⚠️ this will have talks of rape, blood, smoking and possibly gore⚠️ if not comfortable there will be warning signs when it ends but there will be more mentions of this in the chapter.

My eyes open and I'm back in the basement with chains on my wrist and ankles. 'No...no. I didn't fall asleep. I was just watching a movie with Shinso' I thought to myself. "Hello pretty boy~" I froze. No. I'm not doing this. "What the hell do you want from me!?" I yelled out. Muscular comes out of the shadow with Hisashi. My eyes widen. Hisashi is covered in blood he's looking at me with an apologetic look. "W-what are y-you d-d-doing to him?!" I stutter out with my eyes widen. "Why do you care pretty boy? I kill him and everything goes away. That's what you want right?" Muscular asks me while holding a knife to Hisashis neck "No. I would rather deal with him than deal with you." I said coldly. Hisashis eyes widen and he started yelling things out but it's muffled due to the gag in his mouth. Muscular pushed the knife deeper into his throat making a small flow of blood run down "no. NO DONT KILL HIM! STOP PLEASE!!" I cried out. Muscular looks at me confused then smirks "fine you don't want me too kill him. I'll kill him in a different way" he says coldly. He chained Hisashi up across the room and puts a collar on him hooking it to the wall so he can't turn away from me. My eyes widen as I realize what Muscular is about to do. "NO DONT YOU FUCKING TOUCH ME!" I yelled out as he was making his way towards me. He grabbed my chin "Don't talk back to me. Your pretty little body is in chains. What are you going to do?" He said as he let go of my head I look down and there is chains wrapped around my body shaping an X I hear him unzip a bag and dump out things I thought I would never see again. I feel the tears run down my face Hisashi is yelling with tears in his eyes I can't move I'm frozen to the call concrete. Muscular grabs a whip and walks toward me. "No. NO DONT YOU DARE USE THAT ON ME!" I yelled through my tears. He smirked and flipped me over after a few seconds he hits me with it "AHHH STOP JUST FUCKING STOP" I yell as he continues to hit me with it. I can feel the blood running down my back surrounding my body in my own blood. He finally stops and I hear Hisashi yelling at him I turn to look at him and he's sobbing and screaming while trying to break out of the chains he is in. I feel my pants get ripped off my eyes widen and I try to kick but it being held down "GET OFF OF ME LEAVE ME ALONE. DAD HELP ME!!!" I scream and plead out. Hisashi his eyes widen and muscular slams into me as I scream a blood curdling scream "DAD HELP ME PLEASE. SOMEONE SAVE ME!" I cry out as loud as I can "Kacchan... help me..." I say silently to myself. Muscular is going to kill me. As he's raping me he's carving into my skin with a knife I'm loosing to much blood. "Dabi... Shiggy... Toga... help... me..." I say as my eyes start to close but they shoot back open before they can. Hisashi burned the chains and gets up. He has murder in his eyes he charges toward me and muscular "DAD!" I yell out. He starts burning muscular.... after a while he's still alive but can't move or hardly breathe. Hisashi comes to me and unties me. The chains slide against my cuts and I scream out. He picks me up "Izuku, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry" he said holding me while crying. I hear movement and muscular is standing up with a loaded gun point at Hisashi "NO. NO DONT KILL HIM PLEASE DONT KILL HIM!!!" I yell out but it's too late. He pulled the trigger and I got splattered in Hisashis blood as he falls back his blood surrounding him and pouring out. "No. No. Please. Wake up. Please. Don't leave me with him." I cried out. Muscular grabbed me by my head and makes me look at him. He puts the gun to my head...

I sit up screaming as loud as I can. I can't breathe, but I just keep screaming.

