TW; blood, swearing

"always"

Y/n's Pov:

I open my eyes taking in a deep breath remembering yesterday, I'm such a fool. why the hell did I even kiss him back in the first place or... I shake the thought

I get up walking to my bathroom then stopping in my tracks walking backwards locking my door this time, I sigh and walk back into my washroom

I turn on the shower making the water extremely cold, now I'm fully awake.

***

I step out of the shower grabbing a towel and wrapping it around my body, I walk out of the washroom and grab my luggage picking out my outfit for today

now if pansy saw me in this she would scream but if she saw the shoes...she'd kill me, but is pansy here? no meaning I'll wear these shoes without fearing for my life

I go into the washroom applying mascara, lip gloss and vaseline to my eyebrows to hold them back, I grab some concelour dabbing it under my eyes, lastly I grab my strawberry scented perfume spraying some all over me

I put down my hair and wet it, I look good I guess.

let's just hope my mood stays "good"

I walk out of my room grabbing my wand, as I walk down stairs I see mattheo, thomas, regulus, theodore and draco sitting at the kitchen table

"y/n!" narcissia says as she smiles, they all turn around looking at my outfit, "classic y/n in her shoes and a dress" draco says in disgust, I roll my eyes walking over to narcissia

"it's not a dress assho-" I say but then cut my self off as I realize narcissia is here, "it's a skirt" I say as I smile, he scoffs and takes another spoon full of cereal into his mouth

"would you like anything to eat dear?" Narcissia says, I clear my throat "uh no thanks I don't really like breakfast" I say as I look down at my thighs, I swear my stomach always picks the wrong timing, she laughs "your stomach says differently" she hands me a box of strawberries "you still love strawberries, right?"

I smile "always, I mean who doesn't like strawberries" I say as I smirk, "I don't." theodore says "well your just weird theo" he laughs causing me to laugh back

I sit down at the table right next to regulus, I open up the box seeing the bright red strawberries, I smile at the smell and colour

I grab a book in front of me, leaning into the table to reach it, I open it to see the title

"fantastic beasts and where to find them" my gaze moves to the corner of the book seeing newt's signature

"oh my god narcissia! newt signed this?" I say as I look at her in shock, she smiles "yes"

"that- THAT'S AMAZING! HOW WAS HE LIKE? gosh did he show you one of his creatures? I bet he's short, I've always had a feeling he was short" I chuckle at the last bit

she laughs "actually he is pretty tall"

I stand up "no way! but-but he gives me that short person energy you know? like when you feel like someone is nice or mean" I say as I sit back down taking a strawberry and biting into it, I chew the bit and swallow it

"seriously, be honest is he really tall or just like an inch taller then you"

"no he is like very tall, 6 foot ish"

I shake my head "no way!" I say

she laughs then quickly shuts up as she looks behind me, I turn around seeing lucius, I gulp taking in a deep breath then turning back around

he walks over to the fridge opening it and grabbing water then getting a cup pouring him self some, he takes a sip looking at me

I look down at my thighs, "you all will be returning to hogwarts in an hour, pack up." he says he walks and stops in his track as he's right next to me. He looks at my outfit as a crease forms between his brows, I wrap my arms around my waist, he shakes his head slightly and walks away

I let out a breath I was holding in for way too long, narcissia clears her throat "well go pack up children" you don't have to tell me twice, I immediately get up walking to the stair case until

"oi y/n!" theodore calls, I shut my eyes tightly really not wanting to talk to him specifically, turning around I open my eyes to see him right in front of me, he had his hands in his pockets and was looking at his feet as if making eye contact with me would kill him

"so I just wanted to say I'm sorry for yesterday" he looks up at me with sympathetic eyes

I laugh, "it's fine, it was totally my fault anyways. I got distracted" I look down biting my lip

he looks down laughing, I clear my throat before I say something knowing my voice would crack "y-yeah well, I'm gonna go pack up I'll um see you later" I laugh a bit and he smiles nodding, my gaze moves over to the kitchen seeing mattheo staring deep into my soul, I roll my eyes and go up stairs

***

after packing all my clothes I looked around the room making sure I didn't leave anything behind, I sigh as I flop on to the bed

someone knocks on the door causing my heart to skip a beat, I curse under my breath getting up and opening the door to see regulus, "regulus" I say as I smile, he looks around then quickly rushes into my room hugging me tightly

he backs up as both of his hands cup my face, "I just want you to know y/n that it wasn't your fault, you had to do it you didn't have a choice" he looks at me waiting for my response

I felt my nose starting to burn, "thankyou, reg" I say, he hugs me again but tighter this time I rested my forehead on his shoulder as a tear slipped out, I quickly wipe my cheek backing up smiling, "I'm always here y/n" "always" he holds out his pinky, I smile as I wrap mine around his, he smiles slightly before letting go

"were leaving in 10 minutes so hurry up" he walks over to the door opening it and walking out leaving it slightly open, I sigh walking over to my bed and picking up my luggage that I didn't realize was very fucking heavy, I groan as I pick it up almost losing my balance but walking it off

