I gasped as soon as Damien had fully faced me, he was beautiful. In a rugged, wild way. His hair hung down his shoulders and looked like it hadn't been washed in weeks. The bottom half of his face was covered in a wild and unkempt bushy beard, but it was his eyes that held me captive. One brown and one blue, no doubt the Moon Goddess' 'message'. No wonder he didn't figure it out.

It's true what everyone says, he looks wild, but to me, he is just extremely sexy. The minute we locked eyes, I felt our bond sizzling between us. It all made sense now, the way his voice sent shivers down my spine, the fact that he is the first man that I have ever felt desire for, and how his scent is my favourite smell of all time.

All I want to do is run my fingers through his hair and cuddle up to his incredibly toned body. Most of all though, my wolf just wants to mate with him. I can hear her howling in my head, telling me to go to mate and kiss him.

Damien still hadn't moved, his eyes had widened when they opened and I could see different emotions flicker through them, shock being the most prominent. I took a step closer and that seemed to snap him from his daze and in an instant he was standing toe to toe with me.

He bought his hand up and gently cupped my cheek, like he thought I would disappear at any moment. The sparks flew through my entire body and ended at my core.

"M'anamchara (my soulmate)" He whispered quietly, disbelief coating his words, making his voice husky.

I had no idea what he said but god it was sexy. I bought both my hands up and cupped his cheeks, his beard was surprisingly soft. His eyes closed at the contact and a soft growl escaped his lips. I giggled and stepped further towards him, I wanted to be in his arms.

His arms came around me and pulled me closer to him, almost crushing me to his chest. I didn't mind, I laid my cheek on his chest and breathed in his scent, it was intoxicating.

I remembered we had some things to discuss so I pulled back, at the loss of contact his eyes opened and a growl rumbled out.

I smiled softly, grabbed his hand and pulled him towards my office.

"Come with me, I have something to tell you"

I led him into my office, shutting the door behind me. Damien took a seat on the couch and I went to sit beside him, instead he grabbed my hips and lifted me onto his lap. Oh god, this is not a good idea, all my wolf wants to do is grind herself on him.

I quickly pushed her down and drew those thoughts away. I really had to tell him about Marty, it is better for him to find out now and decide what he wants to do. But first.

"Do you know a Rose in your pack?" I asked him

"Yeah, she's a small thing. Lost her family a few years ago" Damien looked up at me

"Well, she found her mate in my pack and wants to join. We will have a welcoming ceremony tomorrow"

"Why? You will be coming back with me tonight" Damien looked confused, it was kind of cute but it didn't distract me from what he just said.

"Excuse me? I have a pack to run here"

"Well, now you are my Luna so we will combine the packs"

I could feel my eyes twitching, my wolves hackles rising at the insinuation. I had to calm myself, we could talk about this later.

"We will sort that out later, I have something more important to talk to you about. I just don't know how you're going to take this"

Damien nodded for me to continue so I took a deep breath "I have a son"

Fuck, I shouldn't have said it like that, now he is going to think that I didn't wait for him. I felt him start to shake, his wolf was coming out to play and he was not happy. Shit shit shit, how do I fix this. I quickly got off his lap and turned towards him, his eyes were pitch black, his wolf was in control now.

"A son!? You didn't wait for me mate? I waited over 300 years for you! And this is what I get?!" Damien stood up and came towards me, now I was getting angry. He needs to calm down.

I stood up to my full height and laid my hand on his arm "Damien, calm yourself. I haven't told you everything" I used some of my Alpha tone, hoping it would work on him. Most Alpha's can't use it on other Alpha's but I'm not most Alpha's.

Damien stood still, the shaking had stopped and I could see the struggle with his wolf. His wolf wanted to take control and go take out the enemy, meaning Marty, but Damien wanted to listen. He finally got control back and took a step back, his face fell and he wouldn't look at me. He was hurt, I had hurt my mate already.

"Damien, I adopted him today" I said softly, knowing he would hear me.

"Adopted?"

"Yes, adopted" I told him the whole story of how I found him "His name is Marty and he is only three"

"So you haven't, um, ha-"

I cut him off from having to say it "No, I waited for you mate. I just didn't know how long it would take for me to find you and I need to take care of Marty. If I knew I would meet you tonight I would have waited"

Damiens whole body relaxed and he took a step towards me, still hesitant, not sure how if I would accept him. I stepped the rest of the way and he pulled me into his arms, his nose going to my neck, breathing in my scent. I buried my nose in his chest and breathed him in.

Damien picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist, he moved so he was sitting back on the couch with me in his lap. We didn't do anything, just sat there and enjoyed holding each other. I don't think Damien is quite over the shock of having a mate.

I pulled back to look at his face, his eyes were so beautiful.

"What?" Damien asked

"Were you born with your eyes like that?" I asked softly, I didn't want to offend him

He shook his head "No, it was over twenty years ago. I was out on patrol, it was storming pretty badly, I was watching out for rogues and didn't react in time. A tree was hit by lightning and fell on top of me, I woke up that night with these eyes"

Oh wow, the Moon Goddess is cruel. Of course he wouldn't figure that stupid message out, who would think a knock on the head then different coloured eyes would tell them that they have a mate.

"When was it exactly?" I asked

He looked at me weirdly before answering "It was about a week before christmas. Why?"

I shook my head and chuckled "That's about a month before I was born. I saw a seer when I was at the castle getting registered, she told me that the Moon Goddess gave you a message so you would know she hadn't forgotten about you"

Damien looked incredulous "This is what she gave me as a message? Two different coloured eyes? What does that accomplish?"

"I don't know, the seer told me that the blue is to represent our bond" I shrugged

Damien shook his head "Tell me more"

I hesitated but told him everything, it would do no good to have secrets this early on in our relationship. I would rather have everything out in the open and if he decides it's all too much to handle then he can leave. I really hope he doesn't leave, I can feel the bond working already, the sparks are becoming stronger, my body is constantly leaning towards him.

We sat there for quite a while, me telling him everything about me and him listening. When I had finished he looked like he was thinking.

"Wow" He breathed "That's incredible" He pulled me closer and laid a kiss on my forehead. My eyes closed in ecstasy, the feel of his lips against my skin is almost too much.

I'm surprised our wolves haven't taken control and tried to mark each other, my wolf seems quite content to just sit in his arms all night long. I know we can't though, there is a party going on outside in my honour and I should be out there.

"Can I meet Marty? I would love to meet the first male who captured my mates heart" He looked so sincere. I bit my lip and nodded.

I can't deny him meeting Marty, the both of them are important to me and I won't choose between the two of them.