2 days later ~

jungkook confused the shit out of you at the filming set. he also admitted to something that you were somehow expecting but were not ready for...

"and yesterday you made me so horny. i couldnt sleep,"

your eyes widened at his words. "jungkook.... really?"

he pulled back and grabbed your face.

"y/n... i do like you."

you knew some kind of tension was always happening between you two... but you were not sure if it was just hormones or actual feelings.

"i like you. you make me feel comfortable, and warm when i see you, " he paused, "and sometimes.... i really just want to fuck you."

you laid in bed pondering over his words. you were somehow happy that he confessed that to you, because you also shared the same feelings with no doubt.

but you couldn't date him. that would break every possible friendship bond between you at this point in time.

you did not confess your feelings back to him.

you were unsure of what to do at this point on.

but you wanted to call him...

"jungkook," you spoke the moment he picked up.

"yes, noona?" he responded with a raspy voice assuming he was sleeping.

"we don't have filming today right?"

"no."

was he mad?

"do you want go shopping with me?"

"yeah i will come," his voice was quite monotoned. he wasn't talking with the energetic tone he was just about two days ago.

"are you- mad... at me?"

"i'm just regretful for confessing stupid shit,"

"jungkook... let's be friends. don't torture me with the thought that ill lose you,"

i like you too, jungkookie. but i won't tell you until i'm sure of it.

"alright. i'm not going to change my attitude towards you. and i hope you won't think of me differently," he said with a raspy voice.

"thank you. see you in an hour? i will stop by with a taxi,"

he replied with an 'ok', and hung up.

i feel so shitty, but i just want to keep you

~~~~~

you and jungkook arrived at the shopping mall. there was already people greeting you as you passed by. the cameras haven't arrived yet though which gave you a chance to walk peacefully with kookie.

"lets get coffee, and then shop yeah?" he suggested.

~~~~~

after walking for hours with some cameras following you around, you finally sat down to rest at a restaurant.

"ugh the only reason why i don't like going to the mall is because of all these cameras," jungkook whined.

"gotta deal with that shit when you are this attractive," you complimented him which forced a small smile from him.

just as you were sitting around... you saw taehyung walk up to you with a huge bag of gucci items in hand.

"y/n!" he yelled out to catch your attention.

"omo.. heyy," you greeted him with a smile as he stood in front of you.

"you are out here too? it's so nice to have a break,"

you nodded in agreement.

tae glared at jungkook whom seemed quite surprised that you were talking with taehyung.

"oh yeah what did you want to ask me, tae?" you brought up the topic again.

he kind of shy-ed out and scratched his neck before asking.

"umm, i will call you because i dont think i want the people to hear haha," he giggled.

"okay,"

"oh whats this.." jungkook glared at tae and you.

"hey jungkook.. sorry for my poor greeting," tae replied with a small smile.

jungkook sniffled, and crossed his arms. 

after a short chat he left you and jungkook alone again.

"let's order food," jungkook suggested breaking the short, not so timid, silence. it was quite irritating that people were staring at you two, but there was no choice sometimes.

"are they dating?" "I think they are." "did you read the article yesterday!"

you heard such whispers around you.

what are they talking about?? you wondered.

jungkook asked one of his fans for the article that they were talking about. she was more than happy to show him.

when he read it, he was rather shocked.

"what is it, kookie?" you asked him, and leaned in to read as well.

"Its the-" he paused, "stupid pictures."

it was pictures of you and jungkook hugging on set.

fuck, i knew it was going to become a big deal

"lets leave," he said in an annoyed tone and grabbed your wrist.

you two ran out the mall as fast as possible. there was a taxi passing by just at the right time and he made it stop so you could get in.

~~~~~

"sorry, y/n.." he said in a sad voice and placed his hand on your thigh. you placed your hand on top of his, and rubbed it sweetly.

"its okay. i really dont mind to be honest," you assured him.

if it was someone else i would be so damn pissed..

"i'm pissed though," he said and then looked away leaving you confused and sort of offended(?)

"w-w-why..."

you said you liked me so why-

"they think you are mine..."

"but you are not really mine."

~~~~~

you sat on your bed wondering what your problem was...

as you received the expected call from taehyung.

"hey am i calling at the wrong time?"

"nope. whatsup, tae?"

"oh um well do you remember saying that you don't go on dates?"

"lets go on a date," he added.

you sighed out of desperation considering you just got done rereading your new dating rumors.

"where would that date be?"

please not outside because i will be proclaimed as hoe #1 of the hoes in the acting industry

"i dont know maybe....", he sneered childishly, "my house."

"how pure of a date would that be," you snickered under your breath although he was probably giggling about the same thought.

"very, very pure. i promise," he replied with a mature kind of tone assuring you but there was no solid assurance in any of this.

"alright," you sighed.

if im going to be a hoe lets just be a hoe purely

"we can get to know each other. i think we will get along," he added which had you agree. he was right.. jungkook was certainly not the only person you could get along with and trying out new people was also a good idea.

"i need a distraction anyways. thanks tae,"

after a while you hung up and closed your eyes.

jungkook would either find out and be jealous or assume it's a friendly date.

and i am only hoping he assumes the second one.