The car ride was completely silent other than my little sobs. We make it to my house and Jayla walks me in. When I get in the house is completely silent which never happens "do you want me to stay" Jayla whispers "I kinda want to be alone right now" I reply quietly, she gives me a quick hug then leaves.

I go straight to my room and start scrolling through any photos and videos I can find with my dad in it.

*knock* a little knock comes from the other side of my door "come in" I say through tears, Nick walks in "hey are you ok" he asks, I kinda stare at him like who would be ok in this moment and I sure don't look ok.

"I'm sorry that was a dumb question" he apologizes, I can tell he's been crying, his eyes are red and puffy and his nose is red. "It's fine, I really wanna go home" I say, he lays down beside me and hugs me "mom decided to move to Atlanta" he says running his fingers through my hair. "What she can't just do that all my memories with dad are in Boston I can't just leave that behind" I argue starting to cry harder. "I know but I think mom just wants to escape all of her feelings and memories of dad" he says "that's ridiculous, he just d-died she can't just move on"I say, he just looks at me and a year starts to roll down his face I wipe it away then give him a hug.

-4 hours later-

I wake up and Nick is gone, I grab my phone to check the time it was now 6pm and there are a bunch of notifications from Javon texting and calling.

I should probably check on Matt and Chris but I feel to weak to move. After thinking about it for a while I get up my body feels weak and shallow. I start making my way to Matt's room since it's the closest to mine.

Once I get to his room I knock on the door. "Come in" he says, I walk in and the whole room was completely dark. "How are you doing" I ask sitting down on his bed "I'm fine" he says giving me an obvious fake smile. I give him a hug "I love you" I say "I love you too" he reply's "I'm gonna go check on Matt" I say "he left" Matt says "oh, also Javon is coming over in a little bit" I say and he just nods.

A/n:hey girlies ik it's short but I just wanted to get sum out.