Screams. Min Young looked around the room, trying to find the source of the sound. They sound so close but yet so faint as well. Where the hell were they coming from? Eventually she realised the sounds were coming from her. Her mouth was stretched wide and she was screaming at the top of her lungs.

She stopped screaming and laid back down on her side, her arms wrapped around her legs. Tears ran down her face and landed in her hair and on the pillow. The screams had been happening for the last three weeks but they seemed to be lessening. This was only the second time this week they had happened. She was bouncing back to normal quicker than she thought. But then again when you torture people and are part of the biggest mafia, you don't take long to recover from problems.

Most times after she had woken up from her dreams, screaming like this, she was in so much tears and pain that she harmed herself. And that's what she did now. The memories of the dream were still vivid in her mind. She couldn't handle it. She left the bed and walked into the bathroom and grabbed the single razor that she had hidden. As tear carried on streaming down her eyes, she grabbed the razor and placed it against uncut skin on her right arm. She had cuts along her inner thighs and on her left arm. She pressed the blade into her flesh and run it along her arm. Once wasn't enough, it never was. She ran the blade against her skin more and more. Blood was flowing freely from her arm into the skin. Eventually the pain in her heart and the tears stopped flowing.

She placed the blade on the side of the side and braced her arm on the edge of the sink and leaned in. Blood flows down her arm and her wrist and into the sink. She didn't know how long she had been standing there, head bowed but she lifted her head and make her way to the shower. She turned it on and turned it to the temperature she wanted it on. Boiling hot.

While it was heating up she went back to the sink and cleaned the blood away. She stripped her clothes off her body and stepped under the spray. She tilted her head back and let the water hit her face. The water ran down her arm and hit the cuts, stinging them slightly but she barely felt them.

She made sure the blood was cleaned fully from her arm and washed her hair. She scrubbed her body until it was brightly red. She always felt dirty when she woke up, remembering what had happened to her.

She eventually left the shower and wrapped a towel around her body and then walked out to her walk-in closet where she sat staring into space on the seat that was in the middle of the room. She didn't have the energy or the will to carry on anymore. She was tired of people targeting her and making her suffer. Why couldn't it be someone else?

She sighs softly and walks to the section that holds her tops. She pulls a long sleeved black top off the hook. The top was plain but had slits cut along the shoulder area. She also grabbed some black ripped jeans with her black trainers. She threw her hair up into a simple ponytail and left the bedroom. She closed the door and stopped out and listened to the sounds in the house. There was sounds coming from the kitchen. Seokjin must be in there cooking breakfast already. There was some grumbles and soft laughs coming from the living room.

Min Young didn't want to be around anyone at this moment. She softly pads down the stairs and takes care to not be seen by anyone in the living room.

She rounded the stairs and opened the door that was under them. She stepped through and began making her way down them. At the bottom she turned left. There was a gym down here. The most important thing would be that it was quiet as everyone would either be eating or busy working. About half way to the end of the tunnel there was a door set into the wall. She opened it and turned the lights on. Deserted.

Min Young smiled and picked up the remote. She turned the T.V. on to the music channel and let it play loudly. She hopped on to the tread mill and set it to running speed. She began running and focused on the wall in front on her, concentrated on her breathing.

The thoughts running through her head were soon cleared away. The sound of her feet pounding into the tread mill rhythmically. The sound filled her head. It helped to relax her and a smile began to form on her lips.

She eventually lost track of time. All she knew was the pain in her stomach and her legs. Her lungs short of breath, her heart racing, sweat dripping from her face and soaking into her clothes. She pulled the stopper on the pad and the belt began to slow down to a jog, then to walk and finally to a halt. She leaned into her arms and rolled her neck from side to side. She got off and stretched the muscles in her arms and legs.

She moved to the disks that were stocked near the T.V. and grabbed the disk that was three-quarters off the way down and placed it in the DVD player.

While it was loading she grabbed a mat and sat on it in front of the T.V. A woman appeared on the screen and began going through the yoga moved. Min Young followed the whole video, an hour and forty minutes.

After she was done with the yoga workout she laid down on the mat to have a slight rest. She tilted her head to look at the clock that was on the wall above the door. She had been in there for nearly four hours. It had just gone twelve o'clock. She decided to go up and grab a quick sandwich from the kitchen if no one was in there.

She replaced the mat and made her way to the door. She switched the light off as she made her way out of the room. Her head was down as she walked out of the gym and so didn't see the person standing directly outside of the door until she was almost on top of them.

She jumped back startled and stared up at the face. It was Yoongi and he did not look pleased. Min Young kept quiet thinking that seemed like the best thing to do with how angry he was.

"How long have you been down here?"

