(please skip it if you are sensitive to the subject *SA*. I will add a ⚠️ for when it starts and a ⛔️ for when it ends)

"Rise and shine" pansy says hovering over y/n's body, y/n groans as she sits up "Hurry up and get ready we have to go to hogsmeade to get our hair done" she says, y/n gets up half asleep walking over to her bathroom

feeling fresh and now clean she steps out of the shower, the cold air hitting her bare skin making her hairs go up. She walks out of the bathroom grabbing a pair of jeans and a black t-shirt, 'I mean I'm only getting my hair done who will see me anyways' she thinks as she undresses her self and puts on her clothes

"that is what your wearing?" hermione questions as she walks through the door, y/n rolls her eyes "were only getting our hair done, plus I wouldn't actually wear this to the ball that would be mental" she says as she stands, blood rushing through her head as she walks it off, hermione rolls her eyes "very well then, is pansy finished?" pansy walks out of the bathroom as she finishes her sentence, "I am finished and y/n that outfit is horri-" pansy says before she gets cut off "ah eh ah, I do not care this is what I am wearing end of story, the end!" y/n yells slightly causing both the girls to laugh

"well then shall we get going" hermione says, y/n nods grabbing her bag as the 3 girls rush out of the dorm and into the common room earning dirty stares as they walk past some slytherins, "gosh they really need to fix there faces" pansy slightly yells loud enough for everyone to hear, they all look away and the whispering stops causing pansy to smile

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"when will we get there" pansy impatiently asks, "pansy, it's a carriage not a train it cannot go any faster" y/n says as she puts the daily prophet paper on her lap, hermione clears her throat "look at the paper" y/n says to hermione, grabbing the paper from her hands a frown falls upon hermiones lips "what is it?" pansy asks, y/n sucks in a breath "this paper has loads of false information about harry, I'm concerned for his sake he already has so much going on this just adds more to it." a crease forms in between pansy's eyebrows as she grabs the paper from hermione's hands, her eyes furiously moving across the page as she reads, her eyebrows time from time going up, and furrowing

pansy sighs, "poor harry, I cannot imagine what he is going through right now" hermione says, y/n puts her hand on hermiones shoulder in attempt to comfort her "harry is strong, he can get through this I assure you mione" y/n smiles gently as her mind races uncontrollably

"were here" pansy says as she opens the carriage door stepping out, y/n and hermione following behind her.

"hurry up let's go" pansy rushes as the 3 girls run in hogsmeade trying to make it to lianes hair salon and nail studio, finally after minutes of running, laughing and yelling the 3 girls arrive out of breath, "oh um and you all must be here for" the girl at the front says as she looks down on her paper her eyes going side to side searching for something, "pansy parkinson, correct?" the woman lifts her eyebrow waiting for a response "oh um yes, yes!" pansy says, "she's hot" pansy whispers to y/n before rushing to her seat

the girls take their seats as 3 different women for each of them come up behind them asking what they want to do with their hair, "I'd like mine in a bun, with braids please" hermione says, "could you possibly do a high slick bun" pansy asks, the women nods "what would you like dear" a lady asks y/n, "oh um, I'd like my hair curled, but not too much nor little and I would fancy big curls" the lady smiles as she grabs a brush and continues to do her thing

"do you like it miss?" the lady asks, y/n looks up into the mirror as her eyes widen "I- I love it! it's wonderful thankyou" she smiles as she stands looking at her two bestfriends who look absolutely stunning, "y/n you look amazing!" hermione yells, a smile grows on her face "as do both of you, now shall we get our nails done?" y/n questions the two girls who have their jaws slightly open

"how will you girls like to pay" the lady asks the girls after they finish getting there nails done, "cash" pansy says, "me as well" y/n says, "me too" hermione repeats, the lady smiles as she tells them the amount for each of them, the girls pay leaving the shop happy and laughing

