I'm walking down a dark hallway, it looks like the hallway of the house I grew up in. "SHUT UP YOU FUCKING WHORE!" Someone yells, I know that voice, Hisashi Midoriya, my oh so lovely step father. I started to run, my body is moving on it's own "STOP PLEASE! LEAVE HIM ALONE!" My mother yells. The door swings open and I watch my 5 year old self being protected by my mother who is covered in blood, some of it's hers but most of it is mine. The room starts spinning as I watch him continue hitting me and my mother.

Now I'm in the living room I watch him yell at my mother, this time I'm 8 years old. He came home drunk, he wasn't aware Kacchan was there with me. I heard him hit my mom and she yelled at him telling him that Katsuki was here. He was drunk so he didn't care, he started hitting her. I was suddenly in my room watching my 8 year olds self cry while being held by Kacchan who was trying to be brave, I couldn't tell then but watching him he looked horrified as he head the cries and the sounds of HIM hitting my mom. He was holding me so tightly that I remembered I always felt safe in his arms. I watched the door swing open. Kacchan and I jumped, I can't remember if he jumped because of me who what. He went to yell at me but seen Kacchan holding me with a terrified look in his eyes. I never seen his reaction as my fave was buried in Kacchan chest. Watching it now he was horrified. "Don't tell any one what you heard Katsuki. You'll regret it" HE said and walked out of the room and slammed the door. The room started spinning again.

I remember this... I was 10 years old. Mom and I were in the kitchen smiling and laughing. He wasn't supposed to come home for another 3 hours. We were listening to music singing and dancing until we heard the front door slam open. We froze I used my quirk to shut the music off and my mom told me to hide. I didn't want to, but I did. I was in the coat closet I could see through the hole in the door that never got fixed when he threw me into so hard my arm went through it. He started yelling at my mom and hit her but this time he cut her with a knife. He started yelling for me to come out from hiding. He had the look of murder in his eye until there was a knock on the door. Mom ran up stairs to fix her wounds. I crawled out of the closet and opened the door. I was surprised when I seen Kacchan and his mom there. They were coming over for dinner before HE came home. Kacchans eyes met mine and I shook my head. Once again, they saved my mom and I. The room spun again.

I was 13, who the hell even knows what we did this time. This was the day my life changed for the worst. Hisashi Started beating the ever loving hell out of my mother I watched my 13 year olds self run to them yelling at his to stop. He did, he turned around and beat the hell out of me until I just laid there he went back to my mom and pulled out a knife. I didn't want to watch this again. But my eyes wouldn't leave. I watched him stab my mom several times he slit her throat and she died. He went to my 13 year olds self as I was sitting up frozen filled with sadness when he hit me I snapped. I used my quirk on him and beat the ever loving shit out of him and killed him. I was finally free, but I was alone. He never knew I posted videos on line and was making money from it. I buried them in the backyard my mother under the tree she always loved and my father on the other side of the fenced in back yard, underneath the shed. I thought it was over until everything started to spin again.

Now here I am 16 years old face to face with the man who I watched kill my mother, the man who made my life I living hell, the man who I killed, looking at me with murder in his eyes. "YOU WORTHLESS BASTARD HOW DARE YOU FUCKING KILL ME AND THINK YOU CAN GET AWAY!" He yelled. I was horrified. He's dead why the hell is he here. He swung at me and hit me. I couldn't fight back no matter how hard I wanted too. He hit me, kicked me, burned me, then a light appeared"

