"what did you do..."

y/n groans rubbing her eyes, opening them to see that she in fact was not in her own bedroom, quickly looking to her side she sees mattheo who had his face stuffed under her neck as he wrapped his arms around her body holding her tightly as if he would lose her

moving slightly to not wake him she takes his arm off her waist only for him to hold her tighter, he groans opening his eyes "where are you going?" he mumbles in the pillow, "uh w-we have class" she stammers turning red

he becomes more aware of the current situation quickly letting go of her, he clears his throat looking down. "did we..." she whispers, "did we what?" he asks, "I don't remember how I got here" she laughs nervously, "gosh I drank too much" she whispers looking down. he widens his eyes realizing what she was asking "n-no we didn't have sex"

she sighs out of relief "it's not that I don't want to um have sex with you, I-um I just uh don't think I'm ready. But-" she rambles, he laughs "-don't worry" he interrupts her nonsense, his eyebrows push together "wait...have you never?" she turns red looking down "no"

his eyebrows raise and he shifts his body towards her "you haven't even had an-" he looks down shocked, she rolls her eyes "no I haven't done anything like that but it isn't any of your concern now could you tell me how the bloody hell I got here or I can show myself out and get on with the rest of my day"

his minds eye flashes back to the situation gulping, "you- uh got too drunk so I brought you back here" he lies, she hums looking down "well um thankyou" she felt her self become embarrassed quickly getting up

"wait where are you going?" mattheo stands, "to class" an eyebrow arches "I don't think that's a good idea" he laughs scratching the back of his neck, she furrows her eyebrows setting down her bag and walking to him

he moves back slowly as she keeps walking to him until he hits a wall, she squints her eyes as an eyebrow arches "what aren't you telling me riddle," "n-nothing just, it was a long night I don't think you should be going to classes after how much you drank" he looks down taking in a sharp unsteady breath

she grinds her teeth back and forth, raising her hand to his chest placing her palm just where his heart is, she feels the beating of his heart become faster. Then she gets a flash back of last night remembering the things he had said to her in the hall

"this, this is what you do to me y/n"

shaking her head as she clears her throat, she puts her hand down quickly.

"your lying" she says, "no I'm not" he looks at her furrowed eyebrows trying to hide his flushed face, "stop lying! your hearts racing...even that stupid fly in the corner of the room can hear your heart racing, now- now tell me the truth!"

he rolls his eyes getting annoyed over the fact she has so much control over him, "just please, don't go" he looks down sighing. Her eye twitches looking at his frown

then she realizes, moving back as a smirk spreads throughout her face "you in love with me or something riddle?" he scoffs, "your like a puppy" she laughs, "how so?" he rolls his tongue in the inside of his cheek putting his hands in his pockets

"begging me to stay, like a little puppy" she laughs, "but your not begging well enough" she smirks, "your insufferable" mattheo groans walking towards her, "come on I'm being serious, just- stay.." he looks down. y/n smirks "beg."

his eyebrows go up as he looks at her, "what?" he laughs, she furrows her eyebrows "I said beg" her lips press together waiting for him to beg her, he groans walking towards her and stopping just an inch in front of her

her breathing becomes faster as he looks into her eyes deeply, he slightly smirks then slowly bends down putting a knee on the floor and placing the other knee next to it as he grabs her hands, her heart skips a beat as her stomach churns

he gently kisses it looking up at her slowly, "please, y/n stay. Please for me" he slowly says, her name rolling off his tongue like honey as she gets lost in those dark brown eyes for a moment

"no" she says quickly moving her hand and grabbing her bag from the floor walking to the door and opening it as she walks out, she turns around before leaving looking at him on his knees as his mouth hangs open slightly. She smirks "like I said, a puppy" she closes the door leaving him there in disbelief and shock

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y/n walks through the halls looking at the people whispering and staring at her, she furrows her eyebrows walking into the greathall earning the whole halls stares. "the fuck" she mumbles under her breath, putting her head down as she rushes to the slytherin table sitting next to pansy. "hey" y/n smiles grabbing a pancake. Pansy's eyes widen "y/n!" she gasps hugging her tightly. "oh, uh this is cute" y/n laughs

"are- are you okay?" pansy asks grabbing her face, her eyebrows furrow "I'm okay-" she laughs nervously "-why wouldn't I be?" she stuffs the pancake it into her mouth chewing it slowly looking at pansy and the rest of her friends who were staring at her as if she had just lost her entire family, which she did not in fact have.

swallowing her food she looks back at draco then blaise who were looking at each other nodding "okay what the fuck is up, why are you guys being so weird" she says, blaise sighs looking down as draco gulps moving in forward to y/n "do you- remember anything that happened last night?" he gently says, "why? did I do something embarrassing?" her heart stops as she looks at regulus who had his jaw clenched

"no- um" draco stops talking as regulus grabs his shoulder, "y/n it's better if you don't know" regulus says gently, his eyes becoming softer and features relaxing, "know what? guys" she laughs "- just tell me, your- your all freaking me out" her eyes return to pansy who looked like she was about to cry, theodore's inner corner of his eyebrows go up as enzo and him look at each other, speaking in a eye contact language that y/n could not understand.