"shall we treat our selves before we return to hogwarts?" hermione questions, "such need for formality hermione?" pansy asks, y/n laughs "might as well call you granger" the two girls laugh as they all go to dervish and banges to buy unnecessary but useful magical items before going back to the carriage

the girls enter the carriage with their hands full of bags, "I heard astoria asked fred to the ball and he rejected" pansy says, "dear lord, poor girl that must have been embarrassing" hermione concerningly says, "embarrassing yes but it is funny, karma is a bitch" pansy giggles, y/n rolls her eyes "oh pans why do you hate the girl so dearly" y/n asks, pansy presses her lips together "well first off, she is a shit talking bitch, cannot keep her hands to herself and she has a dying need to spread false rumors about people" she continues on "and she is obnoxious, annoying and laughs too hard when ever draco says something, that isn't even funny!" hermione and y/n look at each other smiling

"what" pansy says

"it seems as if you are jealous pansy" y/n says, "I- me? jealous? no I am not jealous why in the name of merlin would I be jealous of astoria green arse" hermione bursts out laughing, "not of her you fool, of draco!" hermione says as she laughs, pansy sits up crossing her leg "so what if I am" she hums, the girls all laugh gossiping and talking about pansy's jealousy towards astoria the whole ride back to hogwarts

"finally" y/n mumbles as they leave the carriage stretching from sitting for 20 minutes, the girls walk back to the castle talking and laughing

"I cannot wait to prank theo with this fake spider, he is wimp when it comes to spiders" pansy evilly smiles, as they enter the slytherin common room going to the girls dormitiory, y/n counts the steps as they walk down the stairs case mumbling under her breath until she reaches 21, they go into y/n's dorm looking at their dresses as they rush to them

"I am so excited" hermione says, "oh yeah hermione I've been meaning to ask, who are you going with?" y/n questions, hermione turns around as her cheeks turn into a light shade of pink "viktor krum" she giggles, pansy yelps "my lord you two will look perfect together" y/n says as she day dreams about their marriage

"y/n can you do my makeup?" pansy asks, y/n stands up grabbing her makeup bag as her feet bring her over to pansy. She sits in front of her applying makeup to her face carefully, after what felt like an hour y/n finished pansys makeup lastly applying lipgloss to her lips

"well" she says as she stands stretching and groaning, "I shall do my makeup and by the time I'm done it will be an hour before the ball" y/n says as she sits on the floor already applying makeup to her self

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"are you done y/n?" hermione asks, y/n hums "almost just need lip gloss and I am finished" she says as she applies a red-ish clear lips gloss to her lips rubbing them together, "and I'm done" she stands cracking her back

"well shall we get into our dresses then" pansy says, hermione nods looking outside "it is already dark" she mumbles, the girls rush to take off their clothes not even bothering to change in privacy

y/n slips into her dress, "um pansy could you zip it for me" she asks pansy since hermione is still putting hers on and pansy already has hers on, "of course" pansy rushes over to y/n, zipping the back of the dress pansy smiles to herself "you look beautiful y/n" she whispers, y/n smiles gently "as do you pans" the 3 bestfriends sigh looking into the mirror smiling and complementing each other

the girls leave the dorm as they join a few other girls before walking out of the common room and making their way to the greathall, they all make it as they all walk down the stairs y/n behind them all sucking in a breath to try to calm her nerves

her eyes fall upon a stunned mattheo, his eyes twinkle as she stares into them everything slowing down and the world around her becoming a blur, "she- she looks beautiful" regulus says, mattheo nods "blue truly is her colour" mattheo says as he snaps back into reality, she comes to the floor looking at mattheo before regulus holds his hand out for hers, she takes it smiling at him

mattheo feels a tingle of jealousy seeping through him as his heart beats like a drum he tries to ignore the impulsive thoughts like grabbing regulus and choking him to death or stabbing him repeatedly, he shakes his head walking into the greathall after the two

"care for a dance?" regulus asks, y/n snaps back into reality "hm? oh um yes, I'd love too" she smiles, regulus laughs as they walk to the center of the room joining the dancing couples, he puts his hand on her waist causing her heart to flutter as she puts hers on his shoulder making the hairs on his body lift, just a simple touch causing so much emotions.

