I love you.

"I wish I could say the same".

This is the sentence that changed my life forever.

It's the sentence that makes me revisit past emotions.

Reminds me of the cologne I was wearing that day.

The sweet aroma of Bleu de Chanel.

It made me realize that it doesn't matter how much love and affection I've shown you.

There's no changing your mind.

Someone else has stolen your heart.

As soon as that happened, I lost you.

More than I already have.

All the time I've invested into you just fades away.

As time moves on so do you but as for me,

I'll never forget you.

You're my first true love that I've never gotten to experience.

The longer I held on, the more I began losing touch with myself.

My mood going through phases like the moon.

I keep telling myself that you're the one who is missing out.

I forgive you, but I will never forget what you've done to me.

How you've changed me.

The way I feel toward others.

The trust issues you've given me.

The excuses,

The pain,

The lies,

The False truths,

And all the hope you've managed to burn.

As for the love,

All that you've left is a hollow cocoon.

7:41 PM

11/30/19

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