《kill my mind - m. atsumu》sunshine
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"kiss me."
"no."
"yes."
"go away."
"y/nn." atsumu whined.
"atsumuuu."
"i'll throw you off." he threatened and leaned over the edge of the small cliff.
"do it." you held out your arms to make it easier for him to carry you if he decided to.
"are the two lovebirds still up there?" suna asked and looked up, using one hand to block the sun from his eyes.
"and you two are still in the water?" you asked and looked down. "what are you guys then? love fish?"
"did you hear that?" osamu asked suna. "we're love fish."
"you're happy with that name?" suna asked in disbelief.
"one, two, three, go!" while you were listening to the other couple atsumu had walked a few steps back to get a good running start.
he ran up to you, grabbing your waist, and threw both of you over the edge.
you were tucked into his chest with a hand behind your head and his other arm was wrapped around your waist.
you slapped him one second before you two hit the water. "i hate you." you said when you two came back above the water.
"no you don't." atsumu pushed the hair away from his face and looked over when suna and osamu went to go get food.
they didn't say anything, but osamu looked back and gave him brother and thumbs up.
atsumu hooked his fingers into the loop of your shorts and pulled you closer to him.
"you love me." atsumu ran his hand up your stomach until he reached your neck, brushing his thumb over a hickey we made earlier.
"don't know why." you let atsumu carry you while you closed your eyes and leaned your head against his shoulder.
"no one needs a reason to love me. I'm just special like that." atsumu grinned and kissed the spot behind your ear. "I'm very easy to love."
"really? i am easy to love?" you asked and opened your eyes to look at him.
"fuck no." atsumu answered immediately.
"well shit. so how did you manage to?" you asked as he let you go.
"i still ask myself that." atsumu followed you when you started to swim more towards the shore.
it was the summer of third year and atsumu was dragging you, suna, and osamu everywhere he could find.
mostly just you but then suna and osamu insisted in tagging along.
"maybe it was my sprained ankle that just charmed you over." you lifted up your leg.
"yeah that boot was such a beautiful piece of work when i was dragging you everywhere."
"you were not dragging me. i was walking just fine." you denied.
"you were using me for piggyback rides."
"that was the best part of it." you sat down with your legs in front of you and your lower body still in the water.
atsumu sat between your legs and leaned against your chest while you wrapped your arms around him.
"i guess." atsumu looked up at you. "kiss."
"remember the bet that we made sometime last year that you would be the one who would be begging to kiss me?" you asked and suddenly remember it.
"why do you always get these memories right before we're about to kiss?" atsumu groaned.
you grabbed his chin and lifted his head up to place a kiss on his lips so he would stop whining.
"good?" you asked.
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"good."
"i still want my money for that bet." you said and booped his nose.
"who's the love fish now?" osamu popped out of the trees with a pizza in his hands.
"we're having a very serious conversation, go away." atsumu said and held onto your arm.
"nah." suna also emmerged with drinks in his hands.
"fuck off." atsumu whined and turned around to hug you. "let's run away." he whispered to you.
"i want food." you whispered back and brushed his hair out of his face.
"of course you do." atsumu pulled you up into his arms and you nearly fell back into the water.
he quickly caught you in time and walked you over to the other two.
"my personal transporter." you kissed his forehead.
"hold on." atsumu bent down and grabbed his sandals since yours were on the other side of the lake.
he placed the sandals down on a tree stump and placed you down slowly so your feet wouldn't get any sand on it.
you reached over and grabbed a towel from your bag and wrapped his around him.
"not right when we're eating." suna whined and turned the other way with his pizza in his hands.
"then close your eyes or some shit." you made sure the towel was around his body so he wouldn't get that cold from the slight breeze.
"suna why don't you bring me my sandals like that." osamu asked and looked over at his boyfriend.
you looked down at your feet and saw how your feet would most likely slip out if you took one step.
"because your feet are fucking huge." suna answered.