Shinso POV

Izuku and I were watching some show, I was wide awake, I felt something land in my lap causing me to jump. I looked down and seen it was Izuku, I just let him lay there, he looks exhausted.. after about 10 minutes I felt something wet on my thigh I looked down and he was crying, before I could react he screamed out "NO DONT KILL HIM! STOP PLEASE" I was surprised Dabi, Shigaraki and Toga all jumped up and looked at me. They came running towards us I didn't know why to do. Izuku started shaking and sobbing. "What happened!?" Dabi yelled out "I-I I don't know. He just fell over on my lap asleep and I didn't want to move him so I let him stay there that was 10 minutes ago" I said "damn it." Izuku was still shaking tears flowing out of him "NO DONT YOU DARE TOUCH ME" he screamed out and we all looked at each other "Get them all in here again." Dabi said and Shigaraki and toga ran out the door "what's happening?" I asked and Dabi sighed heavily "Your about to find out things that no one can know besides the people who are about to come into this room." He said and it confused me but I nodded. Dabi tried to pull him off of me but he was squeezing my pants and wouldn't let go "He can stay if you don't mind it. I don't think he's going to let go of me" I said hoping not to piss him off but he just nodded and started rubbing Izukus back "Izuku you need to wake up. It's just a dream it's not real" he said in his ear. The shaking got worse and his breathing was faster ""no... NO DONT YOU DARE USE THAT ON ME" he yelled again and Dabi and I looked at each other wide eyed. A minute later Aizawa, Present Mic, Bakugo, Kurogiri, AFO, Shigaraki and Toga came running back in. They all noticed me and their eyes widen "He won't let go of him. He's about to find out something I don't know if Izuku wants him to know" Dabi said and they all nodded. "JUST FUCKING STOP" he cries out again and my heart breaks. Everyone starts rushing towards us trying to wake him up but he doesn't. He starts kicking around "GET OFF OF ME LEAVE ME ALONE!!! DAD HELP ME" he yells out and Aizawa breaks down "I'm trying Izu I need you too wake up. Please. Wake up" Aizawa yells while crying and I was just surprised. Izuku is kicking, screaming, crying "DAD HELP ME SOMEONE HELP ME" he cries out and I start crying. I don't know what to do no one does. "Kacchan... help me" he whispers and Bakugo freezes. "Izuku... no... it's can't be..." he whispers and we all look at him. "Aizawa.... I don't think he's calling out for you.... he's reliving a nightmare from when he was a kid... of him... being raped...." Bakugo said and all of our eyes widen. He kept struggling all we heard next was "Dabi...... shig... to... help... me" he whispered and everyone broke down even me. He was still holding onto me. He was still crying and shaking he stayed like that for 7 more minutes we were all yelling crying to get him to wake up but he wouldn't he kept mumbling but we couldn't understand him. "NO DONT KILL HIM PLEASE DONT KILL HIM" he screams out while sobbing and we all look at each other Dabi hugs him tightly and I'm guessing uses his quirk to warm him up because his room got hot fast. "No.... please.... please don't leave me with him..." was the last thing he said before he shot up screaming. It was a blood curdling scream Dabi let go off him. But he was still screaming

Izukus POV

"STOP DONT KILL ME LEAVE ME ALONE" I kept yelling and repeating I could see the chains start to wrap around me I started pulling them off of me "GET THEM OFF OF ME!" I yelled out sobbing "Izu baby please calm down" I heard a voice say.... it sounds like Dabi but he isn't here. "KACCHAN HELP ME PLEASE!" I scream out through my tears "Izu it's Kacchan I'm right here okay, I'm going to touch you. Please don't be afraid it's me. Can you do that for me?" Kacchan says and I nod trying to get the chains off I see him in front of me and I jump at him clinging to him "Izu it's okay, I'm here okay? I'm right here" he says softly and starts to rock us. I can't stop crying "he. He killed him... he. He raped me." I cried out into his chest "Who did? Can you tell me?" He whispers, I stats sobbing again "Mus..muscular... he... he killed... Hisashi... he ... he made.. he made him watch him rape me" I finally scream out and start sobbing again holding him tighter.

Bakugo POV

Izuku finally woke up screaming for someone to leave him alone. He ripped his hoodie and shirt off and we all widen our eyes. Shinso was horrified. "GET THEM OFF OF ME!" He starts scratching at his chest I want to go hug him but I don't want him to freak out "Izuku baby please calm down" Dabi says in a calm voice hoping to get his attention. Izuku froze for a second we all thought it worked but he started shaking his head "KACCHAN HELP ME PLEASE" he cried out and I immediately ran to him. I told him I was going to touch him and that I was right there I sat down in front of him and when he met my eyes he jumped on me I instantly wrapped my arms around him I could see everyone crying and scared I started rocking him back and forth. I kept reassuring him that I was there for him none of us were prepared for what he said next "he. He killed him... he. He raped me." My eyes widen along with everyone else. They looked traumatized... "who did? Can you tell me?" I whispered softly not wanting to scare him. I was fighting back my tears but it wasn't working. He started sobbing into my chest and I just hugged him tighter he stayed that way for a minute and spoke up "Mus..muscular... he... he killed... Hisashi... he ... he made.. he made him watch him rape me" he screamed out and I froze. He clenched on to my shirt and it ripped a litt but I don't even care. The tears started flowing out of my eyes "I want Dabi... but he's not here. No one is but you. Why did they leave me" he cried out and I could see everyone's heart shatter I looked at Dabi and nodded my head.

