dear journal,

what does it feel like to fall in love with somebody? i've been researching this for a paper i'm writing in english class, and i can't seem to find a concrete answer. everybody has a different experience.

i asked yeonjun what he thought during our evening study session at the library yesterday. he told it feels like finally speaking after holding your tongue for years. i'm paraphrasing, he made it sound a lot more romantic and interesting than that.

i don't know if i've ever even fallen in love. or if i ever will. i don't know what makes love different than like. what makes it so special?

maybe someday i'll get it.

- soobin