the two dance as the eye contact grows more intense and mattheo's anger getting higher by the minute, he sucks in a breath trying to calm himself before doing something reckless

he stood up storming out of the greathall, y/n concerningly going after him "I'll be back" she says to regulus before she rushes out of the greathall

"mattheo! mattheo wait" she yells running to him, he stops finally "what-what's wrong" she asks, he turns around walking over to her as she stood her ground he walks into her pushing her back until she hit a wall, her breathing getting heavier

he moves his head down to her neck just below her ear "do you know what you do to me y/n" he says as his breath hits her shoulder spreading goosebumps throughout her whole body, "I- what-what do you mean?" her breath shakes, he groans moving his face back in front of hers staring deep into her hazel eyes

grabbing her hand harshly putting it on his chest, she feels his heart racing "you-you do this to me y/n, my heart beats so fucking fast and hard when your around that it fucking hurts" he mumbles, he drops her hand as she shakes slightly "when I see you with him, touching him my insides burn, and- and all you are doing is just fucking standing there so tell me y/n what kind of fucking love spell did you use, I've tried every remedy but it will not go away, my lust for you the dreams I have of you they will not fucking go away" he slams his fist on the wall just an inch from her head, her lip shakes not knowing what he means and why he thinks she put a love spell on him

he puts his forehead on the wall just right next to where her head is as he traps her in between his arms, "say something, please I need to hear your voice" he mumbles, she gulps "I- I don't know what to say mattheo, I didn't put a love spell on you" her voice cracks, he moves his head to see her face

"say it again" he says, a crease forms in between her eyebrows "w-what say what again?" she shakes, "my name" he mumbles, "mattheo?" she furrows her eyebrows confused, he groans "you don't understand what you do to me y/n" he whispers "I want you all to my self."

her breath shakes as she clenches her jaw "I am not yours. You cannot get mad that I am with someone else mattheo we are not together" she says as she lifts her head, he bites his bottom lip as his tongue glides in the inside of his cheek

his head leans down to her neck as he laughs slightly "y/n, your mine and only mine, your eyes belong on me, your lips belong on mine, your body only for me to see, your voice only for me to hear, every part of you is for me and me alone as is my heart is yours, my eyes belong to you, my lips belong to you, my hair belongs in your hands, my arms are meant to be wrapped around your body, that- that beautiful body of yours y/n everything about you is perfect even your imperfections are perfect, you truly are my whole existence, my heart and my soul, I am yours and you are mine."

her heart flutters, "understood" he says, she nods not able to form out any words as her face turns red "good now we will go back there and you will enjoy the rest of your night darling" he smirks walking back into the great hall, she sighs heavily 'what the fuck just happened' she thinks as she fixes her hair and walking back into the greathall

"y/n!" pansy yells, she walks over to pansy sighing "what's wrong" her bestfriend asks, "oh um nothing I'm just tired" she laughs nervously, pansy gives her a suspicious look before handing her a drink "here this will help with what ever is going on in that mental mind of yours" y/n laughs before downing the whole cup in one go burping loudly "damn" pansy smirks, "another, please" y/n says as she puts her hand over her mouth pansy's eyes widen handing her another

"I'm gonna go outside I need some air" y/n says, losing her balance as she walks out of the greathall she chugs the rest of her drink throwing the cup on the floor waltzing out of the castle and outside to take a deep breath in, she hears something causing her to jump

"y/n" cormac smirks, y/n rolls her eyes "you scared the shit out of me" she says as she loses her balance, a crease forms in between his eyebrows as a cheeky smile grows on his face, she started feeling uneasy taking in a deep breath trying to calm her nerves

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cormac walks closer realizing that she wasn't so...sober, "so y/n, do you want to like get out of here" he rubs his chin, "um I-uh actually have to get back to my friends, their probably wondering where I am" she nervously laughs as she walks away but he grabs her arm stopping her, his grip getting tighter "I wasn't asking" he laughs

her breath shakes "let go." she says already becoming sober by the minute she tries shaking his hand off her "I said let go" she yells but he grabs her other arm pushing her up on the wall "god do you always have to be such a fucking brat y/n" he sneers as he pins her on the wall

