Mnn , Lan zhan , why are you still outside this late while it's snowing, aren't you violating rules???

Lan wangji asks

(Don't tell me , it's that time and by the way it's weird to talk to myself)

Mnnn.

Lan zhan

(Oh he wants to ignore me and he is suspicious of me ,how can I convince him to trust me ?? I have zero experience with kids even if it's my little self , I wish Wei ying was here he knows how to deal every situation, I miss you wei ying and I am sorry but please don't forgive me because I am not worth your forgiveness)

Lan wangji thoughts 💭

Kid, I am enquiring with good intentions only

Wangji says .

(I am talking more for the first time in my life that too with myself now I understand why many people avoid conversation with me except some one)

[ A soft voice pulls wangji out of his thoughts]

I am waiting for my muqin to open the door .

Lan zhan.

(Mother , it's certainly the time when she died and I was 6 not understanding anything but stubbornly waiting for her to open the door and warmly receive me with her hugs and kisses and teasing but that never happened and when I understood the term Death , I was forbidden to m

Mourn because Excessive emotions are forbidden in Yunshen Buzhichu.

He can't live with this Sect or else His life will be same as mine and for getting him out of this Cage . I can do anything, fu&k with the Rules.

I will save my little self this time and also my loved ones .)

Wangji thoughts.