《My Life or Your Memory》Chapter 80: Young Master is Gay
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Han Qingshan menatap Jiang Yingyue, sebuah badai muncul di matanya, dan dia sama sekali tidak senang.
Suhu ruangan merosot ke derajat beku, dan sulit bagi Jiang Yingyue untuk menahan air mata yang berputar-putar di matanya.
Keheningan itu menegangkan, dan akhirnya, Jiang Yingyue mengangkat kepalanya, hanya untuk melihat ekspresi marah Han Qingshan.
Wajahnya berubah ketakutan, dan air mata di matanya membengkak. Melihatnya tampak seperti ini, begitu polos dan seperti kelinci putih yang ketakutan, Han Qingshan merasakan dorongan yang tidak dapat dijelaskan untuk meraih dan memeluknya sampai air mata hilang.
Tetapi ketika dia mengingat kembali kata-kata yang dia katakan sebelumnya, keinginan untuk menghancurkannya juga muncul.
"Kamu ingin pergi setelah kamu selesai menggunakan aku, ya?" Han Qingshan tiba-tiba bertanya dengan suara rendah yang berbahaya dan tanpa emosi, tetapi ketika Jiang Yingyue mendengarnya, dia mengangkat kepalanya dengan kaget dan menatapnya bingung.
"Tidak ... aku ..." Dia mencoba menjelaskan, tetapi sebelum dia punya waktu, Han Qingshan berdiri dari kursi dan pergi ke jendela dari lantai ke langit-langit. Dia memandang ke bawah ke pemandangan gedung-gedung tinggi dan pada manusia kecil yang berjalan seperti semut kecil di jalan.
"Lalu kenapa kamu begitu ingin menyingkirkan aku?" Dia bertanya, suaranya terdengar menyenangkan, tetapi meskipun terdengar lucu, Jiang Yingyue takut karenanya. Dia belum pernah melihat Han Qingshan seperti ini sebelumnya.
"Tapi kamu jelas tidak ingin aku ada di sekitarmu lagi," Jiang Yingyue tiba-tiba berkata, suaranya sedikit gemetar karena ketakutan dan gentar yang sedang dia alami.
Biasanya, dia tidak lemah. Dia bisa menangani hampir semua hal tanpa gentar, tapi saat ini, ketika memikirkan bagaimana Han Qingshan memperlakukannya dengan bahu dingin, dia benar-benar bingung dan merasa sangat terluka dan ditinggalkan sehingga dia tidak bisa menahannya.
Han Qingshan mengerutkan kening. "Kenapa aku tidak ingin kamu ada di sekitarku lagi?" Dia bertanya, dan Jiang Yingyue mengambil napas dalam-dalam untuk menenangkan emosinya.
"Kamu belum menatapku sama sekali hari ini. Kamu tidak menjawabku ketika aku mencoba berbicara denganmu, dan ketika kamu menjawab, itu adalah jawaban satu kata atau hanya suara. Jelas, kamu tidak ingin berbicara denganku lagi. Bahkan pandangan saya sudah cukup untuk membuat Anda merasa kesal. Lihat saja sekarang, Anda jelas sangat marah kepada saya. "
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Mendengar jawabannya, Han Qingshan terkejut. Sebenarnya, dia mencoba mengabaikannya selama beberapa waktu, tetapi itu untuk menjernihkan pikirannya.
Dia masih bergumul dengan kenyataan bahwa dia telah menjadi gay, dan bahwa pria di depannya mampu memelintirnya di sekitar jari kelingkingnya. Tetapi dia tidak pernah menyangka bahwa perilakunya akan disalahpahami seperti ini, juga dia tidak berpikir bahwa Jiang Yingyue akan begitu marah karena dia.
Meskipun dia merasa tertekan ketika dia melihat air mata yang tumpah di matanya, sebagian dari dirinya bersuka ria. Jadi dia begitu penting baginya sehingga dia akan menangis tentang pemikiran meninggalkannya?
Tepat pada saat ini, Han Qingshan tidak bisa lagi menahan, dan dia berjalan menuju Jiang Yingyue dengan langkah besar.
Dia ingin menanamkan bibirnya di atas bibir Jiang Yingyue. Dia ingin menyedot udara di paru-parunya, merasakan rasa manisnya, dan menyerang bagian dalam mulutnya. Tetapi dia tahu bahwa jika dia melakukan ini, kemungkinan hubungan mereka akan berakhir, jadi alih-alih, dia hanya mengulurkan tangan, meraih pergelangan tangannya dan menariknya ke pelukannya.
Wanita kecil di lengannya begitu lembut dan mungil. Meskipun Jiang Yingyue tidak kecil untuk seorang wanita, dia jauh lebih kecil dari Han Qingshan, dan dia sangat cocok dalam pelukannya.
Merasakan sensasi memilikinya di pelukannya, hati Han Qingshan santai. Semua pikiran dan kekhawatiran lenyap hanya dalam beberapa saat, dan dia tidak lagi peduli dengan hal lain, selama dia bisa menjaga Jiang Yingyue di sisinya.
Jiang Yingyue, di sisi lain, bingung ketika dia merasa dirinya terseret ke dalam pelukannya. Dia tidak yakin tentang apa yang terjadi, pikirannya menjadi kosong, dan tubuhnya sedikit gemetar karena merasakan dua lengan yang melingkari pinggangnya dan menekannya ke dadanya.
Dia tidak bisa tidak berpikir bahwa untuk sekali, dia tidak ingin memikirkan hal lain, dia hanya ingin menikmati apa yang diberikan padanya, jadi dia bersandar di dadanya dan menutup matanya, mencoba untuk mendorong air mata kembali.
Menatapnya, Han Qingshan membenamkan kepalanya di rambutnya, dan tanpa dia sadari, dia mencium bagian atas kepalanya dengan lembut.
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Sementara mereka saling berpelukan, pintu tiba-tiba terbuka dan Song Liwei kembali ke dalam, tetapi begitu dia membuka pintu dan melihat mereka saling berpelukan, dia tampaknya mengerti bahwa dia telah melakukan kesalahan, dan dia membeku kaget.
Apakah dia seharusnya masuk sekarang? Apakah dia seharusnya pergi, dan berharap mereka tidak memperhatikannya?
Sayangnya, baik Jiang Yingyue dan Han Qingshan memperhatikannya, dan sementara Han Qingshan mengirimnya tatapan tajam, Jiang Yingyue mencoba membebaskan dirinya dari lengan yang kuat di pinggangnya.
"Asisten Song, silakan pergi dan mengambil makanan," kata Han Qingshan dengan suara yang mendominasi, dan Song Liwei langsung membungkuk sebelum menutup pintu lagi.
Dia tidak lagi tidak yakin tentang seksualitas bosnya, sangat jelas bahwa dia gay! Dan dia bahkan memberinya semangkuk besar makanan anjing.
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