I decided to sit in the back with Y/n this time, so she didn't feel awkward.

"What do you wanna do when we get home?" I asked her. "Hmm. Have you ever watched Euphoria? I heard it's good" she said. Is she fr?

Jayla gave her a confused look in the mirror which I caught.

"What? You don't like it? Is it bad?" She asked frantically. "Nah nah, I haven't watched it. We can when we get home" I lied. Jayla gave me a side eye which I ignored.

We got back to his house, and he had been acting weird. I hope I didn't do something wrong...

"Want some snacks? I heard the show's kinda long" he said, sounding unsure for some reason. "Nah I'm not hungry" I lied.

I was really hungry. I didn't wanna seem dramatic or anything, but that girls words have literally stuck with me since they fell out of her mouth.

I haven't eaten since that day. I've been drinking a ton of water though. I haven't really seen a difference in my weight, but that might just be me telling myself I look the same.

I shook away my thoughts, returning to the present.

"Y/nnn?" Javon said, waving his hand in front of me. "Huh- what's up?" I asked, blinking intensely. "You spaced out for a sec, you good Ma?" He asked. My vision became the slightest bit fuzzy, but I brushed it off.

"Yeah I'm good, just a bit thirsty, that's all" I said. "I'm gonna get you some water, stay here" he said, quickly walking off.

He shortly returned with a glass of water and an orange.

"Thank you" I said, taking the water from him. "Of course, but take this too." He said, forcing the fruit in my hand. "Oh, I'm good, I'm not hungry haha" I awkwardly laughed.

"Y/n, I know it's not my place, but I'm not blind. You haven't eaten at all since you've been here. I obviously think you're beautiful, but are you okay? You know you can talk to me, right?" He said, clearly worried for my health.

"Yeah, it's just some stupid comment this girl made. That's why I wasn't at school yesterday" I said, looking away in embarrassment. I don't want him to think I was acting this way for attention.

"What're you talking about?" He asked. "I would prefer not to talk about it if that's okay, but I promise I'm fine" I said, giving him a convincing smile. He signed and gave up.

"Okay.. you still wanna watch Euphoria?" He asked, changing the subject. "Yes! Let's go" I said, running to his room.

We lied on the bed as he clicked on episode one.

...

"Holy shit, that little boy looks just like you" I said, pointing to the boy, Ashtray, on the screen.

"Can I tell you something?" Javon asked. I paused the show and gave him my full attention. "Yeah, what's up?" I said. "That is me" he confessed. My jaw literally dropped to the floor.

"No fucking way- that's awesome dude!! Congrats!" I said. That's so cool that he made it to a big show.

I was expecting her to be all over my fame and completely change her look on me, but she didn't. She still acted the same, and talked to me the same. It was amazing. It's really hard finding real people like that, when all you get is people who wanna be friends for your money.

...

We continued to watch my show, and she seemed to really like it. We were currently on the season finale of season 2.

Y/n had tears in her eyes after the last scene of the show. I heard a faint sniffle, and hugged her.

"It's all good Ma, it's not real, I'm right here" I said, hoping it would comfort her.

"I know, but damn, that felt so real. Your acting was amazing, holy shit" she said, congratulating me. "Thanks, I appreciate it" I said, blushing at her compliment.

"Are you blushing Javon?" She asked, smirking. Shit. She saw. "Me? The Javon Walton? Blushing? Pfft, never" I said, acting casual. "Yeah- ok" she playfully rolled her eyes.

Damn. This girl got me tongue-tied...

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