I simply stood there when You told her true feelings, I couldn't believe how blind I was to not see her feelings. You got depressed, just because I went behind Chika's ass, as Chika had planned and also had succeed with her plan. Now Chika would pay for what she had done in the past, You needed to live with that bad memory all her life and Chika could rest her life without even feeling bad for You. I'm going to punish Chika at all costs.

I saw that You and Yoshiko wanted to come in again so I went fast to bed and believe it or not, I was sweating like hell, I thought my fever went high. Yoshiko and You came into my room and Yoshiko garbbed the thermometer and put it in my mouth

"Holy shit....Riko....you have a high fever"

"Uuurrrgggg, I'm sweating Yoshikooooo"

"Riko-chan, do you feel well ?"

"You-chan, I'm okay, just sweating a lot, I need to take a bath"

"No no no Lily, we will wipe the sweat off"

"Y-Yoshiko, noooo....I want to take a bath"

"No whining here girl"

"Excuse me ? I live here too"

"Urrggg, You-chan ?"

"Yes Yoshiko-chan ?"

"Go with Riko-chan at the bathroom, because I need to record a new let's play video and also do some edits, so you can take care of Riko, it's possible that she will not feel well and fall unconscious", Yoshiko pulled a big smirk at You, You was red as a tomato and looked at Yoshiko with angry eyes.

Damn Yoshiko, now I have to see a naked Riko in front of me after I have told her my feelings for her. So Riko and I went to the bathroom and I turned myself so that I couldn't see Riko naked, I couldn't control myself if she would be naked in front of me.

Riko took a bath and everything went fine, I was still blushing because it was a really awkward moment, but also the mood was strangely beautiful.

After the bath I laid Riko back to her bed and continued writing my shedule, then Yoshiko entered...again.

"And how was the bath ?", Yoshiko pulled a smirk.

"You know what Yoshiko, fuck you", I smiled, she stood there with an open mouth. When Yoshiko entered the room and talked loud, Riko snuggled and woke up.

"Yoshiko-chan ?"

"Yes Lily ?", then Riko whispered something in Yoshiko's ear and she nodded as if she understood what Riko whispered her.

"Hey You ?"

"Yeah ?"

"Riko told me she wanted to rest a little bit without a sound near her or a presence, so should we go outside again and smoke another cigarette again ?"

"Uhmmm, okay...then I'll be back Riko-chan"

"Yeah see you later".

Finally You quitted, phew now I can call Dia to pay a visit without annoying her, because....well, Dia is pregnant as I know and also married....yeah I went to her marriage, it was pretty and really traditional.

I grabbed my phone and called Dia. I waited till I heard her.

'Hello Riko ?'

"Hi Dia-san, I wanted to ask you something..."

'And it would be ?'

"Well, I wanted to pay a visit there wit-"

'Oh that sounds nice, you are wellcomed here at our resturant'

"But I will not come alone Dia-san..."

'Oh you come with Yoshiko, it's no problem for me, she will not annoy me again'

"No Dia-san, listen to me before you speak!"

'Oh....sorry, I'm just excited, it's just that I didn't heard aything from you since months'

"No problem....it's just that Yoshiko will come, but also another person"

'And who is it ?'

"Aqours old member, You Watanabe"

'......Riko-chan, are you fucking kidding ? Or is it real deal ?'

"It's true so I want you to do me a favor when I visit you again..."

We had a long chat, but Dia was also okay with my plan, so this will be okay. Thank godness that I hung up the chat between me and Dia, because You and Yoshiko entered my room again, I felt better but I was still sick. Yoshiko and You took care of me till it was night-time, You drove back home and Yoshiko went to her room sleeping. And I tried to heal as fast as possible, I took my medicine before I went to bed and slept well.

*some days later*

I got up in the morning and it was Saturday...finally, I was happy, because I could see Riko again and she invited me in a resturant near her place. I'm excited, well Riko never invited me to go outside eating, it felt as if Riko and I had a date. So I weared my black top with my black jeans and also some black matching shoes and went outside with my glasses, keys and wallet.

I drove to Riko's apartment, I already saw Riko...but also Yoshiko, why is Yoshiko coming too ? Well I don't know. Riko sat next to me and Yoshiko sat behind me.

"So girls, tell me the way"

"See here You-chan"

"Aye aye, let's drive here", Riko showed me on her smartphone the way on the GPS and so I drove that way. When I parked, I saw the resturant, it's been called 'Resturant Aqours', so someone of our old group or a fan opened that resturant, interesting, I was amused.

When I opened the doors, I saw Dia at the cash register and Seira in a maid uniform, like Dia too.