Min Young gulped. She didn't know why she was scared of him. She is a psychotic killer for god's sake and had faced more dangerous things than Min Yoongi looking angry. She had to get a grip. Yes fine she had missed breakfast but it's the first time she has done it. And also it isn't a crime either to skip breakfast. She straightened her back and fully looked him in the eyes.

"I've been down here for about four hours."

"Why did you skip breakfast?"

"I just wasn't hungry," Min Young says with a shrug. Ugh all she wanted was to be left alone and now it seems like she going to get a freaking lecture or something.

Yoongi just stood there staring at her. She could tell that he didn't believe her. It was in his eyes.

"We are meeting at half one. You need to be there," Yoongi said turning his back on her and walking down the tunnel.

"I'll be there," Min Young said to his back. She turned away to walk further down the tunnel to the toilets that were down here when Yoongi spoke up.

"By the way Min Young I would appreciate it if you didn't lie to me again. I also heard you scream this morning. You need to speak to someone if it keeps going. And stop cutting yourself as well."

Min Young gaped at his back at the last part. How the hell did he know she was cutting herself? She made sure that the skin was covered so the wounds weren't on show and the blood was cleaned fully off her flesh as well as off the razor blade and the sink and anywhere else it landed.

She hurried to the toilet and locked the door even though there wasn't any chance of anyone coming in. Everyone would be preparing for lunch now. She sat on the toilet lid and placed her head in her hands. She was shaking uncontrollably. No one was suppose to know. Oh god what if others knew as well?

She sat there trying to get the shakes to disappear but it was hard. She managed to get herself under control and used the toilet. She began to make her way up to the main house.

The house was silent as she closed the door at the top of the stairs. She slowly made her way to the kitchen door, wanting that sandwich. She peeped through the door. She offered up a quick thank you. It was mercifully empty.

She quickly grabbed everything she needed for the sandwich and made it without making a mess. She put it all back and took the plate up to her room. On her way out she looked at the clock. She had just under twenty minutes to eat the sandwich and get into clean clothes.

She managed to finish everything with five minutes to spare. She walked to the office and entered without knocking on the door. The other members of BTS were present and so were her friends.

Yoongi instantly launched into why they were all gathered. He barely looked at Min Young. She was thankful for that. She didn't think she would be able to handle his stare.

"In three weeks on we are having a party. Monsta X and Got7 are going to sort out security. The list has already been sent to everyone is attending. Just waiting on their replies. Jimin I want you to get your girls ready for the night. I don't have to tell you to pick your best dancers. Seokjin hyung I want you to get some chefs and sort a list for food. Everyone else just make sure the place is sorted. Girls all you need to do is buy a dress for the night if you don't have one that is appropriate. Everyone understand?"

They all agreed to what he said and begin to leave, some staying to speak to Yoongi. Min Young made her way down to the living room. She felt like watching a film before going and exercising some more.

The film had just started when Min Yoongi saw someone sit beside her. She turned her head and saw it was Eun Jung.

"Hey sweetie. How you been doing?" Eun Jung asked her softly, feeling concerned for her friend.

"I'm doing good thanks. How about you?"

Eun Jung slightly deflated at Min Young's answer. She knew what happened while she slept and then did when she woke up. She wanted her childhood friend to open up to her. Like she use to.

Min Young saw her friend deflate and the look of sadness in her eyes but also something else. Knowledge. Eun Jung knew what was happening. She was about to say something when Eun Jung cut her off.

"I know what's been happening every morning Minnie," Eun Jung whispered. She looked up into her eyes to see how she would react.

"How?" And with that one word Eun Jung knew all she needed to know. She opened her eyes to Min Young.

Min Young felt tears gathering in her eyes. She needed to let it all out and tell someone. Who was better than Eun Jung as well. She threw herself into her best friend's arms and let the tear fall.

Eun Jung just wrapped her arms around and placed her cheek on top of her head, her hand rubbing up and down on her back, gently rocking for side to side.

They sat like that for a really long time. There was so much inside Min Young that needed to come out. Eventually she calmed down enough to pull back and explain everything. She started from when the dreams began to today.

"I don't know why I do it. I just want to feel pain other than what they made me feel."

"But there are better ways to and better things to feel than pain sweetie," Eun Jung said running her hand through Min Young's hair. "And keeping it all bottled up inside is not going to do you any good. In the long run it may cause more harm and problems."

Eun Jung jumped up and clapped her hands together. "That's it! Here is what we are going to do. Your going to make up with Yoongi. How you do that is up to you. Then at some point you, me and the girls are going shopping like Yoongi told us to. We are going to have lots of fun and erase those bad memories and replace them with good ones. But I have a plan that just us two are going to do."

At that Eun Jung grinned and let out a naughty sounding giggle. "And we are most likely going to be punished for it."