Jasmines pov

Had it all been some sick cruel dream. What a sick joke it had been to be in control after all this time only for it to be fake. Or if it was real were my parents actually alive. Was Nate actually my mate. All I knew now was I was trapped in my worse memories. Something was calling for me to let go and give in.

That's where Sebastians sick joke of making me believe they were all alive backfired. I had hope and I will hang onto that hope. This time I wouldn't give it up. Sebastian plays games any he lies. He's ruthless. But then her voice my voice seeps back in. Telling me it's not a lie. All Sebastian had done is try to make us better. To make us the person we were meant to be. Then I remember all the pain and torment I have caused.

The loop begins again. The memories playing over and over. An endless excruciating cycle. Each time the hope dwindles. The memories of Nate and my family fade. The awful acts the hinting of my own kind, the tricks the traps all become more real, like that's my reality. But I don't want to be that person. I don't want to be like Sebastian.

"Yes you do want to be like him. That's why you did everything he asked. You want to help him destroy the wolves. You want to be his". A voice in me says. But I know it isn't me. I need to fight this. Fight it harder than last time. I won't be the weak little girl I once was.

But then the memories play again

Nathan's pov

I'm feeling her pain that's what it was. My poor jazz went through so much. And then as if everything rest I was again in my childhood bedroom. Is this what she's been going through in her mind an endless cycle of her memories.

This time knowing the sequence I could walk through and skip her memories. I would find her.

This time something is different though....