I didn't know where Xander was taking me to but I did hope he didn't make a reservation or had people waiting for us because we were an hour and a half late.

There were marks all over my body, especially my neck, all the way down to the back of my thighs. Xander had taken his time with me, going slow, so slow that I had cried. So slow that when I finally came my vision was washed white.

We were in the car and Glued by Melanie Martinez was playing through the speakers. I hummed along with it, occasionally glancing away from the window to Xander.

"I'm still not going to tell you where we're going." Xander said, turning to the side quickly so he could look at me.

"I didn't say anything." I replied, pouting just a tiny bit.

Xander chuckled. He took one of his hand off the steering wheel and squeezed my thigh for a second. "We're almost there, kitten." he said and I nodded. I wondered what it was he had planned. Just like he had done to me, I made sure I marked Xander up enough to know he was taken by who so ever looks at him.

Xander was wearing a grey jumper, dark jeans and he had thrown on a coat since the weather had turned a bit chilly before we left. You could see the hickey's on his neck and a particularly large one disappearing underneath his jumper. I felt proud of my self.

Defenceless by Louis Tomlinson comes on afterwards and I sang along with him, smiling as I did so. The song had just come to an end when Xander pulled into the parking lot of a building. It was a two story and there was a sign board that read, Lily Spa and Sauna.

Oh my god.

I quickly looked at Xander who was smiling at me.

"A spa?"

"A spa. I want you all relaxed for our date later." Xander said and my brows shot up my face, my expression making him laugh.

"This isn't our date?" I asked.

Xander hummed, reaching for my hand and pulling it close to his mouth so he could press a kiss to my knuckles. "Let's say it's one of two. I want you pampered and taken care of." he said and I broke out into a cheer. I leaned forward and pressed a kiss to Xander's lips. Chaste, fast, excited and thankful.

Like always, Xander gets down from the car and made his way to the other side so he could open my door for me. I got out of the car and we walked in hand in hand. Well, my arms wrapped around Xander's elbow.

There was a small woman at the reception and she directs us towards the waiting area. Instead of siting beside Xander, I set myself onto his lap. Xander immediately wraps his arms around me, his nose pressed into my neck.

"You smell amazing."

"That's because I used your cologne." I said, giggling.

"I know." he said, just as cheekily.

It was then I noticed were weren't the only ones in the waiting room. There was an elderly couple openly staring at Xander and I. A high school student still in his uniform, he was sneakily look our way and there was an another couple, seated side by side towards the wall, hand in hand. The lady though, she was glaring at Xander and I.

I gave her a droll look and stuck my tongue out at her.

"Darling, is there a reason your tongue is out?" Xander asked.

"Maybe it's because I want to lick you." I said, pulling my tongue back into my mouth. .

"You can lick me all you want. I'm yours, kitten."

The elderly woman smacked her husband's arm. "How come you don't call me kitten?" I held back my snort. I didn't think she wanted us to hear what she had said and Xander, I could feel him shaking against me, laughing.

I burst into giggles when the elderly man rolls his eyes at his wife and said, sorry, kitten. Xander's laugh was buried in my neck, his arms going tighter around me. We didn't have to wait for long and I ended up playing with Xander's fingers, noting the size difference between them. All it did was made me realize we made a cute couple. My hand fit right in his and sitting in his lap, being near him felt right.

We fit.

Finally we were called and then led to a room that was twice the size of Ryan and I's sitting room. Xander leaves me there, kissing me deeply, his hands on my waist, before saying goodbye. He tells me his room was right next to me in case I needed anything.

My masseuse was a tall, curvy woman who tells me what I need to do. I took off all my clothes and folded them neatly amd keeping them in the small closet before getting on the massage table. I didn't know what I was expecting but the massage table was very study beneath me. Huh. I draped the towel over my ass and lay there.

My masseuse knocked and I tell her to come in.

I honestly, don't know how long she spent massage the sweet scented oil into my skin. All I know is I was practically melting into the massage table. I felt so soft and smooth, my muscles relaxed. I wondered if Xander was feeling the exact same way I was feeling. Once she was done, she tells me where the nearest private bathroom was and I told her thank you.

I got off the massage table and had wrapped one of the chiffon robes I had found in the closet around myself when the door was pushed open and Xander walked in.

"Hey, baby." he said and I smiled softly at him.

"Hey, boyfriend."

Xander walked towards me, his fingers trailing up my thighs, going underneath the short robe. "You look amazing."

"Even more than I did this morning?" I asked him, daring to move closer.

