Requested by: KristinaHu7

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Title: Goodbye?

"What do you guys want after the 3rd years graduate.... " You ask Muse as you and the members sits in their club room. You were their manager despite you being shy and almost unapproachable but Muse actually change that a bit. The room's atmosphere immediately goes sad after you ask the question.

"We promise not to talk about it until after Love Live... But we want the 1st and 2nd years to decide..." Eli said as she looks at the table.

"I s-see... I'm sorry for asking then. " You mumbles.

"G-Guys... Its Saturday tomorrow right? Can you guys make your schedule free that time... " Honoka said with a smile as she looks at all of you.

"Huh? What for?" Nico ask as she crosses her arms.

"I uh... I want us to do something together... All of us. " Honoka said as she smiles brightly at all of you. You looked down on your lap as a small smile made its way in your face.

"W-Well I g-guess I'm free tomorrow.... " You mumbles as you play with your thumb. Honoka's eyes sparkles as she tackles you in a hug.

"Thank you (Y/N)-chan!" She said as she hugs you tighter. You blush really bright red as you shutters.

"N-n-no problem H-Honoka-chan.... " You said which seems like it comes out like a whisper.

"I guess all of us are free then!" Nozomi said as she smiled at yours and Honoka's way.

"Honoka-chan... I think (Y/N) just passed out..." Kotori nervously smile towards the energetic bread lover. Honoka immediately lets go of you and looks at you. "Ahhhhh! (Y/N)-chan wake up!" She panicked.

Umi sigh as she shakes her head, a small smile on her face. "Leave her be now Honoka. Just wait for her to wake up, I'm sure she's just embarrassed because of your actions."

Honoka sheepishly scratches the back of her head as she nervously smile.

-The next day~-

"Okay! Where do you guys want to go? " The bread lover leader of Muse ask as they walk down the streets of Tokyo.

"We can maybe eat Ramen nya~" Rin exclaim with a cat like smile on her face.

"Maybe am amusement park?" Nozomi suggested with a smile on her face. For once, she was being 'innocent'.

"Or maybe eat some of white fresh rice~" Hanayo's eyes sparkles in the thoughts. Everyone gave all their suggestion (except Honoka and You) until all of them turns to you.

"So manager, what do you want to do? " Nico nudges you with a smirk on her face. You glances at everyone with a nervous look.

"I uh.... Why don't we do all of it this day? " You nervously fiddle with your fingers as you look down. "W-We can do that right? "

"That's a great idea! " Honoka exclaim as she takes your hand and hold it with hers. You blushes bright red at the contact as you silently looks away from Honoka who looks at you curiously.

"Anyways, why don't we start now since we have a long day to go? " Eli suggested.

"She's right. Lets get going. " Maki said as she twirls a strand of her hair, walking ahead of them.

"Wait! Maki-chan!"

-After everybody did what they want to do-

"Honoka-chan, (Y/N)-chan, both of you still didn't say what you two wants to do... " Birb said as she glances at you then at Honoka. You look at Honoka, for once, isn't blushing as you nods at her. Honoka smiles brightly.

"Guys... Follow me in the train station... "

-after the train ride to the beach-

"Wow... The sunset... " Umi mumbled, amazed at the sight. You silently smile as you admire the beautiful descending sun.

"We just made an memory to treasure... In this beach, seeing the sunset with everyone... Just us all... And no one else... " Honoka said as she smiles. You then step forward from the group as you looks up in the sky. You didn't notice that Honoka was staring at you, admiring your beauty as the remaining sunlight shines at you. 'After all of this... I'm gonna confess to her... '

"Have.... the upperclassmen of the 3rd years decided? " For once, you didn't shutter as you talk.

All of the first and second years glances at Honoka. They all nod as they step forward. Honoka then grabs your hand as she looks forward.

"We've decided... With the agreement of our manager... That Muse will disband after the Third Years graduate! " You and the rest of the muse said (except the third years of course). You notice that Honoka started to tear up. You faces her as you gently wipe her tears away.

"Huh?! Its okay for you guys to continue without us! Are you just gonna let our efforts go to waste?!" Nico exclaim.

"Nicocchi.... " Nozomi mumble while she tries to comfort Eli who is near on bursting into tears now.

"Don't you understand Nico?! " You exclaim while you hug Honoka who is crying in your chest now. "Like what Nozomi-san said, Muse will just be you guys, the nine of you! Without you third years will make Muse not Muse anymore! Yes, the group will still be named Muse but it will be not the same! Muse is meant to nine of you... If the others continue, its gonna be completely different.... "

Everyone was shocked at your outburst. Its the first time you shout like this in front of them. You don't shout in general because you were too shy to do so.

"B-But... -"

"Just understand what (Y/N) told you Nico! " Maki said as she gets in front of Nico with tears on her eyes. "I want Muse to be just for us! The nine of us! " This time, Maki lets her tears flow.

Silence and sadness fills the air. You looked down at Honoka who is hugging you for dear life. You blush as you slightly smile. "Its gonna be okay Honoka-chan.... " You whisper to her. She looks up and realize what she was doing so she immediately pushes you away as she blush...

"Ah! T-The last train! We gotta go! " Honoka exclaim as she started to run back at the train station.

Everybody wipe their tears away as they smile. "Honoka... " Your expression soften as you notice something wet hit your face. She's crying, and she's trying to hide it... You immediately run after her and tackles her in a hug. Muse members were shocked in your action.

"(Y-(Y/N)-chan... " Her voice cracks as she looks up to you, crying her eyes out. Muse members realizes it, their leader is trying to look strong for them but deep inside, she was the one suffering to make that decision.

"Honoka-chan... Shhh its gonna be okay. You choose the right decision okay? " You said as you tries to calm her down but Honoka just silently cry as she pulls you into a kiss.

"S-S-S-SHAMELESS!" Umi exclaim as she faint. Before she catches the ground, Kotori manage to catches her. That's just kinda lift up the mood as the others started to giggle.

You on the other hand was about to follow Umi on fainting but thankfully Honoka pulls back. "I-Im sorry (Y/N)-chan! I uh... " she wipe her tears away as she turns her back from you while pouting to herself.

You touches your lips as you looks at Honoka. "D-Don't worry Honoka-chan... Its okay because I uh.... " You scratches the back of your head as your face turn in different shades of red that can rival the hair color of the certain ginger head pianist.

"I LOVE YOU HONOKA KOUSAKA!" You shout as you looks down, embarrassed about everything.

"E-eh?" Honoka turns to you, dumbfounded as she tilts her head. "Y-You love me?"

"Please d-don't make m-me repeat myself.... " You said as you plays with your thumb.

"Yay! (Y/N) -chan loves me! (Y/N) loves me! " She started to jumps up and down like a child. You cant help but to smile at her.

"H-Harasho... that definitely lift up the mood. " Eli said as she smile at the scene.

"That was really sweet nya~" Rin said as she happily jumps up and down.

"Honoka-chan... (Y/N)-chan just fainted... " Birb nervously smiles.

"Ahhhhh (Y/N)-chan! "

"You chant too many I Love You, Honoka. "

"Aww. But I was just saying how much I love her Nico-chan! "

"Carry her then."

"U-Umi-chan?!"

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This is a bit rushed but I hope you guys enjoy! (・∀・)

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