the words "yeah i'm so fucking embarrassed but it want my fault!" I feel myself getting worked up over it. Move on to the next comment ghost "Back to the game!" I read out loud reminding me of the initial reason i started the stream.

Hour 4

"Guys i'm going bed, crops is angey at me. wants me to sleep n have water" I mumble closing minecraft and finishing up my stream. I say goodbye and go onto twitter like i always do after a stream

@CorpseBaby_official

I love how @Corpse_Husband just wanted ghost to drink water and sleep but her drunk/stubborn ass wouldn't do it!

clip: youtube.com/iJkw9m2v

I like some tweets and scroll through the replies, liking and retweeting before crawling into bed and blacking out. Almost immediately.

Henlo

I haves 5 chapters of a new book in drafts

idk when i'll publish it

also idk if i told you but i had an appointment with a mental health nurse

i lied to her

i feel bad about it

i didn't want my mum to hear

i think she knows i was lying

i feel like a bad person