Harry Styles is a bastard. My blood boils as I dig my nails into my knees. He couldn't wait atleast a week to start fucking another girl. I shake the tears from eyes. No more crying over him. When I look up to take one more glance at him he is already looking at me. His arms are no longer around her. She is still standing next to him though. Maybe they are just friends. She is beautiful her blonde hair falls down to the bottom of her waist in wavy spirals. Her makeup is perfectly done. Her small frame in a form fitting outfit. I'm trash compared to her. I frown slightly and return my gaz forward.

"Ava?" Harry is in front of me. I ignore him looking down.

"Ava please don't ignore me." He pleads sitting next to me on the bench.

"I'm not ignoring you. I'm trying this new thing were I don't talk to assholes." I say standing up walking away.

"See this is what you do! You either walk away from your problems or push them away." Harry yells. I spin around angrily.

"Oh fuck off Harry. You are one to talk about running away from things. I ask you one personal question and it's like I killed 5 kittens." I squeeze my hands into fist as I see the girl from before approaching us.

"Um Harry. Here's my number." She says sweetly holding it out for him. I growl clenching my teeth.

"He won't be needing your damn number. Fuck off!" I say angrily and grab the paper from her hands crumbling it and throwing it to the ground. She practically runs away. Good.

"Are you done being crazy." Harry says crossing his arms over his chest. If I wasn't so fucking mad at him I would love this is, his arm muscles bulging underneath his coat.

"Are you done being an asshole and who the fuck was that?" I cross my hands over my chest.

"I just met her. She was a fan. It's not like that." He says sighing. If I find out he is lying I will personally chop his dick off.

"I don't know what you want from me! Please Ava take this round easy on me and just tell me what you want!" Harry puts his hands on my wrist pulling me into him. I want to resist but I can't. I melt into him.

"I- I want to be yours and I want you to be mine. I just want us. I don't want to feel weird when people ask if we are dating and I have to say no. It feels like we are anyway and I just-" Harry interrupts me by pressing his lips to mine. The kiss is full of passion and emotion. Harry might be shit at saying his feelings, but he is holy at kissing them. Harrys warm arms around my waist pulling me even closer. I wrap my arms around his neck deepening the kiss. Harry pulls back first.

"I'm sorry Ava. For all the shit I have done. You deserve someone..." I shake my head putting my fingers lightly on his lips silencing him.

"That's not what I want to hear fall from those beautiful lips of yours." I peck his lips. Harry smiles slightly pulling me closer if that is even possible.

"Okay. Ava Ray, will you please be my...girlfriend" Harry whispers so only I can hear him.

"Nope" I push from Harry and act like I'm walking away. I giggle slightly as I see him slightly hurt. Oops.

"Of course baby" I smile jumping on him. He smiles pressing his lips to mine once more.

"Took you long enough" I say giggling and resting my forehead on his.

"Hey! Give me a break. I haven't really asked a girl to be my girlfriend" Harry admits. My feet return to the ground. I'm now looking up at him.

"What? You haven't had a girlfriend?" I furrow my eyebrows confused. Sure Harry is difficult sometimes, but he is such a beautiful human being, inside and out.

"Nope, you're the first sweetheart" Harry smiles. My heart flutters at his new nickname.

"Well I am honored" I smile back.

"Ava!" Eric's voice says from behind me. When I turn around im a bit taken back by the purple haired beauty beside him.

"Well I see you two are back not hating each other. Nice." Eric chuckles. He hands me my favorite coffee from Starbucks and the leash to his dog, Buddy. I smile down at the white fluff ball.

"Hi buddy" I coo picking him up. He immediately digs his face into my neck. I smiles petting him before returning my attention back to the women next to Eric.

"Eric don't be rude. Introduce us." I scold him.

"Oh shit. Uh Kelsey this my best friend Ava. Ava this Kelsey." She smiles flashing her perfect white teeth. I return it wrapping her in a hug with Buddy between us.

"And you?" She directs herself towards Harry.

"I'm Harry. Ava's boyfriend" harry smiles wrapping an arm around me. I smile widely up at him. That has a nice ring to it. Ava's boyfriend.

Eric gives me a confused look. I just simply mouth later. He nods before looking down at the purple haired girl beside him. I take a drink of my coffee snuggling up to my boyfriend and doggy. Life is good.

-

"Hey mom" I smile walking into her room.

"Hello beautiful" She smiles. She straightens her posture a bit as see she Harry walk in.

"Hello Handsome" she winks at Harry making him grin.

"Hi" He says shyly.

"I'll stand love" Harry mumbles as he notices there is only one chair in the room.

"Nonsense." She motions for me to come sit next to her on the bed. I do being careful of her wires and just her in general.

"How you feeling momma?" I mumble wrapping an arm around her frail body.

"Oh you know same old same old. Cancer attacking my body nothing new" She teases. I shake my head slightly frowning. How is she so calm and collected about everything?

"Oh relax Sweety" She notice my frown. I feel her frail lips on my forehead making my eyes drift shut.

"What about you two? How are you guys? Are you finally fucking dating?" My mom throws her hands up. I giggle covering my face. You see where I got my colorful language?

"Maybe" I mumble shyly as my face turns red.

"Harry you better take care of my daughter or your ass is mine." My mom points at Harry threatening. Harry's eyes widen a bit and he nods his head.

My mom and I both burst into laughter. Fuck I love this women.

-

The last week has been spent Harry and I together non-stop. He and I have jumped between apartments and we are currently at his. I'm sitting at his table trying to finish my paper using Harry's fancy iMac thing.

"Harry fucking stop." I mumble as he keeps kissing my neck again. I have been trying to write this damn paper for over an hour now. He keeps distracting me. First he just wanted a little kiss then a back massage and now he is just plain being annoying.

"Fuck" I moan as he finds my soft spot. Harry's lips set me completely on fire. I bite my lip trying to contain myself. I have to finish this paper tonight.

"Harry" I say softly. He pulls back smirking.

"I'm going to go to bed. Don't be up to late sweetheart." He kisses my forehead and starts toward the bedroom.

"I like that" I say. Harry turns his body to face me.

"What?"

"You calling me sweetheart. I like it" I say smiling slightly.

"Me too. Goodnight my Sweetheart." Harry smiles before disappearing. I'm left in the dark writing this awful paper.

I should just drop out of school and become a stripper.

-

"HELP ME!" I jolt awake. A pain in my head makes me scrunch up my eyes. I fell asleep with my damn head on the table.

"PLEASE STOP!" I hear someone yell. My brain finally registers that someone is Harry. I ignore the pain in my head and sprint towards the bedroom. When I open the door Harry is thrashing around in bed. Tears are falling from his eyes making me crumble slightly. I walk over holding his face in my hands repeating his name.

"Harry...baby wake up. It's only a dream" I finally get him up and he jolts awake fear overcoming his face. He pulls me close to him as he cries into my stomach.

This is the first time I have ever see him cry.