"Baby, you're glowing." he said.

Without another word, he roughly pulls me forward, leaning down to press his lips against mine. It was tingly, it was wet. It was hard and fast, his tongue licking into my mouth. Taking and tasting.

It felt like my legs had turned to jelly and I wrapped my arms around Xander's neck, fingers pushing into his hair as I kissed back just as hard. It was so exciting. It felt like there was fire in my veins. Xander fingers pull at the straps of the chiffon robe and it fell open, leaving me naked and pressed close to Xander.

He pulls away from the kiss, lips trailing kisses down my neck as he nudged me back towards the massage table. He slips his arms around me, down my ass and to my thighs, lifting me up onto the table, my oiled up skin making it easy. Fuck. That was hot.

Xander trails his lips back up my skin, sealing my mouth with his as his hands pushed the soft robe off my skin. The deliberate movement and his teeth digging into my bottom lip made me moan out loud.

Xander pulls back, looking at me with dark eyes as he scratched his nails down my chest and my legs just part for him. "That's it, baby. Let me hear you. Let them hear you." Xander growled. His nails scratching down my thighs. It made me shiver. Made me shake. Made me ache for more.

"Xander...." I moaned, my nails digging into the skin of his back.

Xander goes on his knees and the words flew right out of my head. I pushed my finger through his hair, moaning as he sucked bruises on my thighs, teasing me. He kept at it until he got to my cock. He looks right at me while he licks a large stripe from the bottom, right to the tip, tongue dipping into my slit. My entire being shook at that. It was so sexy.

I couldn't look away as he eagerly licks up and down my cock, sucking and marking this slurping sound that went right to my toes, making them curl. He kept at it, sucking me off like that's all he wanted to do.

There was a sound right by the door and my heart slammed into my chest. We didn't lock the door. Someone could come in. Someone could see. I wasn't scare. I was... excited. Xander kept going at it and it felt like my moans were getting louder. I felt the familiar feeling pool in me and I couldn't even let out a proper warning before I came, bucking off the bed as I came in Xander's mouth.

Xander licks me clean, smirking as he licked his lips. All the air was sucked out of me and I... I couldn't find the words. My chest rapidly rose and fell with each breath I took. He pushed off the ground as I pull him up and got onto the massage table. It was indeed sturdy. I part my legs and he slips in. I had been so engrossed in what was happening and the kiss from earlier that I didn't notice all he had on was his black briefs. His skin was oiled up just as mine was and when he grinds against me, I let out another whimper.

I loved it.

I loved the fact he was using my body for his pleasure. I wrapped my legs tight him, moving my hips up and in time with him, giving Xander the friction he needed. He kept going at it, his hips snapping faster, pushing lower the more he got closer to the edge. He grinds down another one, two, three, four times until he pushed his face against my neck, panting as he came.

We stayed that way, my legs still wrapped around him. I softly ran my fingers through his hair, turning my head to the side a bit so I could press a kiss to his forehead. Sex with Xander was always an experience. Just when I thought it couldn't get better, it does. It gets a thousand times hotter, a harder and it makes me feel wrecked and weak, always leaves me panting and marked up afterwards.

It has never felt like this with anyone and I wondered what that meant.

"Xan, babe, we can't stay like this. Someone might walk in." I said, my voice soft in the quiet of the room.

"I'm still gonna need a minute." he said and I giggled.

Xander raises his head off my body and looked at me, smiling. "I like it when you so that."

"Do what?"

"When you giggle like that." Xander said, his smile going a little wider. I felt my cheeks grow hot and I didn't know what to say to that exactly. I looked at him, his hair going every which way from how long I ha run my hand through it, his lips were bitten and swollen and his his eyes, his dark eyes with a thin ring of green.

My boyfriend.

"You're so handsome."I said, raising my hand to his face, my finger trailing his chin. His jawline was so sharp. If he wasn't my boyfriend, I'd be pretty jealous. To my absolute joy, Xander's cheek go red and so did the tip of his ears and ahhhhhhh, that was so adorable. "You're so cute." I said and huffed, tucking his face back into my neck.

The cutest.

Xander eventually gets up and we snuck out of the room, towards the private bathroom. I had to cover my mouth with hand because I kept giggling. It was fun. Every moment with Xander was fun, every minute, ever second felt important and made me happy. We got into the bathroom and Xander shut the door, pushing me up against it, his lips pressing against mine.

He just... makes me so happy.

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😎

*don't forget to drink water*