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'Wait, so what do I have to do with this?' Halle holds up the questionnaire.

'Fill it out,' Alex says. 'Answer the questions about the movie.'

Etty and Halle share a look. A look that says that they can't quite believe what they're hearing.

'I thought we'd finished school,' Etty mutters under her breath.

'I know, I likened it to homework the first time I did it,' I tell them. 'But it's actually really thought-provoking. Give it a go.'

Alex and I are now fully established in our relationship. It has been five weeks of dating and we are an official couple.

In the interest of doing relationship things, we just went to the cinema with my two best friends. I went round to Alex's friend's house last week for a BBQ. It's so nice to do couple things together.

It's a Saturday night and we're at the diner drinking milkshakes. I'm staying at Alex's and we're going to get a takeaway on the way home.

When everyone has finished filling in their questionnaires, Alex reads out the questions and we take it in turns sharing our answers. We get a couple strange looks from the waitress, but she seems intrigued after figuring out what we are discussing.

The girls get into it after sharing their thoughts. They lead onto many discussions about the movie, some of which turn heated. By the end of the debate, both girls are sold on the idea of taking the questionnaire after seeing a new film.

The girls leave when it gets closer to dinner time. Alex and I walk to the pizza place and sit and wait for our pizzas to be made.

'Didn't your parents want anything? I feel like your sisters will be mad when we come home with no pizza for them.'

He shrugs and gives me this knowing smile that has my interest piqued. 'They'll be fine.'

We walk home, holding the pizza boxes to our chests, absorbing the heat from them in the chilly autumn air. The door is locked and the lights are off when we get to his house. Alex lets us inside and I notice that their shoes and coats are missing from the racks.

'What's going on?'

Alex turns to me and grins. 'Oh, yeah. Did I forget to mention that we have the place to ourselves?'

My excitement and my nerves heighten at once. It's been fives weeks and we still haven't done the deed. Mainly because we've only been dating for the last two weeks, our parents have always been around and I've been kind of nervous to.

I haven't slept with anyone since my ex and he was hardly a champion for my skills or body. He made me feel shit about myself, to be honest. His nasty words haven't made me keen to rip my clothes off and pounce on Alex.

Alex and I go through to the living room. We sit and eat our pizza in front of the TV. It's a normal sleepover for us except for the nervous butterflies brewing in my stomach.

Alex is oblivious. He knows that I have some reservations about taking things further, but he hasn't pushed me once and I know that he won't. I don't think he's expecting anything to happen tonight. I know that the elephant in the room is from my own doing and Alex probably doesn't notice it.

I need to get out of my head and stop letting my ex fuck up my new relationship. He is so irrelevant now. I don't want him having this hold over me anymore.

Later on, when Alex suggests that we go up to his room, I smile and agree. I take my make-up off and change into one of his t-shirts. After borrowing one once on a sleepover, I've taken to only sleeping in his t-shirts now.

I crawl into bed next to him and we're on our phones for a while. Eventually, I put mine on charge and curl into his side. Alex shows me some shots he's considering submitting to a local magazine.

Over a month of knowing him and I'm still so impressed by his talent. I think he must sense my tension, because he brings up some funny videos that he saved to show me and plays them to make me laugh.

When I'm more relaxed, he puts down his phone and rolls onto his side to face me.

'I can feel the nerves rolling off you,' he says softly. 'Stop being nervous, please. Nothing has to happen tonight, I just want to cuddle my girlfriend.'

His words make me feel worse for overthinking this. I kiss him shyly.

'You're the best, thank you.'

I kiss him again, for longer this time. I force myself to get out of my head and just focus on him and his sexy-ass body pressed against me.

The moment his tongue touches mine, that becomes easy. He is all that I can focus on and the small voice at the back of my head shuts right up. His hands tangle in my hair and mine explore his bare chest.

I trail my hands up and down his chest. With each move, I get lower and lower, until my fingers skim the waistband of his boxers. Alex kisses me harder and faster. His tongue swirls against mine and his hands slide from my hair to my breasts.

Cautiously, he cups my breasts over the fabric first. When I make no move to pull away or stop him, he squeezes them together and massages them in his big hands. Encouraged by his caresses, I slip my hand into his boxers.

The heat of his cock is what I notice first. It feels like stone encased in velvet, so soft yet so hard at the same time. It's long and hard and hot. I have to pause kissing him just to process what I am now holding in my hand.

I stroke him once, experimentally, and his hips buck forward. Realising that he liked it, I stroke him again and he grunts against my lips. Eagerly, Alex pulls his boxers down and kicks them off, obviously wanting me to have full access to his cock.

'I'm sorry,' he mumbles against my lips. 'That feels so good.'

I chuckle and give him a peck before returning to stroking his cock. His right hand slides down to between my legs. He gently nudges my thighs apart and boldly strokes my pussy. I inhale sharply at the exciting feeling of him touching me there. 

He rubs my clit in slow circles. As I get more and more excited, I get wetter. With his fingers slick from my juices, he pushes one inside me. After pumping it in and out a few times, he adds another. And then another.

Stretched and wanting him, I arch my back and press my body to his. He chuckles and kisses down my neck, knowing exactly what I want. Alex rolls on top of me. I let go of his cock and lock my arms around his neck, resting my crossed wrists at his nape.

He looks down at me with glistening eyes. 'You want to do this?'

'Yes,' I whisper. 

I look down and watch as he lines himself up and then slowly joins our bodies. He inches inside me, filling me up and making me feel complete. When he has pushed in all of the way, he drops to his elbows and kisses me.

Feeling him inside me like this makes my heart warm. I'm annoyed with myself for waiting this long, but glad that I've overcome my nerves. I don't know what I was nervous about, Alex is great.

'You ready for me to move?' He asks gently.

I raise my hips to meet his thrusts. I clench each time he slides inside. With our joint efforts, we reach our climaxes quickly. It's the most connected I have ever felt during sex. We hold each other as we cum, looking into each other's eyes and whispering words of affection.

I've never felt closer to him than I do in this moment. 

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I'm taking Sunday off angels! I'll be back on Monday.

My boyfriend and I are moving out of my parents' house and into a rental in Yorkshire, of all places, until we find a house we like.

So, my parents are stood in the living trying to get the sofa out of the front door and I'm stood behind them being totally useless and shouting 'PIVOT'. Bless them, they didn't get it at all 😭

Thank you again for answering the questions. I'm afraid as much as I'd like to do some things differently, I'm always going to suck at uploading bonus chapters straight away after finishing the book. I usually come back and add them later, sorry.

Also, I tend to write 18-20 page chapters (1500 words), because that's what Wattpad recommends.

I know that my books are short, too. 15-20 is my usual chapter quantity, sorry😂

I'll try and improve, but writing shorter books/chapters means I can update more often (if not daily)! L x