I woke up screaming, covered in sweat with Kacchan looking at me worried and holding me "It's okay Izu, he's not here he won't hurt you" he told me in a calm voice while rocking me back and forth "he- how- what the fuck" was all I could say. Kacchan stopped and looked at me "Are you okay?" He asked and I didn't know what to say or do "I- I don't know.." I finally said. Kacchan knew about my past, he was the only one who knew the most of the truth and he never told anyone. He knows my quirks, my YouTube and the true me. He helped me with a lot after their deaths, he would make sure I would eat and had everything I needed. He's like a protective older brother. I will never know why mom gave me his last name. He isn't even my real dad he come along half way through my moms pregnancy with me. Hell I don't even know who my real dad is. He left shortly before my mom found out she was pregnant. Hisashi was wonderful... until I turned 4 and got my quirks. That's when everything turned for the worst I still do NOT understand why. my thoughts were interrupted by Kacchan "Izu, do you want me to sleep in here with you?" He asked and I nodded "what time is?" I asked and he looked at me and chuckled "it's 3:30 in the morning" "sorry... wait how- why um" I was trying to say "my Izu senses were tingling and woke me up so I wanted to check on you and found you covered in sweat and thrashing around saying don't hurt me" he said and I nodded "why don't you go take a shower I'll change the sheets" he offered and I nodded "Thank you Kacchan" I said with a small sad smile "No problem now go. You fucking reek" he said laughing I shook my head "fine I'm going" I said grabbing new pjs and boxers. "I know you hate wearing pants to bed, you don't have to wear them, not like you haven't done it before" Kacchan says was I make my way to the bathroom I nodded and kept walking. After my shower I just wore a bigger shirt and boxers Kacchan changed the sheets to my favorite ones with my favorite blanket and was laying there on his phone I crawled into bed next to him and he shut his phone off reaching over me and sat it on my nightstand. He wrapped his arms around me and I snuggled into him and we both fell asleep.

Author POV

Hey guys! Let me introduce you to Izuku Midoriya, as you guys seen he was abused his whole life basically. He's a depressed, PTSD, anxiety filled little bean. He writes music and sings to help cope with everything. Bakugo is basically an older protective brother to him. Their relationship is all platonic, no romance involved which hurts my bakudeku heart but I'll survive with the brotherly love. Izuku's still the same as we all know him but his hair is all black, his favorite heroes are Endeavor and EraserHead, his room isn't a fanboy storage room, fakes his happiness and he doesn't mumble. He has his own quirks. Elements+ ( air, fire, water/ice, shadows, light, dark, electricity, weather, and earth) with this quirk he is able to create and control these elements whenever he pleases, it's not your usual elemental quirk, that's why the doctors called it Elemants+ (plus) he can manipulate the weather causing it to thunderstorm out of no where, use electricity and lightening as well. He won't use the "second"quirk.. this is the quirk he used to kill his "father", he does train with it when he is alone away from others. He made sure to master this quirk at a young age before he got into UA. This quirk Blaze, it's apart of his element quirk but it deals with fire, he is able to cover himself in flames, raise and lower his body temp to work with the fire, if he looks into someone else's eye for 3 seconds when activated he can make their blood boil and kill them without them knowing what's happening but he has to allow it. Their insides melt the only thing on the outside that people can see is them sweating. It doesn't burn their skin. That is how he killed his "father". He didn't know that was apart of his quirk until a couple years after he was 4. His real second quirk, he is able to erase people's quirks while using telekinesis. Whence uses this quirk things will float around him and he is able to float himself. This quirk doesn't have a limit he can use it on multiple people, but it causes insomnia, he doesn't know that due to him already having it because of the nightmares. But let's back track and go back to when Izuku was 13 and started living on his own.

Back travel to a 13 year old Izuku

Izukus POV

It's been 4 months since I've been on my own, luckily I am able to forged both parents signatures and have access to their bank accounts, which I withdrew all their money from, putting half of it in my account other half in cash and closed the accounts. I wrote a letter in moms hand writing saying they left for a trip and wouldn't know when they would be back, and how they transferred money into my account and the rest they had in cash. I'm really smart, while doing middle school work I ace'd all of the work and I actually did online high school classes. I posted a couple videos on my YouTube channel.

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I started this over a year ago and now I have over 100K subscribers, I make really good money doing this but I never spent the money until now, I used their money to pay for the bills and rent and use my money for food, new clothes and whatever I need.