"im offended." osamu gasped and placed his hand to his chest.
"you should be." atsumu grabbed two plates, one for you and one for him. "here you go. sunshine."
"thanks." he sat down next to you and suna and osamu moved to sit closer to you guys.
"what are we doing tomorrow?" osamu asked.
"grams said she'd tell us how to make her famous cookies and brownies." you answered for atsumu and took a bite of your pizza.
"now im craving cookies and brownies." osamu said and frowned. "also can we sleep over?"
"dunno, gotta ask my parents." your parents had started to stay home more to be with you and your grandma.
"yeah you do all the asking." atsumu leaned back against your legs.
"are you still scared of my dad?" you asked in amusement.
"it's not a laughing matter."
"the amount of times you called him sir is insane." osamu teased.
"hey i was just trying to be respectful." atsumu raised one hand. "and get on his good side."
"don't worry. my mom and grandma probably love you more than they love me." you told him. "they talk to my dad so much about you."
"all good things?"
"no, all the stupid and dumb shit you do." you answered. "of course all good things. i dont think they want me to die single."
"you probably will." suna piped in.
"mom talks about you more than she talks to us." osamu said.
"that's just sad." suna let out a short laugh before disguising it as a cough.
"i promised grams we'd be home for dinner." you nearly choked on your pizza when you saw the time. "all of us."
"what's she making? nevermind, that doesn't matter. her food is always amazing." atsumu swallowed the rest of his food and stood up.
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"but we just ate." suna stated.
"then the run home should be fun." atsumu said and gave you the towel instead.
"great."
you stepped down and started following atsumu.
"here." you were too busy looking down at your feet and didn't see atsumu running back with your shoes.
you slipped his shoes of and slipped yours on.
"race you." osamu said to you when he threw away the plates.
"bet. see you guys at home!" you started jogging backwards.
"better win sunshine!" atsumu shouted without turned around.
"you know it!" you turned around and started running properly with osamu next to you.
"i still remember when you and my brother hated each other." osamu said while running.
"good times." you nodded.
"i don't know if i should miss it. back then it was complaining about you and now it's obssessing over you."
"oh, so he talked about me before we dated?" you asked, getting information out of osamu.
"never shut up. it was always "she probably sucks at volleyball." then he would watch one of your games and start critizing."
"i hope her finger gets jammed, that was a terrible serve, that was sort of good but im better at that." osamu started mocking his brother's voice.
"then after you guys were dating." osamu cleared his throat.
"did you see how good that was? jeez, she almost slipped. oh she just hit the ball in that girl's face. as she should." osamu continued his atsumu impression. "probably not as hard as she hits the volleyball in my face though."
"i accidently hit the ball in his face." you said and turned into your neighborhood.
"do it again sometime, will you?
"hey, i was wondering when you would get here." grandma called from the front door.
"we're not late." you said and opned the gate. "I won by the way."
"where are the other two?" grandma asked and opened the door for you.
"cheating on us with each other." osamu joked. "nah, they're just carrying our stuff like good boyfriends while we get a short workout."
"i'll throw in an extra pudding for them." grandma closed the door behind you and left it unlocked for the other two.
"hey." your mom gave you and osamu side hugs with one of you on each arm. "your dad should be home soon."
"let's hope atsumu gets rid of his sirs by then." osamu said. "im gonna take a quick shower."
"what you live here now?" you asked and threw him a clean towel from the closet.
"which reminds me." he turned to your mom. "would you please allow me, my brother, and my boyfriend to sleep over tonight so grams can tell us how to make bake tomorrow?" he asked.
"of course. you two can take the guest room, i'll set it up for you." she said and opened the closet.
"thank you." osamu smiled and went to the bathroom.
"don't you need clean clothes?" you asked.
"just throw it at the door and I'll get it!" osamu shouted through the closed door.
"here." your mom tossed you some of your dad's old clothes and you tossed it at the door.
