📍Manama, Bahrain

Sunday 31 March 2019

I really sucked yesterday in qualifying, 8th while my teammate 5th. I didn't find the feeling from free practice and tomorrow I'll pay the consequences. For Jade's first race I wanted to show her how good I am, how much I deserve it the seat but I have not succeeded. I know that she is proud of myself but I always want to give my best and if I don't reach it I get very angry.

I stop thinking about yesterday's qualifying only when I see Charles go by, half-dropped suit and sunglasses, he's very cute and ... Victoria Vettel stop now!

The two of the redhead are in the front row but I am on everyone's lips and maybe even Charles with the only difference that they speak of me in a negative way and of him in a positive way. my brother, to compare me to any other pilot or whatever.

I decide to stop thinking immediately, this does not help me, she deconcentrates me.

I get in the car and drop the visor.

Halfway through the race the car starts to vibrate, it's not good at all. I decide to open up on the radio and report the car's problems, they tell me that they will fix them and to continue driving. finish the race.

This race was shit, I just want to forget and sleep, I want to be alone and get depressed by eating ice cream but of course I can't.

Arriving at the hotel I pack my suitcase and then a cold shower, later I have to take the plane to Munich and my best friend returns to Germany.

I take the phone and unlock it after reading @jadebyers she mentioned you in a story, I open and see the photo.

How tender, she is like a sister to me and even though she says she is proud of me I know that I partly disappointed her.

There is a knock on the door and I go to open it because Jade is in the bathroom.

Charles is standing in front of me with a bag in his left hand.

I look at Charles and then Jade

We reach room 316 and he opens it with the magnetic card, all very tidy, the suitcase on my left.

The first few minutes are a bit tense, maybe we are thinking too much and so I decide to break the ice.

Then we shut up for a while and eat ice cream, I don't know why but I see him too tense and I don't know why, so I decide to ask him.

"Why are you so tense? Maybe I shouldn't have come."

The world falls on me, him feeling something for a girl, I knew, I have to focus only on the championship and I have to let the boys go, they only bring broken hearts.

Tori. Only Seb calls me that, but I have to admit that I like it from him.

I have a few things to tell J, I have to hurry.

📍Space for me

From now until the end of the book the chapters dedicated to practice/qualifying will be in the initial part of the race chapter. I want to focus on the part not "formula1" but more on the characters outside.

Our Carletto has just confessed that he feels something for a girl but our protagonist has not yet understood it, you will still have to wait.