"please just tell me! your all driving me insane" y/n felt her throat start to close up, "y/n.. cormac he-" enzo trails off not having the guts in him to tell her, "he what?" she laughs, they all look down not being able to speak. She tries remembering the other night. Greathall, dancing, mattheo basically confessing his love and obsession for her, drinks, more drinks.... her eyebrows furrow as she slowly gets bits of the other night... then it hit her.

her heart stops as her stomach twists, gasping as she opens her mouth trying to breathe. She felt as if all the air in her lungs was stolen, trying to breathe in from her nose but not being able too, her bottom lip shakes as she keeps on remembering "oh my god-" she says out loud finally being able to suck in a breath which felt like acid going through her nostrils. "y/n.." Theodore mumbles, "y/n?" regulus comes closer to her, "no- no I-I'm fine-" she looks down trying not to freak out

her palms become sweaty as her vision blurs and the sound of her friends calling her name fades as she rushes out of the greathall, an acid feeling comes up her throat as she runs into the girls lavatory swinging a stall open and dropping down on her knees vomiting her insides out into the toilet

she lets out a sob and wipes her mouth with her sleeve, wiping away the streaming tears that kept coming out of her eyes. Her hand comes to her mouth as her other arm wraps around her stomach, she gazes at the floor getting repeated flash backs of the situation, his hot breath on her neck, his hands touching her body, his hands touching her body, his hands touching her body. She scratches her skin almost as if she wanted to rip it off.

Her hot face becoming more red as warm tears flood the bottom lid of her eyes blurring out her vision, she lets out another sob almost feeling sorry for herself. Angry that she couldn't have fought back, that she couldn't have done anything, how she was so weak and that he had so much control over her. She closes her eyes tightly, everything becoming so, so quiet as if it were only her and her thoughts left on this earth, only her and her thoughts.

Her eyes flash open, wiping away her warm tears she stands up quickly. Walking out of the lavatory she goes to the Greathall looking at the Gryffindor table and seeing Cormac's friend that he is always with but not a single sight of Cormac himself. She walks to him ignoring the stares and whispers, "oh y/n-" his friend starts until y/n pushes his plate and cup of pumpkin juice to the side causing a big sound of shattering plates to echo in the hall making everyone go quiet.

"where the fuck is he?" she practically yells, his face goes pale. "I- I don't know I swear!" he gulps, she scoffs smiling a bit "you don't know where your bestfriend of 4 years is, tell me Duncan are you fucking messing with me or are you actually dumb" her eyes flash with anger as his goes wide, "I swear I don't, the last I saw him was the other night"

"B-but I heard..." he stops. She looks back at him arching an eyebrow "what" her jaw unclenches "say it" she raises her voice. "There's a rumor that- that Mattheo had m-murdered him in the hospital wing, no one knows for sure because the professors wont update us" he gulps looking at her blank face

She stands straight looking at everyone who immediately put their heads down. Rushing her way out of the Greathall she wonders why people would make such a rumor, without realizing she looks up to see the hospital wing doors.

Slamming both the doors open she sees 6 beds on each side, 11 empty and one occupied by Cormac himself, she looks around to see not a single sight of any nurses. Walking to him slowly, making sure not to make any sound to wake him up, pulling out a chair allowing it to scratch the floor making an unpleasant screeching sound causing Cormac to shift to his side. She sits down staring at him. He had two black eyes, a split lip, a big bruise that was swelling his face on his left cheek and a long wide cut that was barley healing just below his chin.

Y/n reaches for her pocket pulling out her emerald pocket knife that was curved a bit at the end of the blade, on the sharp side it had a few scratches but the dull side had no more then two non visible ones, his eyes open slowly going wide with fear in them.

She puts the knife to his throat "scream and I'll slit your throat, talk and I'll cut off your tongue, move and- I think you get the idea" he nods more than once breathing harshly through his mouth, "how many girls have you assaulted" she says, resisting the urge to vomit as she swallows a metallic taste on her tongue that weirdly helped her focus.

"I swear I won't do it again-" he cries, "ah" she hums putting the knife closer to his throat, he shuts up quicker than lightning "answer my question" she says slowly, "please-" she presses the knife on his skin causing him to groan slightly as the sharp blade pierces through a layer of his skin, "their names, tell me their names." she says knowing it would make her want to skin him alive just hearing his voice.

He lets out a breath that sounded like a sob, "it was only-" her head tilts forward, he shakes his head quickly "it was only two b-before you, Francisca and- and a girl named Leona" her heart stops. "your a sick monster and I hope you burn in hell" he clears his throat smirking slightly, her head tilts to the side, she stands quickly moving the knife to his chest "do you think this is funny, that this is some kind of fucking joke!" he puts his hands up

He takes a second to form the words, "oh come on y/n, you were practically begging for it" without hesitation, the knife slices through his skin, his scream was so loud she was sure all the birds had heard it, "oh I'm sorry, what was that again" she leans down to his face only being able to hear his short breathes, "right" she mumbles "nothing, because you are nothing" ripping the blade out of his chest he screams again, blood rushing out of the hole her knife had created.

"cute scar, not that anyone is going to see it since your going to be six feet under the ground" she smiles, the doors slam open revealing Mattheo, Regulus, Theodore, and Draco "y/n" regulus starts then looks at Cormac

"what did you do..."

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LOLZ period y/n