"sunshine! grams! mother of sunshine!" atsumu's voice came from the front door.
"atsumu!" your mom gave him a full hug and then moved on to suna, giving him a hug too.
"i feel like there's a clear favorite here." you walked up to atsumu and took the bag from him.
"you're my favorite." atsumu said and you pushed his face away.
"i thought your corny lines stopped at the you're my rock thing." you said and dug your stuff out of the bag.
"where's osamu?" suna asked.
"showering."
"when his house is literally five minutes away?" suna chuckled and walked into the kitchen.
"hello family!" the door opened again and your dad walked in. "and my daughter's friends."
"good evening." atsumu's entire demeanor changed and he whipped around to face your dad.
"evening.." your dad gave your a confused look and walked over to you. "didn't i tell you to drop the formalness?" he asked.
"sorry." atsumu said sheepishly.
your dad just shook his head with a small smile and gave you a side hug like your mom did.
"hey, you're back early." your mom came down the stairs and you looked away before you saw your parents kiss.
"that was a refreshing sho- oh! i'm so sorry!" osamu covered his eyes when he nearly ran into your parents.
"real smooth." atsumu commented.
"I'm taking a shower." you said and walked up the stairs.
"can i-" atsumu paused. "..take one after you..?" he kept glancing over at your dad with a growing blush on his face.
"sure." you walked up the stairs and went to the bathroom to take a shower.
"i dont think I'm gonna leave your room now." atsumu said when you came back into the room.
"i dont think my parents noticed." you said opened your drawer.
"they left to the store after. probably went to buy a knife to stab me." atsumu rested the side of his face on the pillow to look at you.
"yeah like we don't have knives in the kitchen." you grabbed your panties and slipped them on under your towel.
you look over to see if the door was locked before dropped your towel and putting on your bra.
"do you think we could have a quickie?" atsumu asked casually.
"depends."
"samu and suna are in the kitchen helping grams with cooking and your parents aren't home." atsumu sat up and went over to the end of the bed.
you were about to clasp your bra when atsumu tugged you back towards him.
you two fell onto the bed and atsumu quickly rolled on top of you. "yes or no?"
"yes."
"we're stopping the second your parents get home." he said and threw the bra that you didn't get the chance to put on down to the floor.
"scared they're gonna stab you with the knife we keep in the basement just for this occasion?" you smiled up at him.
"mental note, don't look in the basement." atsumu said to himself and stood up, pulling you up with him.
"where we going?" you asked and followed him.
"bathroom. might as well take that shower." he grabbed a jacket from your closet that was actually his and put it on you.
"i just took one." you said and followed him anyway.
"well. staying clean." atsumu turned the light on and locked the door. "how are your walls?"
"what."
"are they like. thin or?" atsumu got himself out of his sweatpants and shirt while you took your clothes out.
"pretty normal. if you talk normally they won't hear." you said and shrugged the jacket off you.
"so if i make you scream?"
"then you're a dead man." you turned the water on and got in.
"i always expected your dad to be the one to kill me, but i wouldn't mind you." he got in after you and pulled the shower curtain close.
"maybe ill push you and you'll slip on the water and hit your head against the end of the tub." you said and enjoyed the feeling of the water.
"maybe." atsumu leaned his head down on your shoulder and wrapped his arms around your lower waist.
his hand slowly traveled lower and he spread your legs apart. "five minutes, max." he said and kissed the side of your neck.
"five minutes." you nodded and looked down at his hand.
"y'know what fuck it. back against the wall." he said and moved you there himself.
you were twirling a strand of his hair around your finger even when he knelt down.
"do you think if you put your legs on my shoulders you'll fall?" he asked.
"yes."
"one leg it is." he said and lifted your lift leg onto his shoulder.
"would it be faster if i put shampoo in your hair now?" you asked. "no because that'll get my legs soapy."
"soapy tits are always nice." atsumu said.
