Present time 6 months into the school year~ (finally)

Izukus POV

I woke up and realized Kacchan was next to me I looked at the time 4:53 AM. I sighed and wiggled out of Kacchans arms, I grabbed an outfit and went to the bathroom to take a shower. We moved into the dorms about a month ago after a villain attack on the class. Training with Endeavor ended but he said I can still come to the training gym and he will watch me whenever I want, he said he doesn't want me to over do it with all the training with UA and him which I understood and he started getting more hero work due to all the villain attacks. After my shower I got dressed and decided to go into my spare bedroom.

This is what his room looks like

This is what it looks like at night

Music studio:

On the other side of the room:

He turned the closet into a vocal booth set up which he also made sound proof. Along with walls are different guitars, bass, keyboard, drums and other instruments.

I recorded a new song that wasn't like my usual songs and posted it on my account

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I looked to see that it was 6 am already, Kacchan wouldn't wake up for another hour or two so I began writing another song, after a while I started to play the keyboard and sang to it while recording

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After I posted it I looked at the first song I uploaded I was surprised it already have over 15K views and people were saying they loved it and how it was different.

"ElectricKami: Holy shit, this is amazing. It's so different from your other music but I'm here for it!"

"Hard4lyfe: This is awesome bro! I hope you make more music like this! No matter what I'm still a huge fan of your music!"

"ThatPinkBish: This is amazing dude! I've been a fan of your music for awhile now! I have all your songs downloaded on my phone! Can't wait to hear more!"

I smiled at all the comments but I realized those names looked really familiar... once I put two and two together. A lot of these comments were from my class mates! Holy fuck, I wonder how they would react when they find out that it's my music. I laughed at that. They pry would try to be more like my friends, no one really cares about me they just use me as a therapist. Their cinnamon roll who is always happy and cheerful and someone who knows will save them. Except a couple, Koda and Sato don't really talk to me, or anyone in that fact. Tokoyami is actually someone who I would call a real friend, Shinso as well, he got added to our class a month or two after school started. He's actually pretty cool, he doesn't try to dig into my life like everyone else. Him and Tokoyami are the only ones who have been in my room they were surprised by it. I know the others have been wanting to pry into my life acting like they care but whatever. I know Kacchan won't let them try to break into my room. I have a deadbolt that can only be unlocked with mine, Kacchans, and Aizawas finger print and only us 3 have the key and code to get into my room. Nezu was the one who came up with that idea so no one can get in without permission. He noticed how uncomfortable I was when everyone was talking about how my room was pry covered in hero merch, and was as happy as I am. That's why Tokoyami and Shinso were so surprised when they seen my room. They don't pry into my life and I don't pry into theirs. I was cut out of my thoughts by a knock on the door I looked at the time and it was 8:38 AM "Holy shit" I whispered to myself and opened the door to find a half asleep Kacchan "Morning Kat" I said as he looked at me "Morning Izu... when did you get up" he asked I was about to say something until I realized he had notifications on his phone when I post my videos "I woke up a little before 5" I said and he nodded "Breakfast?" He asked before I could answer my stomach growled "I'll take that as a yes" he said chuckling "You Wanna take a shower and then we can go to a cafe?"I asked "Sure, you still got my clothes here right?" He asked and I nodded and pointed to a 3 drawer dresser that had some boxers, socks, shirts, pants and a couple hoodies of his and a few pair of shoes on top. He grabbed an outfit and went to take a shower. I got dressed and played on my phone until I realized "Oh shit... we're supposed to go to the mall today... yay" I whispered to myself and I heard a laugh behind me which made me jump "For fucks sake don't scare me like that" I said grabbing my chest which made Kat laugh harder I glared at him "Let's go before I have to go to the damn mall." I said groaning. He nodded and grabbed a jacket

Izukus Outfit^ he has an Apple Watch along with his iPhone cuz why the hell not 👀