Time skip to 14 years old

I got my diploma, started taking college courses not knowing what to major in so I'm just doing the basics. Which are really easy and I ended up get harder classes that are still easy but I'm enjoying them as they are the highest classes the school could give me, after a while I chose to do art and music as a major. I love drawing and singing so why not. Found out this major is only a 2 year major but with how smart I am I can graduate early which would leave me at 15 with a college degree in art and music. I explained everything to the lady I spoke to about a high school degree and she told me to use my name and that she would be my aunt and that I live with her as my parents are away constantly on business trips. I was thankful for her, I was able to use my real name so the degrees and everything would be real, I always wanted to find my real dad but I didn't even know his name. The lady I spoke too and agreed to be my aunt was named Kiyomi, we still talk and she said that my diploma and college degree with be kept off record. She knew I wanted to get into UA, Kacchan thinks I'm crazy for doing this and then I showed him my homework and the grades I got and he got scared of how smart I am. I tutor him sometimes, he sucks at math, but I won't ever tell him that. He's proud of me. It makes me happy that he is. My depression, nightmares, anxiety and everything haunts me. I don't get more than 3 hours of sleep at night. So I live off coffee and sometimes tea. I enjoy being at home by myself and drowning myself in school work. What takes most kids my age 3 hours to do homework. I finish it in 30 minutes or less depending on what I have to do. I wrote a couple songs and posted them on YouTube like usual. I've gained more followers and fans over the past year with all the music I've uploaded.

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This song became a hit when I posted it, I was surprised by how many people actually love my music and people still listen to my old songs today.

Time skip to 15

I finally graduated college, now I have 14 months before UA. Kacchan and I decided to train together like usual but this time we're cleaning Trash Beach. We plan to finish cleaning in 6 months or shorter and use the rest of the months to train on it.

I got an offer to have my music be uploaded on different music apps and earn more money. People would be allowed to by my music and I'd make even more money than what I would get if they downloaded it off the app. I agreed with it, more followers so why not. Yeah the money is great but when I read the comments on my music and see that people can relate and that it makes them feel better to know they aren't alone it makes me so much happier, I feel like I'm already a hero to others. Kacchan loves my music, he told me that he may not relate to it but it makes him happy to listen to my voice and know that I love doing it.

Time skip 6 months

We finished cleaning the beach about a month ago and people have seemed to notice and have been visiting the beach more. In the middle of the night woke up from a nightmare, like usual. I was surprised that I slept for 3 and a half hours. I decided to get dressed and go to the beach for training. Not many people would be out and I could use the ocean to help with my water control, that's what I did. As I was moving a small part of the water up and down and in circles I would stop it and it would lay still no movement. I did this a couple times until I heard a voice say "quirks aren't allowed in public without permission" I froze and turned around to see EraserHead "I'm sorry... I didn't think anyone would be here.." I said softly trying to compose my inner fanboy of having my favorite pro hero in front of me. "it's fine, I thought it was pretty cool, but other heroes would try to arrest you for it." He said and I was surprised I've studied him for years, something Hisashi would never take from me is my love for hero's and quirks. "Are you going to arrest me?" I asked he stood there for a minute then shook his head "No I'm not, but what's your name and how old are you problem child?" He asked and I chuckled at the nickname "Izuku and I'm 15" I answered back "No last name? And Do you're parents know your out here by yourself at 4 in the morning?" I tensed a little "No I don't like it and no they're on a business trip but my aunt checks up on me here and there she comes over with groceries and everything but I prefer to be alone" I answered and he nodded "I understand, but what exactly are you doing here?" He asked with an eyebrow raised "Well me and my friend cleaned this beach, we also train here. I couldn't sleep so I figured I'd come out and train. We plan on going to UA" I told him and even though he tried to hide it I could see her was surprised "You guys were the ones who cleaned this beach?" He asked and I nodded "it took 5 months but together we did it" I said looking back at the water "I see.." he said softly and stood with me. It was quiet for a while in comfortable silence then he spoke up "What kind of training do you and your friend do?" He asked I looked over at him "Well he does different training, he wants to be the number one hero, but me I'd rather be an underground hero, I don't like the fame and I really don't care about the money either." I said and he looked surprised again and said "Why an underground hero? Most kids always want to be known for everything as a hero" I smiled softly "I don't want it, like I said I don't like the fame" he looked at me more curiously "What kind of hero do you want to be?" He asked I looked over at him then back at the back and I sighed "I want to be the hero people can trust, I want to save those who aren't accepted by society and be a voice for them. Those without quirks, those with "villainous" quirks, the abused children, those who were left behind, hell even villains. Villains aren't just cold blooded monsters they have hearts and feelings, they were treated badly and pushed away by society because of these flashy heroes. I will say what they do I don't agree with but if you look at it in a different way, I understand why they do it. People pushed them away thinking heroes will come save them and they didn't they were left behind and had no one. I'd rather stay hidden in the shadows than be compared to someone like All Might. Who lives in media and fame and saves everyone with that fake ass smile" I explained