"Hello guys, nice too see you again, mostly You-chan"

"Thanks Dia-san....", Dia hugged Riko, then Yoshiko, then lastly me.

"Woah, Dia-san....why are you fat ? Or are you...nooooo no no no, you can't be pregnant"

"But I am You-chan and I am married too"

"Holy....shit....how fast the time went", I saw the watch on my left wrist.

Meanwhile You was talking to Dia and Seira, I was sneaking to their private room, there was the person who I wanted to talk with.

"Aaahhhh Riko-chan, long time not seen"

"C-Chika-chan, it were months since I didn't enter here"

"Yeah yeah", Chika stood up and went in front of me, held my hips and our lips were not so far away.

"So Riko-chan, you wanted to talk about what ?"

"H-how blind was I in the past ?"

"Ohhh, you found out, I hoped you would never find out"

"AND I EVEN TOLD YOU THAT I LOVE YOU, BECAUSE YOU USED ME THE PAST 8 YEARS, YOU BITCH, DON'T TOUCH ME LIKE THAT, YOU ARE MARRIED TO DIA AND YOU ARE GETTING A DAUGHTER AFTER 2 MONTHS", I got angry and bumped her, slapped her really hard on her face and went to Dia.

Everyone was looking at me, yeah they heard me screaming and they understood it clear. I saw You's look on her face, it was pain, does she know now, that I heard her feelings or that I remembered her of the past...I didn't know.

Chika also went to us and You stood imidiately up and went straight foward her, she saw that Chika's cheek was red from my slap I had done. However, You held Chika on her neck and told her, that she needed to discuss something privately.

I went with Chika outside and grabbed my pack of cigarettes out.

"You smoke Chika ?"

"Uhmm yeah"

"Here one for the shock"

"Haha, thank you ex-best friend"

"Don't call me like that, past is past, I'm not here to get trouble again and being guilty again", Chika nodded and lighted her cigarette, then it was silent, then I heard Chika's voice, she was crying....

"You-chan, I'm sorry for everything that happened between us"

"It's okay, but why did you do that in the past ?"

"You-chan, I was envious that it was possible to create a bond between you and Riko, a bond as girlfriends. And I thought that Dia would never love me, so I thought, if I would break the bond between you two, then it would be fair", after Chika told me the reason, I grabbed her shoulders,

"Chika-chan....Riko-chan....loved me the past 8 years ?", she started to cry a lot and kneeled in front of me,

"Yes You-chan, YES, I PROMISED HER THAT I WOULD NEVER TELL YOU YOU-CHAN, but....I broke it now"

*past 8 years*

We had a new student in our class, her name was Riko Sakurauchi, the girl talked a lot with You at the beginning. However, when You had to go to her swimming club, Riko and I were left alone, so we talked about other things. And one day, Riko was really frustrated and started to cry a lot, sure we were alone with noone inside the classroom, we waited for You to finish her club activities.

"W-what's wrong Saku- ehhh Riko-chan ?"

"Chika-chan, promise me you will never tell what I will tell you to anyone, mostly not to You-chan, did you understand me clearly ?"

"Y-yes Riko-chan, s-so tell me, what's inside your head that makes you frustrated ?"

"It's You-chan...."

"Hee ? How ? Why ", I was pretty confused, I really didn't know what she was talking about.

"I love You-chan...it was love at the first sight"

"Oh....Riko-chan, I'm so sorry, but I can't help you, I'm not good with romance either, but try to write a love letter to You-chan, but without giving it to her, so you can burst your feelings out by writing, believe me, it helped me a lot"

"Okay, thanks Chika-chan"

"No problem Riko-chan"

*back to present*

I had told You about the letter too, but I never read it, she just showed me the letter, but not what she wrote, just the pink paper with black ink.

You put her cigarette inside the trash and went inside, I did the same. You knew now the truth, so did Riko, so had already I known the truth between both Riko and You, but put myself between them, to destroy their love, what a bad person I am. Why on earth did Dia accepted my marriage confession.

When we went to the others, I hugged Dia from behind and put carefully my hands on her 6 months pregnant belly.

"Hey Dia, my daughter is moving inside you, what a good feeling, I love it like I love you", I kissed Dia on her cheek, she just grabbed after my kiss my chin and kissed me passionately in front of my friends. They were all like 'aaawwww' while I blushed hard.

So Chika and Dia are married and they would also get their first child, what a good moment. However I remind myself that Chika told me about a letter that Riko had written her feelings all over a pink paper with black ink. I needed to find that letter as quick as possible.