I kick the door open and hold my luggage tighter walking out, "fucking cunt, ass bitch, fuck" I mumble under my breath as I walk down the stairs slowly, everyone now being in the entrance area watching me as I struggle, I almost slip over a stair but I quickly grab the railing, mattheo walks up the stairs smirking, he holds out his hand for my luggage but instead I grab it for some balance, "I got it" I said as I rolled my eyes holding his hand tighter

then I lost my balance dropping my luggage down the stairs and almost falling until he grabs my waist catching me, he laughs a bit "you got it huh?" he says as he grins, I scoff as he lets go I rush down the stairs to avoid talking to him

I grab my luggage from the floor picking it up as I groan, "I'm ready!" I say as I look over to the boys who are all trying to hold in there laughs, I drop my luggage into draco's hands, he slightly loses his balance, I sigh out of relief "thanks for offering to hold my luggage draco, it's very sweet of you" I say as I slap his shoulder, he groans rolling his eyes as theodore laughs

narcissia hands us floo powder, "ladies first" thomas says pushing the guys back giving me access to leave, "now remember to say hogwarts you don't wan-" thomas says but I step into the fire place throwing the floo powder and vanishing before he could finish

I step out of the fire place in the slytherin common room, I sigh as I plop down on the couch,

draco comes out next throwing my luggage on me, "DRACO" he laughs as he sits down, "asshole" I mumble before pushing my luggage off of me, mattheo comes out next which is my Q to leave, I get up grabbing my luggage as I drag it to the girls dormitory, picking it up as I drag it over the stairs finally reaching my dorm I kick my luggage harshly in as I step inside my room slamming my door shut behind me

I walk over to my bed and jump on it, I turn over looking at my ceiling grabbing my wand casting a memory spell.

I watch as me and rebekah laugh running around in my backyard back in summer picking up flowers and putting it in each others hair, "I'm so sorry bek" I say over and over again in my head until I could finally convince my self I was truly sorry

I decided that now would be an amazing time to go to sleep until something had to interrupt me, I look over to my wardrobe that's weirdly shaking by it's self, "what the fuck" I mumble, I get up walking over to my wardrobe opening it slowly then....

I fly back hitting the wall collapsing to the floor, groaning as I look at my stomach seeing a massive amount of blood, "shit" I get up slowly stumbling over my steps attempting to reach the door, finally getting out of my dorm I fall to the ground in pain, it felt like my organs were being squeezed, "ah" I groan from the agonizing pain holding on to the railing of the stairs

"uh p-pansy" I mumble trying to get her attention, pansy turns around from her conversation with goyle, "omg y/n" she runs up the stairs grabbing me, "GUYS HELP, o-omg your bleeding a lot holy shit okay stay calm" her hand starts shaking as she presses on my stomach putting pressure on it, I laugh a bit "I'm the calm one, you aren't" I gulp taking in a deep breath

everyone runs up the stairs, just fucking great. "holy shit y/n what happened" blaise says as he bends down, regulus rushes over bending down to my level holding my hand tightly in his, "yeah not a great time for questions someone just, ah fucking heal it before I die of blood loss" I say, pansy starts panicking, I cough feeling very lightheaded

"y/n" pansy starts shaking me, mattheo rushes up stairs pushing his way through everyone he pushes pansy slightly and picks me up, "careful" regulus says, mattheo carries me bridal style down the stairs

"mattheo" my voice is weak but he could still hear me, "I'm right here" he says, then that's when everything goes black.

Mattheo's pov:

everyone rushes up stairs, I move past them and see y/n bleeding out in pansy's arms, I rush to her pushing pansy slightly, she rolls her eyes at me

I pick y/n up walking down the stairs slowly, "mattheo" she says weakly, "I'm right here" her eyes shut, "y/n, y/n! stay with me" I say as I cup her face, I rush to the hospital wing. running in there, I yell for help the nurse rushes to me bringing us to the bed telling me to place her down

"heal her, immediately!" I say, "y-yes, please calm down" the nurse says

y/n's pov:

I open my eyes slightly, waking up in a cold room. I look around and realize I'm at the hospital wing, I feel a warm hand over mine looking over I see mattheo sitting on a chair sleeping as my hand is in his

the nurse walks up to us, "your awake!" she says, she looks over to mattheo "he's been here for hours not leaving your side, trust me we tried but he insisted. he ran in here yelling and ordering for help" she laughs a bit, a crease forms in between my eyebrows

"w-what happened?" I question

she grabs a cloth wiping her hands, "um you had a pretty bad wound, your ribs were b-broken and you almost died from bloodloss, but we healed you and fixed your bones but uh it will take you awhile to recover meaning you can't be in the triwizard tournament, you'll be able to move around just fine though" she says as she looks down, I feel my eyes start to burn

"a-and will I be able to play quidditch?"

she breathes in deeply

"no."

A/N

so just a heads up ehaha you guys might hate me for the future chapters there will be some deaths, and heartbreaks

also I'm thinking of making a love triangle or like 4 people love triangle or whatever the heck it's called so be prepared for a lott of drama hehe.