A wise old man once said that only what you allow will continue and by a wise old man I mean Google.

My long time memory ain't that great to remeber who said what. That's why there is such thing as my lovely friend, Google.

Taking Google's wise word into consideration is exactly why I'm running away. I won't allow, forcing myself into people's life who clearly don't want me there, to continue. I feel bad for leaving Liam but hearing Chase say all those hurtful words about me really hit a nerve. And what better way to deal with my emotions than running away?

It's been 2 hours since I drove away from Liam's safe house. I don't know where I am but it's better than being in a house where you constantly feel unwanted. I'm an independent woman or in Liam's opinion, stubborn as hell. I guess the latter is more accurate than the first one.

I know what you are thinking. I'm putting myself in more danger by running away. Fear has a way to control your mind once it's the main focus. The fear of my own life and my child's life is what's blinding me as I drive further and further away from problaby the safest place for me now.

Feeling my tummy getting ready to rip something important out, I stop by the first McDonald's that comes into view. Having no money on me what so ever I rummage through Liam's car for spare change. I'll pay him back later, maybe. Finally done with my money hunt, I order a large burger with extra large fries and a large strawberry milkshake.

What can I say? I'm loving it. Hah - you get it because I'm eating- oh never mind.

I hear my phone buzz again and Liam's face pops up. Looking down at the picture I remeber the day when I took the photo.

It was lunch time at school and I had an off day. Liam being Liam and always wanting to cheer me up made a deal with me that if he can fit 20 chicken nuggets in his mouth then I'll have to give him a foot massage. Not really believing that he could fit 20 nuggets inside his mouth, I agreed. I really wish I hadn't. Liam easily propped 20 nuggets inside his mouth and managed a smile in the process. I quickly snapped a picture of him with his mouth stuffed, much to his dismay. I instantly saved it as his display picture afterwards.

Thinking back on the good times we had together makes me happy, but also a little sad. I've caused him so much trouble from the start. His friends have never been too fond of me. People at school have even been giving us weird looks. He has trouble with his inner circle and most of all, his safety is in danger because of me.

I know what you are thinking, no Everly it's not your fault he decided to be friends with you. But it is. If only I was harder on him, like I am with most people. This never would have happened. He would've realized what a boring person I really am and he would've just left.

But oh no, Everly and her fragile heart just had to get involved.

I dig for another chip but I only grab air. Looking down I find nothing but an empty box. Perfect. My life is a mess and now my fries are finished.

" You really need to stop frowning. It's not good for your facial features."

Nearly re-appearing the fries from the box, I look to my left to find a smirking Liam.

" H-how?"

" The car has a tracker love." he says almost bored by my surprised reaction.

Damn it. Why didn't I think about the possibility of his car having a tracker? Not my smartest move.

Liam opens the car door and stands to the side waiting for me to get out.

" Come on, get out. "

I don't move. Maybe because I'm too scared about him lashing out on me or just the fact that I'm actually quite comfortable sitting in his car.

" Everly. " Liam calls my name again a little louder this time.

Still not moving I reach over for my half empty milkshake. Sipping on the straw I raise my eyes innocently at Liam. Hopefully he'll see that I really don't want to go back and just let me be. Who am I kidding - this is Liam we're talking about.

" You know this counts as a crime right? You did take off with my car, without permission. I'd say that would be round about...5 years in jail or is it 10?"

My eyes grow big. He wouldn't. But he would. Would he? He said he cared about me but maybe he thinks that me being in prison will keep me 'safe' from his uncle and that all this time he was just waiting for me to do something that would count as a criminal offense... Okay I'm getting way ahead of myseld right now.

" I'm still a minor. " I argue.

" Juvie it is." he winks.

" Fine. I'll walk." I shrug. Man I just love getting on people's nerves.

I get out of the car and walk right past him. He grabs hold of my wrist and pulls me back gently. Expecting him to freak out on me and give me yet another 10 minute speech, he only tightens his arms around my waist as he pulls me into a hug.

I hate to admit it but his hugs are not a joke. It's like being covered in a heated blanket. With the weather still being chilly, I wouldn't mind this at all but I'm still unsure about how I feel so I pull away.

" Everly please just come back. It's not safe here." he pleads as he cups my cheek with his hand.

I look up at him. His eyes are filled with emotion, all washed over by a cloud of a light gray. This boy standing in front of me is so precious. I can't handle the thought of him getting hurt because of me.

" I d-don't want to h-hurt you. "

He looks confused at my words. He probably thinks I'm insane. He's already in danger seeing as he's a gang leader. But in my defense, his enemy is now using me as leverage which could possibly end up in him getting hurt. I'd rather avoid the possibility of him getting hurt because of me by removing myself out of the possibility completely.

" You don't need to worry about me. As long as your safe, then I'm happy. With you wondering around the streets really isn't a happy thought for me. I already told you that you and Chicka mean a lot to me and I wouldn't be able to live with myself if something had to happen to either of you. "

His words hit me hard. How am I supposed to turn my back on him when he says something like that. Damn you emotions.

" Fuck you Liam."

I wipe at my runny nose with the outside of my hand.

" What now? " Liam was completely confused by my sudden choice or words. I can't help but laugh as I see how confused he is.

" I'm an emotional pregnant teenager and you just had to come and be all cheesy. " I say hitting his arm.

" Well you clearly know how to spoil the mood love" he winks as he wraps his arms around my waist again.

I laugh at his statement because I know it's true. I do tend to spoil the moment a lot.

" Come on. Let's get you somewhere safe. " Liam pulls me in for another hug and I hug him back this time. We climb back into Liam's car and immediately speed off to the safe house again.

" So I talked with the rest of the inner-circle." Liam mentions suddenly.

Oh here we go again. I'm prepared to sleep with another baseball bat beside me, just for saftey. I'll wake up at 4 am to get me some food for the day and avoid any contact with the gang and I'll take a shower when no one is at the house. Further on I'll just bury myself somewhere in a room with my thoughts, seeing as I hate reading. Sounds perfect to me.

" Earth to Everly." Liam snaps his fingers in front of my face as he tries to pull me out of my crazy thoughts.

" How long can canned tuna survive in a closet? And how long will it take a bread to go bad? I think a few pop tarts will also help me survive."

I keep on rambling but stop when I see Liam rolling his eyes.

" What are you talking about? " he asks as he stifles a laugh. I'm glad he finds my survival funny.

" Your friends... They don't want me there so I just thought I'd make it easier to stay out of their way. "

Liam chuckles at that. Seriously, all he can do is laugh at my situation?

" You do realize that I'm their leader and they have to listen to me?"

" I also realize that they are your friends and I don't want to get in the way of that. "

Liam places the palm of his hand on my knee and gives it a quick squeeze. The sudden action makes my skin light on fire from his touch but I quickly forget about it. Just Friends.

" They are okay with you staying there. It's just Chase that is being a little stubborn, which he usually is. Don't stress to much about him okay."

I smile.

I don't know why but for the first time in a long time I finally feel like things are going to work out for me. That feeling of being unwanted washed away with his reassuring words within seconds. How does he do it?

Liam Wells surely has his way with words.

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