When I say this I'm not just throwing it out there carelessly or without thought.

I say it because deep down within the abyss of my cold, hollow skeleton i can feel it.

It hits me like a semi truck smashing into oncoming traffic.

It rings throughout my whole body.

I feel it flowing through all of my pulsing veins.

Spreading like a disease as it accesses my bloodstream.

It sings a melodic tune.

It hurts to keep it locked up.

To never be said.

Just relaxing there, patiently sitting in the waiting room of my thoughts.

I can't tell you this but it's always on the tip of my tongue.

And can slip at any moment.

4/22/19