I walked over to everyone and gave them a huge hug. "walk outside" daelo said, I walked outside and my jaw dropped. like I couldn't even speak my mouth would not physically move because of how stunned I was.

"omg javon its so pretty!" i said looking back at him "and parents are gonna leave" Dj said coming outside "they said it can just be us teens and daelo cause he begged to stay" Jayla said laughing "omg im still in shock" I said staring at javon. " can you leave us alone for a moment?" he asked. everyone left and Javon grabs my hand and just stares into my eyes "y/n you are the first thing I think about when I wake up and the last thing I think about when I go to sleep and the only thing I think about while I'm dreaming. bebe you are so very strong and I'm very proud for always being so happy and always putting a smile on my face. I adore your affection and your presence. i adore your face and your soft lips in the way you say my name. I adore your feelings and emotions and the little things that you do. I am very much in love with you, you make the butterflies fluster and my heart beat fast. my face turns all rosy red and my smile is so big. I adore you in the best times and even when we're arguing. I would really love to spend the rest of my life with you and I hope you wanna do the same with me" he said while kissing me on the lips " I still don't know what to say" I said staring back at what he did for me " I say let's eat" he says while walking towards the food. I laughed and followed him, he turned on music and helped me sit down. He had pasta his mom made which was delicious, chocolate covered strawberries, my favorite drink root beer. I just looked at him in awe. So far this is the best birthday ever and the best time of my life. "After we're done eating can we watch euphoria?" I asked him with food in my mouth "your so cute, sure" he said taking the food out my mouth with his mouth "hey I was eating that" I said while laughing. We got done eating and I went to tell everyone to come back to the backyard. Jaden wasn't coming down so I went to check what he was doing, I knocked on his door and I heard a "come in" I walked in and I didn't see him so I walked into his bathroom to see him making a TikTok. A thirst trap TikTok. "Ew never again" I said looking away "well maybe don't look" he said sarcastically. I walked out and felt the need to wash my eyes with bleach. "Hey where's he at" javon asked "making a thirst TikTok" I said with disgust "oh my I'm sorry you had to walk in on that". "Hey before we start watching euphoria can we dance?" Daelo asked, me and Javon looked at each other "sure why not" me and Javon said at the same time. We danced for about 30 minutes before Jayla changed the music to a slow song. I was sitting down because I was tired, I was sitting on my phone when Javon came over "may I have this dance please?" He asked holding his hand out, I grabbed his hand and followed him to the dance floor. Everyone cleared the floor for us. We were dancing to "can't help falling in love" by Elvis Presley "thank you" I said digging my head into his chest "for what?" He asked confused "for everything" I said we continued dancing "awe" daelo yelled, we all laughed. "that's disgusting, can we watch euphoria now?" Jaden asked. We stopped dancing and sat down. Me and Javon were behind on euphoria so we were watching a couple episodes. We left off on episode 4 of s2. I cuddled with Javon. We got to the point when Jules and Elliot made out "wtf that bitch, how tf she gon cheat on rue, she's a fuckin bitch, I hate her!" everyone laughed "what it's fuckin bs" I said staring at them. "it's just a show" jaden said "it's not just a show, it's euphoria" I said death staring him. I got up to go get popcorn, I was in the kitchen and I felt someone put their arms around me. I quickly turn around and slap them just to see Javon holding his face. "omg Javon I'm so sorry are you OK?" I asked grabbing his face " yeah but did you have to slap me" he asked in pain. "i didn't know who you were" I said, we go back outside with the popcorn and continue watching euphoria. you got episode five and we're at the scene where Rue is yelling at Jules "YEA RUE, THAT BITCH DESERVES IT" I said while Jevon is laughing "HOW YOU GON SAY YOU LOVE HER WHEN YOU CHEATED TWICE CMON JULES MAKE IT MAKE SENSE" I yelled " damn she's really into the show" Jayla said " just like I said it's not just a show, it's euphoria" I said

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The popcorn was all gone and everyone else was asleep besides me and javon. we were now on episode 8 of season 2. The season finale. we have been watching it for 30 minutes now and everything was fine until fez ays he's going to take the blame for ashtray "awe that's so sweet, he loves ashtray so much" I said as the tears start to fall " are you crying?" Javon ask as I wipe my face. "ASHTRAY IF YOU DONT LEAVE THE FUCKING HOUSE, IF YOU DONT LISTEN TO FEZ IM GONNA COME AFTER YOU" I yelled waking everyone up "yo can you stfu" Jaden said with an attitude " no how about you leave" I said still looking at the screen "PUT THE FUCKING GUNS DOWN AND SURRENDER, THE MOST YOUR GONNA GET IS JUVIE" I yelled again " ouch my ears" Javon said sarcastically. The swat team started shooting at the door. "DONT HIT ASHTRAY" I said starting to cry again. The cop opens the door and ashtray is laying on the floor "NO MY BABY" i yelled full on crying now. ashtray shoots back up and shoots the cop. The laser on the gun is slowly rising to his forehead "OMG JAVON" I said moving closer to him. they shoot him. "WORST EPISODE EVER MADE!!" I said bawling my eyes out. "HOW TF DO YOU LET YOUR CHARACTER DIE?! WHY DIDNT YOU LISTEN TO HIM?! YOUR SO FUCKING DUMB" I said while javon hug me

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