《My Life or Your Memory》Chapter 72: Yu Xiulan's Plan
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Fokus lengkap Yu Xiulan adalah pada Jiang Yingyue, yang berfokus pada Han Qingshan. Fokus Han Qingshan adalah pada Yu Xiulan, dan seperti ini, mereka semua memandang orang lain.
Jiang Yingyue merasakan sedikit rasa sakit di hatinya ketika dia memperhatikan bahwa mata Han Qingshan melirik Yu Xiulan, dan dia terkejut merasakan ketidaknyamanan yang tiba-tiba ini.
Jiang Yingyue tidak bodoh, dia mengerti emosi ini dengan cukup baik. Bukannya dia pernah mengalaminya sebelumnya, tetapi dia sudah mendengar tentang mereka.
Meskipun dia belum jatuh cinta dengan Han Qingshan, dia mengerti bahwa ini adalah awal dari cinta, dan seolah-olah dia mendapatkan pencerahan.
Hatinya gelisah dan dia menjadi khawatir. Dia menjalani hidup sebagai seorang pria, bagaimana mungkin dia bisa jatuh cinta? Dia telah berjalan selama sembilan tahun tanpa jatuh cinta sekalipun, tapi sekarang dia sudah mulai jatuh cinta pada seorang pria muda yang sudah lama tidak dikenalnya?
Rona merah muncul di pipinya, dan dia menundukkan kepalanya saat dia tenggelam dalam pikirannya, setiap tindakan tertangkap oleh Han Qingshan dan Yu Xiulan.
Namun, keduanya memiliki reaksi yang berbeda terhadap penampilan malu yang saat ini ditunjukkan Jiang Yingyue.
Han Qingshan sebelumnya berpikir bahwa Jiang Yingyue adalah gay, tapi sekarang dia mulai mengevaluasi kembali kesannya. Dia berpikir bahwa itu karena Yu Xiulan bahwa dia memerah dan hatinya terasa tidak nyaman dan tidak nyaman. Dalam hatinya, Jiang Yingyue hanya bisa menjadi miliknya. Mungkin bukan kekasih, tapi setidaknya dia adalah teman pribadinya.
Yu Xiulan melihatnya secara berbeda. Dia telah mengamati Jiang Yingyue sejak mereka bertemu sebelumnya di lantai dasar, dan tidak peduli apa yang telah dia lakukan, dia benar-benar tidak tergerak. Sekarang dia berada di depan Han Qingshan, dia memerah seperti gadis sekolah kecil yang mengalami cinta pertamanya. Bukankah ini pertanda pasangan gay?
Yu Xiulan tidak merasa senang; bahkan, dia merasa masam. Dia tiba-tiba mengerti mengapa penampilannya tidak memiliki cara untuk mempengaruhi Jiang Yingyue; karena dia menyukai pria!
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Dia tiba-tiba teringat sindiran dari pesan yang dikirim sekretaris itu, bahwa Jiang Yingyue sedang menjalin hubungan dengan Han Qingshan, dan wajahnya terpelintir untuk sesaat sebelum dia dengan cepat mengubahnya kembali menjadi topeng ramahnya yang biasa.
Dia juga memperhatikan bahwa Han Qingshan memiliki senyum ramah yang biasa di wajahnya saat dia mengulurkan tangannya dan dengan lembut mengacak-acak rambut Jiang Yingyue. Tawa kecil bergemuruh di dadanya, dan dia berbicara. "Duduklah di sofa," katanya kepadanya, "aku akan selesai segera, maka kita bisa berbelanja sebelum pulang. Kurasa kita tidak punya bahan makanan lagi di lemari es."
Meskipun kedengarannya biasa saja, Han Qingshan melakukan segala daya untuk membuat Yu Xiulan mengerti bahwa orang ini miliknya. Bahwa mereka bahkan hidup bersama dan mereka berada dalam semacam hubungan yang ambigu.
Song Liwei merasa ingin menutupi wajahnya sendiri. Dia tidak bisa tidak berpikir bahwa tuan muda yang disayanginya mulai menjadi terlalu obsesif terhadap pemuda ini yang muncul entah dari mana beberapa saat yang lalu.
Wajah Yu Xiulan memucat ketika dia melihat gerakan intim yang dilakukan Han Qingshan, dan bahkan lebih lagi ketika dia mendengar kata-kata yang diucapkannya.
Han Qingshan adalah orang suci di hati banyak wanita. Sudah diketahui bahwa dia bukan pria bernafsu yang mudah terombang-ambing oleh wanita cantik. Bahkan, tidak ada wanita cantik yang pernah berhasil naik ke tempat tidurnya, dan dia biasanya menjaga jarak dari mereka.
Tapi sekarang, sekarang, Yu Xiulan diberi tahu bahwa dia tinggal bersama seorang pemuda? Dan kelembutan di matanya ketika dia membelai kepalanya sama sekali bukan sesuatu yang akan Anda lihat dari seorang teman.
Jiang Yingyue terlalu sibuk memikirkan emosinya untuk mempertimbangkan apa arti tindakan Han Qingshan.
Dia hanya dengan patuh menganggukkan kepalanya dan pergi ke sofa, duduk, menyandarkan sikunya di kakinya, dan kepalanya di tangannya.
Matanya tidak meninggalkan Han Qingshan karena dia sibuk menganalisis semua pertemuan yang dia lakukan dengannya, dan dia tidak bisa membantu tetapi menghela nafas. Masuk akal bahwa dia telah jatuh cinta padanya.
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Dia begitu ramah dan hangat terhadapnya, dia melindunginya, merawatnya dan lebih dekat dengannya daripada orang lain yang dikenalnya selama sembilan tahun terakhir, tidak termasuk orangtuanya.
Han Qingshan juga merasakan tatapannya yang tidak pernah meninggalkannya, dan dia melihat bahwa dia duduk berpikir keras, jadi dia sedikit tersenyum. Selama pandangannya tidak pernah berpisah darinya, dia akan merasa jauh lebih nyaman.
Yu Xiulan menyadarinya juga, dan meskipun dia masih tersenyum hangat, tangannya mengepal begitu erat sehingga kukunya merembes ke telapak tangannya, darah hampir mengalir keluar.
Dia awalnya memiliki rencana untuk menggunakan Jiang Yingyue untuk mendekati Han Qingshan, tapi sekarang dia bertanya-tanya apakah ini mungkin terjadi.
Dia tidak yakin bagaimana untuk bergerak maju. Apa yang harus dia lakukan untuk menjadi Ny. Han? Dia tidak yakin, tetapi dia tidak akan menyerah.
Setelah merenung, ia memutuskan untuk mempertahankan rencana awalnya. Bahkan jika Han Qingshan memiliki hubungan dengan Jiang Yingyue, maka dia bisa menggunakan Jiang Yingyue lebih baik daripada jika mereka tidak memiliki hubungan.
Membuat Jiang Yingyue mengatakan hal-hal positif tentangnya kepada Han Qingshan akan sangat berguna, belum lagi, dia bahkan mungkin akhirnya mengunjungi rumahnya karena mereka tampaknya tinggal bersama.
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