Kacchans Outfit^

We grabbed our skateboards and he grabbed my hand and we teleported outside the gate of UA so no one seen us and we skated our way to the cafe. "Nice song you posted early Izu, it's not your usual style" Kat said and I nodded "I figured I'd try out something new. Funny thing is, half of the class listened to it and commented on there" I said and Kat laughed "Yeah they talk about how they love your music but how it's always so sad." He said and I shrugged "Yeah well what the hell do you want me to write about? Rainbows and Sunshine while skipping around with a Barbie doll?." I said making Kacchan start laughing we finally made it to the cafe we walked in "Good morning Izu! Would you like your usual?" Kira greeted "You know it" I said back with a small smile "Oh hello! I don't think I've ever met you, what can I get for you?" She asked Kat who was looking at me weirdly "I'll just take a black coffee" he answered back "You don't want food?" I asked "Oh yeah, I'll just take whatever he's getting." Kat answered and I shrugged. She gave us our total and I paid for it and we sat down "You come here that often?" He asked and I snorted "That sounds like a cheesy pick up line. But yes I do. Been coming here for over a year now. Feel special I don't let anyone know about this place it's my safe space away from school and life it's self" I said and he shook his head "Any place else you go for a get away so that way if you ever go missing I know where to look?" He asked and I paused and nodded "There's a place I go that's in a hidden corner of the mall. I've been going there since the accident 3 years ago. The guy there, Drew, let me stay because I would sing for them for free and it brought in customers. We became really good friends. He's like a fun uncle, the only thing is, is that it's a bar that villains are welcome at along with heroes but there is no fighting aloud no arresting them and all that. It's actually really fun there. Since I always looked older everyone thought I was 16 now I guess I stayed the same. After a while I told drew about everything and he offered to pay me for doing the shows and I told him no and I told him about ... that... he was surprised and fan Boyd for a moment because he was a huge fan and they always played my music. The regulars there know who I am but don't say anything. They know I don't want my identity out. Drew ended up paying me anyways but yeah" I explained and he nodded along the way "I'm glad Izu, but promise me you'll be careful due to villains know who you are now that we're in UA" he said I nodded "I know big bro, don't worry. Drew always teases me about being his favorite hero in training and some villains laughed until they heard me sing. I sang some of my songs and they looked at me completely different, I talked to a couple of them and told them the hero I wanted to be and now they respect me. I was surprised by it but I was kind of happy." I explained further and he nodded "I'm glad Izu" he said with a small smile and Kira dropped our food and drinks off "Thanks Kira" I said and she nodded. We are our food peacefully and then I seen it was time to go back "Ready? I gotta go to the mall with these people" I said sighing and rolling my eyes "Yeah let's go, I'm not going to the mall though. I'd rather stay in bed" he said and I giggled. I left a tip on the table and we headed back to UA we got there and everyone was in the common room waiting for me. "Hey guys" I said innocently "Hey MidoBro! Cool outfit!" Kirishima said "Thanks Kiri" I said back "I'll drop these off at your dorm nerd" Kat said and I nodded "Everyone ready?" Momo asked and we all agreed. With that we headed to the mall. We all walked in and everyone ran off in their groups leaving me by myself I sighed "Might as well go see Drew" I said to myself and headed to the bar.

I walked in and was immediately greeted with "HOLY SHIT ZU ITS BEEN FOREVER!" Drew yelled causing everyone to look at me. I noticed some of the league in the corner but shrugged "It's been like 3 weeks Drew" I said back in my usual voice "3 weeks to long you fucker, what brings you in today?" He asked as I sat down at the bar "The fucking class wanted to go to the mall and they all dipped on me like usual so I said fuck it I'm coming here.... can I get a drink?" I explained and he nodded pouring me a drink. They all know I'm underaged but still serve me alcohol. I fucking love it here. "Hey Zuku! You gotta sing that song for us dude!" Ace yelled from the other side "Which one smart ass" I replied taking a drink "The new one you posted this morning! Popular Monster or whatever you called it" he said and a few people agreed "We haven't heard you sing in so long dude, it's different from hearing you on YouTube than in real life" Kaden said I sighed taking taking a huge gulp of my drink "Alright fine, you gonna set it up Drew?" I asked and he nodded "Fuck yeah man! As long as you sing my favorite I'm down" he replied and I nodded "Alright fine" I said standing up I seen Shigaraki, Dabi and Toga looking at me confused so I smirked and waved at them. That sure caught them by surprise but Dabi and Toga waved back. "It's good to go Zu! Let's get this party started" Drew yelled and a few people cheered

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Yeah

I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze

I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway

Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase

I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah

I battle with depression, but the question still remains

Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage?

And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase

Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay?

Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day

And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage

It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out

I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer

I'm a popular, popular monster

I break down, falling into love now with falling apart

I'm a popular, popular monster

I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze

Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace

I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace

How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?

Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste

Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take

But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage

Yeah, it's not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay

Motherfucker, now you got my attention

I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing

And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine

Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified

I fell asleep at the wheel again

Crashed my car just to feel again

It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me

'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out

I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer

I'm a popular, popular monster

I break down, falling into love now with falling apart

I'm a popular, popular fucking monster

Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh

We're sick and tired of wondering

Praying to a god that you don't believe

We're searching for the truth in the lost and found

So the question I ask is

Oh, where the fuck is your god now?

'Cause I'm about to break down, I'm searching for a way out

I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer

I'm a popular, popular monster

I break down, falling into love now with falling apart

I'm not a popular, popular monster

I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer

I'm a popular, popular monster

I finished and the league just looked at me shocked. Everyone started cheering and yelling out my name "Thanks guys, now for this fuckers favorites song" I said with a smirk "Hey you know you love to sing that song Zu!" Drew yelled back "Hey bro it's like our theme song here!" Blake yelled back I shook my head

"Alright fine, whatever" I said chuckling

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Do you want to meet all my monsters?

Think you're tough I know they'll drive you bonkers

Meet them once and they'll forever haunt you

There's no heroes or villains in this place

Just shadows that dance in my headspace

Leaving nothing but phantoms in their wake

[Chorus]

There's parts of me I cannot hide

I've tried and tried a million times

Cross my heart and hope to die

Welcome to my darkside

To my d-d-darkside

To my d-d-darkside

To my d-d-darkside

To my d-d-darkside

[Verse 2]

Take a step into the havoc

Look around this ain't еven the half of it

I'm walking the linе between panic and losing my mind

Embracing the madness

My devils they whisper in my ear

Deafening me with all my fears

I'm living in a nightmare

Chorus]

There's parts of me I cannot hide

I've tried and tried a million times

Cross my heart and hope to die

Welcome to my darkside

To my d-d-darkside

To my d-d-darkside

To my d-d-darkside

To my d-d-darkside

[Bridge]

Darkside

Cross my heart and hope to die

Welcome to my darkside

[Outro]

To my d-d-darkside

Welcome to my darkside

Welcome to my darkside

Welcome

Welcome to my darkside