I was quiet throughout my classes. They passed pretty quickly, but I could feel Logan's eyes on me the entire time.

Once lunch came, I grabbed my lunch, and went to sit at my table. I saw Harry sitting in my usual spot beside Harley, and went to sit in Logan's old seat. Before I could sit though, Harry grabbed my hips, and pulled me on his lap.

"Ah!," I screeched and I heard Harley and Harry laugh.

"Did you really think after a year and a half without you, I would just let you sit beside me? Fuck no," he kissed below my ear and I shivered with a smile.

"So, are you two a thing, or...?," Sora asked after a moment with one eyebrow raised.

I looked at Harry, honestly not knowing how to answer, and he gave me a soft smile. I wasn't sure if he wanted to pick up things where they left off, or start all over. Honestly, I was pretty sure I wanted to be his boyfriend again. The only thing that made me question this was my lingering feelings for Logan. It was pretty annoying.

"I hope we can be together again. I'd do anything to have Kit be mine again," he rested his chin on my shoulder and I blushed. I heard a scoff beside us, and sighed when I saw Titan and Logan beside us. Logan was sitting on Titan's lap in his old spot. I heard Harry huff in annoyance behind me.

"Why aren't you sitting with your friends?," I asked him and rolled my eyes when he chuckled.

"I am sitting with my friends, silly," he patted my cheek and I looked away from him. I wished he would just go back to his table and leave us alone.

The longer he sat beside me, the more I thought about everything he had done. The thoughts only brought forth anger and being this close to me made me want to snap.

"So Harry, what's your history with Kit?," Logan asked and I ground my teeth together.

"I used to go to school with Harley and Kit a year and a half ago at their old school. They're both my best friends. Well, Kit was also my boyfriend, and I'm never letting go of him again," Harry answered calmly with a smile. He kissed my shoulder, and I smiled at him as he wrapped his arms around my waist possessively.

"So, who broke it off with who?," Logan asked with a smile. Clearly, our annoyance was pleasing him. I just wanted to slap that smile right off his face.

"I don't think any of this is your god damn business," I snapped and he rolled his eyes.

"Why isn't it? I'm only trying to learn more about my best friend's potential boyfriend," Logan replied with a smile. I could hear the false happiness in his voice.

"Best friend," I muttered with a dark chuckle. "Yeah, some best friend you are. Tell me, when was the last time you actually slept in your bed? I'm not sure if you remember, but we are supposed to be roommates." He stayed silent and I scoffed. "That's what I thought."

"Seriously, what happened?," Harry asked cautiously.

"It's a lot to explain, dude," Titan said to Harry.

"Why does my life even matter to you anymore anyways? You have a boyfriend now," I spat and he looked down.

"You've always mattered to me. Yeah, I love Titan, but you matter to me, Kit. You're my best friend and I can't go on like this without you any longer," Logan murmured.

'I love Titan'

I scoffed and laughed. "Love? You've known the guy for two weeks. You can't be fucking serious. You know what, it's none of my business."

"What can I do to fix this?," Logan asked me with a deep frown.

"Nothing. Everything you've done, ruined all chance you ever had with me. I deserve someone who will actually treat me like I fucking matter! You avoided me for weeks! You took Cam from me! You've treated me like I'm trash! It's not even only me! You've totally abandoned us over here! We don't even matter to you anymore! When was the last time you actually spoke to any of us, let alone hang out? I'll admit, when you first started dating Titan, I was hurt. You fucking lied to me then turned into this totally different person. You turned into a total prick, you know that right? I actually fucking liked you back, too. I can't believe I was stupid enough to actually think you were a good person. I've dealt with a lot of shitty people in my life, but you've really put the icing on the cake. You're the only one who got close to me, then tore me down. I haven't felt that low in a long fucking time, and you're the reason for that. You're a fucking liar, and I want nothing to do with you," I practically yelled, then stood up and left the dining hall. I knew I would feel bad later, but getting it all out like that, really made me feel better. I wished we could have been in private, and not in front of almost the entire school, but oh well.

I really wanted to skip classes again, but I knew that skipping again probably wasn't a good idea. I didn't want any of the teachers asking questions. I walked outside, and sat below a secluded tree. The silence was calming, and was just what I needed.

What bothered me was I could feel someone watching me, and it was driving me crazy. I was about to yell at Logan for watching me, when he walked out of the school with Titan, Harry, and Harley.

If it wasn't any of them, who was it? I figured it was probably Logan since Titan told me he had been glancing at me for awhile the past two weeks.

They spotted me, walked over to me, and stood in front of me. Why couldn't they have just left me alone?

"Well, that was dramatic," Harley stated and I let out a small laugh.

"Are you okay, baby?," Harry asked me, his eyebrows furrowed, worry lines on his forehead.

"I'll be fine," I told him and grabbed his wrist, pulling him down. He landed slightly on top of me with a grunt, and I laughed. I rubbed the space between his eyebrows, the worry lines disappearing. "I'll be fine," I rested my forehead against his and shut my eyes.

It was quiet for awhile. The others had sat down beside us, and Harry had both hands on my hips, drawing circles with his thumbs. At this point, my eyes were closed as my head leaned back against the tree, and Harry had his face buried in my neck. I felt so relaxed that I almost forgot the others were with us.

"You guys are so cute that it's gross," Harley stated and I laughed. I looked at her and she had a smile on her face as she watched us.

"Yeah. Cute," Logan muttered and my head snapped towards his direction. I glared at him and he glared back.

"So, you can have someone, but I can't. You can have affection and feel loved, but I can't. I have to feel alone, and numb. Is that it?," I snapped and he looked away.

"No! I just... I don't want it to be him you're affectionate with," he muttered and I scoffed.

"Oh yeah? Who then?," I asked, having a feeling I already knew the answer. When he was silent, it confirmed my suspicion. "Wow, you're a great boyfriend," I sarcastically remarked.

"You two would have been great together, what happened?," Harley asked and I chuckled.

"I already told you, remember?," I answered and she flicked my ear.

"I was talking to Logan, not you, doofus," she stated and I rubbed my ear with a pout. Harry kissed the spot, and I smiled.

"Well, I didn't think Kit would actually like me back, so I decided to move on. Then I met Titan, and realized he isn't the total playboy asshole that we thought he was. He was really sweet, and asked me out. We went on a couple dates, and then he asked me to be his boyfriend. I accepted, and that's when you and Kit saw us in front of our classroom. The plan was to tell you then, but when Kit acted the way he did, I decided to wait till later. When he wouldn't even acknowledge me, I decided to give him some space. It went downhill from there. Then I saw him with Harry, and it all came back. I can't just sit and not do anything anymore," Logan answered and I looked at Titan, who looked completely calm and unaffected.

"Titan, how the fuck are you okay with everything he is saying? Why aren't you pissed off?," I asked. Did he not care about Logan? If he didn't care, why were they even together.

"Actually, if you and Logan would have worked things out, I would have asked if you would join us. You know, a three-way relationship. But, you and Logan still have all this shit, and now there's Harry. I don't have an issue with Logan's feelings for you, because I like you too," Titan answered with confidence.

That left me completely speechless.

"What the fuck is going on," I muttered into Harry's shoulder.

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