Izukus POV

"I'm right here baby, it's me Dabi. All you have to do is turn around and you'll see me" I froze. I slowly looked up at Kacchan for reassurance and he nodded. "He's here Izu, everyone is. No one left you. Your not in that basement Izu. Your in your dorm room. Dabi is right behind you waiting for you" Kacchan said softly I could see the truth in his eyes I slowly turned around and he was right Dabi was there I got up and ran to him. He picked me up and I latched onto him like a koala "I'm right here baby, I'm not going anywhere" he whispered to me "please don't leave me..." I whispered back "please" I kept begging "Izu baby I need you too calm down for me okay? Your safe, no one is going to hurt you. I'm not leaving you and I don't plan on it either" he whispered softly "Izu, it's Shiggy.. can you take deep breaths for me" I turned my head around quickly. Everyone was there even Shinso. My eyes widen "Its okay Izuku, you don't have to be scared of me. I won't hurt you, I'm not going to judge you either. I won't tell anyone about this okay?" Shinso said and a wave of relief washed over me. I nodded slowly and he gave me a soft smile. Dabi turned me around slowly so my back was against his chest "Dad..." I said with a cracked voice he looked up to me I didn't want to leave Dabis lap but I wanted my dad. I opened my arms crying and he ran to me picking me up off of Dabi holding me tightly "I'm so sorry Izu I tried to wake you up." He cried out I hugged him tighter. I stayed in dads arms for a while and he slowly sat me down I felt arms wrap around me and seen they were dabis. I finally calmed down but was still huffing. I wanted to smoke. Everyone thinks I quit but I don't do it as much. I knew Dabi smokes "can... can Dabi and I go for a walk... the have Therapy?" I asked softly and they nodded "Do you want me to go with you too?" Shiggy asked and I looked at Dabi "it's up to you babe" he whispered I looked back to Shiggy and nodded "that's fine.. you can can stay in here if you'd like... we will be back with an hour" I said and they all nodded "We will be here Izuku" Kurogiri said I got up and realized I didn't have a shirt on. Before I could freak out Kacchan stood in front of me and quickly put my clothes back on. "Thank you Kacchan" he gave me a sad smile and hugged me "no more than 3." He whispered just loud enough for me to hear I looked at him and he nodded giving me the 'I know what your about to do' look I nodded and hugged him again. Kacchan held me and took his phone out he typed Dabi in a new message and I looked at him weird. He typed number and I nodded and quickly typed his number in.

Kacchan sent the message and Dabi looked at us weird and grabbed his phone out. He raised an eyebrow

Dabi looked up at us and nodded. He reached his hand out and I grabbed it. Shiggy followed us out the door and I grabbed his wrist and we teleported to the old park Kacchan and I used to go to. Dabi pulled out his cigarettes and lit one handing it to me "Thank you" I said as I took it. Him and Shiggy smoked with me and I was surprised Shiggy did it "I don't do it a lot but you scared the hell out of me" Shiggy said and I nodded "I'm sorry.." I mumbled "don't you dare say you are sorry." They both said at the same time and I just nodded hitting my cigarette again.

-time skip 45 minutes later-

We stopped by a gas station and got drinks and snacks and headed back to the dorms. We walked there, I wasn't ready to go back. "Do you want another one before we get there?" Dabi asked I hesitated but nodded. He lit another cigarette for me handing it to me. I gave him a soft smile "Can I have another also?" Shiggy asked. We were all smoking at that point. We stopped a little ways before we got to UA Dabi used his quirk and turned them into dust. We got back to my dorm and Dad raised an eyebrow at me "Why do you smell like a cigarette?" He asked and I tensed up "Because I smoked a couple on our walk... I don't do it often but he scared the hell out of me with that" Dabi quickly replied back and dad bought it. "Are you ready to start now Izuku or do you need a little more time?" Kurogiri asked I nodded "I think I'm fine now.." I said and we all got situated "Do you want me to leave Izuku?" Shinso asked I looked at him and seen the worry in his eyes "No... it's okay... you can stay." I said and everyone looked surprised. I was pulled into Dabis lap like usual and started to talk...