"good to know."
atsumu nodded before lifting his mouth to your pussy. your leg jerked at the sudden feeling and you looked down at him.
and the sight of him with water dripping off his face while eating you out was also a great sight.
"i should buy you an anklet for when we do stuff like this." his words were slightly muffled since his mouth was currently occupied.
"for what?" you pushed his hair back and focused on the water droplets on his face.
"so i can hear every little bit of your movement when your legs are on my shoulders."
"four minutes, pretty boy." you said, distracting him from your reaction.
"should be enough time." atsumu grabbed your hips and pulled you more into his mouth.
his tongue was moving at a rapid pace and his fingers were digging into your hips while yours were in his hair.
"hold it." he said when he looked up at your face to watch your reaction. he knew you were close and he knew every other reaction of yours as well.
"fuck you." you cursed but did it anyway.
"you're about to." atsumu said and stood up. "you're on the pill?"
"yup."
"good." he leaned down to kiss you while he fingers spread you open before he pushed himself into you.
"shh." his mouth covered your moan and he just stayed in you without moving for a couple seconds.
"we don't need grams hearing all this."
"she does say she wants grandkids." you mentioned and placed your hands on his chest.
"i think she can wait a couple years." atsumu pulled out and thurst back into you.
his pointer and thumb playing with your clit while he moved in and out of you.
his other hand was on your neck, not applying too much pressure on it, but also not too little.
you were running your hands across his abs while his mouth was on yours to cover both your moans.
"two." you said your against his lips and he grabbed the back of your legs, pulling you up.
"got this." his thursts started getting harsher but not sloppy.
and soon enough you were coming on his fingers and dick. he followed soon after and you both leaned against each other, simply just breathing.
"you did it." you leaned your head against the wall and enjoyed the lingering feeling.
"of course i did it." he grinned and let you down.
"let's get you cleaned up before my parents come home." you grabbed the shampoo bottle and poured some onto your hand.
"great idea." atsumu ducked his head so you had easier access.
"so can i put soap on your tits?" he asked while washing his hair.
"go for it."
"my dreams are coming true." atsumu sighed happily and grabbed the bottle of body wash.
"you dremaed about this moment?" you asked when he pulled you to stand in front of him under the water.
"on good nights."
"wow." you felt him pour the soap onto you and then rub it over your chest, creating the soapy bubbles.
"now i can die happily."
"so can i push you now?" you asked and watched him stare at your chest.
"yeah you can push me down on a bed." atsumu wiggled his eyebrows and pulled you under to the water while he washed himself.
"sound like a fucking bottom." you grabbed your towel from the hanger outside and wrapped yourself in it.
"just for you, sunshine." you handed him a towel and he turned the water off.
atsumu stepped out a grabbed clean clothes that he packed earlier.
you put your panties and bra on before hopping onto the counter.
"just sitting there and looking pretty." atsumu said when he noticed you sitting.
"that's what i do." you reached over and grabbed a bottle of lotion. "come here."
you squeezed the lotion out onto your hand and poked your finger into it. then you poked his chest with your lotion covered finger and made a lotion smiley face.
"art." you put the rest of the lotion onto you and then picked up your jacket.
"you're a real good artist." atsumu rubbed the lotion on his chest and put his shirt on.
you zipped up your jacket and got off the counter. "should've gotten a pair of shorts or something." you said.
"you look fine the way you are right now." he said and ran his eyes down your body.
"what if my dad is outside?" you asked.
"hurry up and get into the room then." atsumu said and pushed you out of the bathroom.
you walked back to your room and found a pair of shorts and put that one and then zipped up the rest of the jacket.
"is that one of mine?" atsumu asked when you got out of your room.
"i think so." you two walked downstairs and to the kitchen. "probably." you looked down at the jacket and inspected it.
"good thing, your parents aren't home yet." atsumu said when he looked around.
"it's hilarious how you're terrified of my dad." you looked over at him and sat down on the couch.
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