"get off of me" she pushes and kicks but he doesn't move an inch, he starts unzipping the back of her dress, her heart races as she realizes what is about to happen, tears suddenly fall "get off of me" she yells trying to get out of his grasp but fails as he wraps his hand around her throat squeezing tightly, getting even more tired as he pushes her back on the wall kissing her, his lips like ice as she doesn't kiss back trying to breathe she attempts to push him off of her but he doesn't move

crying as he puts his hand on her breast finally removing his lips from hers "please" she cries "stop" her breath shaking growing weaker and angrier by the minute, as his hands travel throughout her whole body leaving bruises, she sobs as he kisses her neck moving his hand to her back to remove the dress, "stop, p-please" tears falling out of her eyes as she tries to push him off of her, he groans grabbing her hair and pulling back to have more access to her neck, "your-h-hurting me" she cries but he doesn't care, she pushes him again and this time he slightly moves, he groans slamming her back on to the wall, her head starts pounding as she feels something wet on the back of her head, her eyes slowly start shutting and he continues to kiss her moving down to her breasts

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then suddenly a fist comes to his face, she drops to the floor sliding down the wall as she cries watching mattheo punch him repeatedly until he no longer made a sound

her heart stopped, "m-matte" she tried to finish the sentence but her throat dried, he rushes over to her bending down to her level cupping her face with his hands as he moves her head side to side to see the bruises on her neck "y/n, I'm here" he breathes, still in shock as she looks over to the almost lifeless body just a distance from them, he grabs her face lightly "look at me not him" he says

she cries "I- I told him to stop I- I swear" she shakes as she repeats "I said no" over and over again, he hugs her tightly "I know- I know" his voice breaks as she sobs into his shoulder while he brushes her hair to see blood on his hands, students start walking out of the greathall gasps filling the whole area as a girl runs to cormac shaking him, whispers filling the entire hall as they look at the two, he zips up the back of her dress as a professor runs to them "what happened here" mcgonagoll yells then quickly stops as she realizes y/n hyperventilating, rushing over to the two students she kneels down rubbing y/n's back "what happened here" she whispers, mattheo looks at the professor "I found her here, cormac was touching her she tried to stop him but- but he wouldn't" he sucks in a deep breath

mcgonagoll nods "thankyou for helping mattheo, after cormac is treated he will pay for his consequences, I reassure you miss. slytherin" her breath shakes as she stands "everyone to there common rooms" mcgonagoll yells, students leave the hall as well as mcgonagoll leaving the two of them

he picks her up bridal style, she hides her self into his shoulder crying silently, mattheo felt as if he was being stabbed over and over in his stomach each time he heard her cry, he felt nothing but anger only wanting to end cormac's life he sucks in a breath trying to ignore the intrusive thoughts lingering in his head

finally making it to his dorm ignoring all the stares in the common room, setting down the now sleeping y/n on his bed pulling out his wand casting a healing spell for the cut on the back of her head, he looks at the bruises clenching his jaw rushing to the washroom splashing cold water on his face as his hands grab the counter tightly looking up in the mirror, his wet hair dripping down his face as his jaw clenches, he punches the mirror rushing out of the dorm into the common room and speed walking out making his way to the hospital wing

finding cormac beaten up on a bed, cormac opens his eyes only for them to be filled with fear, mattheo grabs him from the collar of his shirt, "listen to me cormac, the only fucking reason your alive is because if y/n found out I killed you she would hate me" he says as his face is 2 inches from his, cormac nods quickly he drops him back on his back pulling out his wand, cormac cries as he whispers a spell, a dark red symbol appears on his chest "if you ever fucking try to do that again to anyone including y/n I will fucking know and I will kill you slowly and fucking painfully" he yells slightly, a tear falls out of cormac's eyes as he nods

mattheo rushes out of the hospital wing trying to calm him self, making it to the common room he whispers the password "pureblood" rushing in, earning stares from first years "everyone fucking leave" he yells, they all rush to there dormitiorys, he grabs a bottle of whiskey pouring him self a cup and downing it as he leans into the couch rubbing his eyes while looking at the ceiling, he hears a door knob turn