"This was different... usually I wake up in that dark hallway and face Hisashi but this time. I woke up in the basement. Mom wasn't there. The chains were around my wrist and ankles. I wasn't able to move at all. Muscular came out of the shadows holding Hisashi... he was covered in blood, tied up and gaged. He was screaming trying to get away from him but he couldn't. I asked him why he was doing and he called me pretty boy again... he told me that he was going to kill him and everything would be over... I told him I didn't twang him to kill him. That I would rather deal with Hisashi than him. He put a knife to his throat and blood started to fall. I kept screaming at him to let Hisashi go but he didn't. He was confused but smirked at me. He put a metal collar on him and tied his neck to the wall. He said that if I didn't want him to kill him than he would kill him in a different way.... I knew exactly what he meant. He was going to have Hisashi watch him rape me...." I explained and started to cry "he grabbed a bag and dumped everything out and grabbed a whip. I told him not to touch me and more chains wrapped around my body. He flipped me over and started hitting me with the whip over and over again.... I kept yelling at him to stop but he wouldn't. I called out for dad to help me but they both thought I was talking about Hisashi. A few seconds later Hisashis eyes widen and muscular started... he... he started raping me. I started screaming for dad again but nothing happened. So I started screaming for Kacchan to save me... after I did that muscular got pissed off and started carving into my back. That's when I called out for Dabi, Shiggy and toga to help me. I was about to die but Hisashi finally hit the gag out of his mouth and burned the chains on him. He came charging towards me I saw the murder in his eyes and thought he was coming at me so I screamed for dad again.... but he didn't. He started burning muscular. He was barely alive and Hisashi grabbed me and hugged me telling me how sorry he was over and over.... that's when muscular somehow stood up and pulled a gun out. I screamed for him not to kill him. I was clinging to Hisashi hoping he would save me but Muscular shot him before he could do anything. I begged Hisashi not to die and leave me alone with him but he was dead... I turned around and muscular had the gun pointed at me. And I woke up. I could still see the chains around me and I wanted them off. I heard dabis voice but I didn't know where I was I thought I was somewhere different and I knew Dabi wasn't there so I screamed for Kacchan. When I seen him I knew I was safe. After a little longer when he told me I was in my dorm room that's when I realized I was out of the dream... then I heard Dabi and now we are here..." I explained happy that I was finished. By now I was completely on Dabis lap he was holding me while we both cried.

"Thank you Izuku, you did an amazing job explaining it to us. How do you feel?" Kurogiri said and I looked at him. I growled out I could feel Dabi jump a little everyone looks scared except uncle and Shiggy. "Izu, it's okay. We all want him dead. I think we all want to murder him" Kacchan said "No idea who he is. But I will gladly help commit murder" Shinso said "It can be arranged" Uncle finally spoke up to say we all turned towards him. "Izuku, do you think you could face him. Enough to do it?" Dad asked and I tensed. "I... I don't think I could... as much as I would love too. After that. I don't think I could do it with out breaking down." I said softly. "I'll gladly do it" Shiggy said "I'll explode him into pieces" Kacchan growled out. "I can use my quirk and make him sit there and not do anything" Shinso suggested. "Honestly I think Endeavor would gladly agree to commit murder right now if he heard that" Pops said and I couldn't help the giggle that came out. "I'd love to take a stabby stab at him" Toga said with her psycho voice and smile that made me shiver "Sooooo.... murder?" I asked. They all looked at me "If Shinso using his quirk and all of you are there. I want the first hit and the one to kill him." I further said. Kurogiri sighed "Well. Glad someone woke up with the intent to kill today" Kurogiri said sarcastically and I let out a psycho giggle similar to togas "You really need to stop being around Toga when she's in crazy mode" Dabi whispered and we all laughed "Katsudon?" Kurogiri asked "Please?" I said giving him puppy dog eyes "Stop doing that... I was going to do it anyway" he said and laughed a little.