Eerie silence. You ears were ringing but the surroundings were silent. You ran downstairs as everyone were already there. Nayeon was crying loudly as Jeongyeon was comforting her, hardly controlling herself. You looked around yourself, everyone were silent. Jimin was sitting on the ground ,silent looking down, hugging his knees. Yoongi and Namjoon were on calls. Everything was a mess. Everyone were a mess. You looked at the laptop as a gasp left your mouth looking at the picture. Shaking your head you covered your mouth with your hand. Your entire body was turning cold.

It was a picture of Jungkook's hand. It was not attached to his body anymore.

You recognized his tattoos. Your legs gave up as Eunwoo held you. You were crying now.

- No, no this cannot happen.

You were whispering to yourself chanting the same sentence over and over again. You could not believe anything. You wanted the pain to end. Thinking it was just a bad dream you pinched yourself hard but Chaeyoung stopped you, she held tears in her eyes as she shook her head.

- Stay strong Y/N, stay strong for Bangtan, stay strong for your friends stay strong for Taehyung.

She said holding your shoulder firmly shaking you as you looked at Taehyung and saw him with Yoongi and Namjoon making calls. He was ruffling his hair pushing it back and you noticed he was stressed. After some time of sitting and doing nothing Yoongi came to you all as he said.

- Our allies in Italy helped us, they betrayed us and now they have paid the price for it. That fucker is going to come to Korea to us.

- What about Jungkook and Jennie?

Jeongyeon asked

- What about Sehun?

You asked as Yoongi sighed.

- They said, one man is dead. The other man is wounded and the girl is safe.

You fell silent as Nayeon started crying again.

- W-who died?

Chaeyoung asked as Namjoon shook his head.

- .

~

You were in the bathroom as you vomited for the nth time. You washed your mouth as you went outside and opened your bag taking the picture of Jisoo you and Sehun out as you caressed his picture. You cried loudly screaming, kicking in the air, begging to the creator to bring him back. You were going insane. You should not have let him go. The way he was talking, he did not wanted to go.

- Why did I let him go? WHY! W-what will I tell Jisoo now?

At the thought of Jisoo you cried more. Your heart was aching and it felt as if your body was going to tear apart from this pain. You never thought you would lose your bestfriend. Your soulmate. Pulling your hair in frustration you screamed once again not wanting to trust this cruel reality. You heard the door open as Jeongyeon was standing there as she rushed towards you.

- Y/N. Y/N, please. Please control yourself. Jisoo is here.

She said as your eyes widened you got up and ran barefoot downstairs as you saw Jisoo standing in front of Namjoon. And as soon as she saw you her face fell.

- Y-Y/N, what are they saying? Tell me it is a stupid joke of yours and Sehun's. Please.

You were taking slow steps towards her as the tears were slowly coming back. She shook her head as she covered her mouth shaking her head. When you were near her she held your hand as she fell on the floor and you sat down holding her as her head was on your chest, both of you mourning for your loss. You rested your chin on her head as you were shushing her, patting her back when your own world was falling apart. It was true only she could completely understand what you are going through. Both of you understood each other's pain.

- No he cannot leave us. No I don't want to believe it. Y/N, please tell me it's a lie. He was my brother. MY BROTHER!

She screamed as you sniffed and held her face between your hands.

- Look at me Jisoo! Sehun, S-Sehun he would have wanted us to carry on. Live our life.

- There is no life left now.

~

Jisoo was still hugging you and you did not complain, you wanted to be near her. To make her understand that she is not alone in this. It has been whole 7 hours and no one slept the whole night. You laid on Jisoo's lap holding her skirt tightly to control yourself from crying. You all heard the gates opening as you all practically ran towards the entrance. You saw 5 black cars and one limousine as you saw them taking a coffin out of it.

- No..

You whispered, fresh tears forming in your eyes as you saw 4 men taking the coffin inside the mansion. You turned around to see Jennie coming out, her dress was torn, bruises covered her legs and arms. And after her you all saw Jungkook, and you did not recognized him. He was not the Jungkook that left this country, the usual smile, the charm, the proud aura did not radiated from him and then you noticed the bandage wrapped around his wrist area and you almost passed out when you noticed that his left hand was no longer there.

- Jungkook!

Nayeon yelled as she ran towards her brother and hugged him tight. He only closed his eyes and when you were walking towards them Jisoo held your hand.

- They have a lot of people with them, Sehun only had us. Let's go to him.

She said and there was a bitter feeling in her voice as you nodded and went inside. Entering the house you saw the coffin laying in between the hall. Hand in hand, both you and Jisoo walked towards it. The man standing beside the coffin moved the lid and when you saw Sehun's body you gasped looking away as you silently sobbed. Sitting down you caressed his face as your silent sobs started to get loud and the tears started to fall down again.

- Sehunnie, please no you can't leave us. Fuck, you promised me that you will be with us, you can't leave us.

You yelled crying hard as you held his hand and you remembered how only 3 days ago you held his hand and made happy memories again. That made you want to die. Jisoo was talking as well and you took in his state. He was wearing a black suit, his white shirt was still covered in blood and you noticed the cut on his neck.

You heard footsteps as you saw everyone coming inside and Taehyung crouched beside you as he looked at Sehun and you swore you saw him tearing up.

- We will avenge him. We will cut each and every throat who was involved in this. We will take our revenge.

You nodded as your eyes were holding angry tears now. You wiped them aggressively as you held your friend's lifeless hand and brought it near your face kissing it.

- I promise that I will avenge your death Sehun.

You kissed his head as you wiped the tear. At that very moment, you promised yourself that you won't be crying anymore. You will have only one aim in this life. To kill Park Beom-Seok.

Hey lovelies!!

How are you?

This is the first death of our story, I was really confused tbh. I wanted someone who was very close to Y/N to die so that she will have a character development. First I thought of SeokJin but then he has a bigger role to play in future then I thought of Jeongyeon and decided otherwise then I thought there was no one other than Sehun and Jisoo who understood and saw Y/N's pain and lived it with her.

Sometimes, in our life, we meet many people and with some we vibe and decides to live our entire life with them and then suddenly you realize they are not here no more, there is no hand reaching out for you to take it, no shoulder to lean on, no ears to hear your cries. You are alone. You are alone in this hateful scary world. The reality is horrifying you want to escape from this reality. But you decide to hold on, hold on to those memories, happy memories you spent with that person. And you decide to live.

Thank you, I purple you.