(Ahh ...!!!! Where am I???

I am not dead yet, my golden core is still functioning and my heart is still beating.

But I clearly gave a Clean Cut on my throat so even if any doctor tried they can't save me so how am I still breathing ???

From my hazy memories, I remember A Strange powerful voice saying me to

"Use this chance wisely "

What chance ???? What should I make use of it???

Are god's punishing me to not let me die , it's clearly like that because living is a hell to me than dying.

I deserve this punishment because I am a useless man who can't even protect his soulmate only .)

Lan wangji thoughts.

Who are you??? And why are you near my Mother's house.

(Asks a little boy)

(Why does this voice sounds familiar?)

Where Am I kid??

[Lan wangji asks as he get ups from the floor which is covered with snow and dusts off his robes and maintains his pristine image even when his inner turmoil was going on ]

You are in Yunshen Buzhichu (Cloud recesses)

And you violated rules , So I should inform Shufu about you .

[Answers the kid in cute serious voice .]

Wait !!

[ Wangji says, Wangji sees the little boy's face ]

What's your name??

[ Wangji asks with a trembling voice which is noticable to anyone]

(Am I dreaming?? Did I finally gone mad because of grief and I am hallucinating this weird scenario even with being a Ghost 👻]

I am Lan Zhan of Yunshen Buzhichu .

[As the haze in lan wangji's mind disappears everything is clear to him now , somehow he died but not really died and now he is in cloud recesses that too in front of a miniature version of himself....... Yes it is him only the one and only lan zhan, lan wangji of Wei ying , wei wuxian. ]

( That's why this kid has the same face as mine or Am I revisiting my Memories.) He pinches himself and realises it's not a dream or anything.

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