"What if bumalik siya?" i asked her, napahinto naman ito sa pag susulat.

"Sino?" she confusedly ask me back.

"Your ex." i said then i looked away.

I just felling something with her stare, thats why i looked away. I know what she's thinking right now.

Yes, shes with me. But her heart still belong to someone else and that someone else is not me.

"Love, what are you thinking huh? K-ahit naman bumalik siya hindi na kami m-agkakabalikan." she finally said it, napatingin ako dito.

"Really, love?" i smiled to her. I'm hurting knowing that she's lying.

"S-top overthinking love. You know that i'm yours right?" she put her pen down tsaka ito lumapit saakin.

I did not talk or what, i just felt her back hugging me.

"Love, mag salita ka naman. May problema ba?" i can feel her hug, pero hindi na ito gaya ng dati something is off.

"I already knew, Cal." that made her stunned.

Mga ilang minutong katahimikan ang nangyari, hindi ito nag salita or ano man.

"I th-ink w-e s-hould s-top it Cal." i cant help it to shutter. Ganon pala talaga the hardest part of loving someone is that setting them free even it's hard.

"L-ove. Wh-at do you m-ean?" kumalas na ito sa pag kakayakap sakin at hinarap ako.

"I'm breaking up with you."

"Break up? but why?! Were okay right, bakit kailangan ng break up love?" umiiyak nitong tanong saakin, i composed my self before i talk.

I cant afford to say something na makakasakit dito. Malaki ang utang na loob ang meron ako dito, that's why even she hurt me. Even she made me fool.

"Al-am kong nagkikita kayo ni A-lex. Nagkabalikan na kayo diba? 6 months to be exact Cal. 6 months ago kayo nagkabalikan and i know darating din naman sa punto na maghihiwalay din tayo at siya ang pipiliin mo. So i think, kailangan na nating mag hiwalay. F-or you to be with h-er again ng walang s-agabal na a-ko. Hindi mo na kaialngang gumawa ng mga excuses just to be with her." i wipe her tears. It's hurt so bad, but eto yung kailangan namin pareho.

"Be h-appy l-ove ha?" hindi ko maiwasang hindi mapiyok kaya natatawa ako sa sarili ko.

"L-ove, im s-orry." niyakap ko ito ng mahigpit, ramdam ko din ang pagyakap nito saakin. I'm sure mamimiss ko to.

"It's okay. Tumahan kana okay?" trying my best not to cry.

"Babe?" thats my cue, her true lover is here. I let go from the hug ng bumukas ang pinto ng kwarto.

"I'll go na." bakas sa mukha nila ang pag kagulat. I kissed her forehead, i love this girl somuch.

Nang makarating ako sa pinto hinawakan ako sa braso ni Alex pero nginitian kolang ito at tinapik ang braso at tumango.

After trying my best not to cry, pero hindi ko pala kaya. I cried and cried while walking away from her life.