You dropped the papers as you took steps back, stumbling. You could not breath properly. The image of your mothers body was way too clear in your mind, haunting you, tormenting you, scaring you. Yes, you were scared. Scared because you knew if you won't go back to your father now, everyone in this room will end up like this. Just like your mother. The pool of blood in front of the house wasn't helping either. You wanted to scream and hide you did not want to believe what your father told you.

Am I really like him?

Your mind was playing tricks. You could see yourself standing in front of the mirror. The body was yours but the head was your fathers, you could see him smiling wickedly and the head changed to yours as you had the same expression. You looked at yourself, an evil smile on your lips as your hands and clothes were filled with blood. You gasped and stumbled on a table as your butt landed on the floor as your cries filled the entire room. Everyone too shocked to say anything.

- I AM NOT LIKE YOU!

You yelled covering your ears with your palms as you were visibly shaking now. Taehyung rushed towards you as he held your shaking body as he brought you near him, holding you tight. What he was feeling... he could not describe it in words. Just five minutes ago, he felt as if he was winning and he was as always one step ahead of his enemy. But they know, they know where they were living and that both you and him were married. Clearly, he was wrong. But he did not care about those at this moment. He was occupied by the fragile girl in his arms, shaking and doubting herself, believing to be something she is not. He tried to calm her down but he himself was losing himself.

- Ssshh love, you are not.

- T-Taehyung t-tell him p-please- I am nothing like him r-right?

You asked choking on your tears as Taehyung shook his head bringing your head closer to his chest as he kissed your hair caressing it.

- No love you are not. Listen to your heartbeat, you are nothing like him. You are not evil, you are not a coward. You are brave and you are kind. You have everything he does not have, compassion, friendship, love, power of loving someone.

He made known to you as you were slowly starting to calm down. Jeongyeon gave you a glass of water as you gulped it down your throat felt sore because of crying and screaming.

- What should we do with the body?

Jungkook asked as Nayeon hissed at him

- We will give her a proper burial but before that find out who she was.

Yoongi said as Jungkook nodded and started the task he was given. You were silent still looking at the letter your father wrote for you. Taehyung noticed it as he turned your face to look at him and you met his brown orbs. He caressed your cheeks as he shushed you wiping your tears.

- Jeongyeon please take her to our room and be with her. I have something to do.

You clutched his shirt silently telling him not to let you go as he looked down at you and held your hand as he placed a soft kiss on your knuckles

- Don't worry, I will be back soon.

He whispered as soon you stood up and Chaeyoung and Jeongyeon took you upstairs. You entered the room to see that the room was decorated a little. There were some candles and some fairy lights on top of the bed, the bed was a round bed in the middle of the room as there was a balcony at the end of the room. The room was painted in royal blue and cream and there was a big couch in the side of the room as he promised you. You felt good to know that he considered your opinion on this. Jeongyeon went out as Jennie came inside bringing some clothes as she placed it on the bed.

- Originally you were only supposed to wear a lingerie but for now wear this instead.

She said as you looked at the pair of pajamas and you smiled at her thanking her as she helped you and you sat down bringing your knees near your chest as you wrapped your arms around yourself. Jennie came and sat beside you as she looked at you and sighed.

- Tell me how you feel Y/N..

She spoke softly as you felt tears in your eyes again as you took a deep breath in.

- I feel scared Jen. I feel like I should have returned or should have ran far away. I cannot risk putting you all in danger. If I will go back you-

- We all would still die Y/N, stop thinking that once you go back to those fucking ruthless people we will be safe cause let me tell you that no we won't be. Not from your father and not from anyone else. For fucks sake we are from a Mafia gang you remember? Bangtan is no a local mob gang. Bangtan is known all around the world by now. These past few months we have been dealing with international people buying their lands and selling our goods etc. And that only means that there are thousands of people out there who desires to defeat us. So now tell me just by leaving us are you saving Taehyung or anyone of us?

You shook your head slightly as she sighed.

- And come on, be a little bit more confident. I know how much of a sassy queen you really are! You are the wife of a to be Mafia King and your mother was a revolutionary woman and as much as a fucking bastard your father is he still kept his position and head high even at his worst.

- I don't want to be like him!

- You are not oh god. But bringing a little badness in you is no harm unless and until you won't let it overpower you. Because my sweet pea lemme tell you something, if you are so weak and fragile the world will crush you. Don't make your pain your weakness, make it your strength and see how you change the world.

She said as you took a deep breath in and nodded your head.

- Where is Taehyung and everyone else?

- I think they are planning on going to those safe houses and they are deciding the pairs and everything.

- What? Then why are we here?

You asked getting up from the bed but before you could Jennie held your hand.

- Y/N, you literally were so close to getting a panic attack. You must rest and I am sure Taehyung won't allow you to go anywhere.

- I don't understand who he is to stop me. Plus I cannot just sit here and do nothing when those fuckards are trying to weaken me. Now come or I will go alone.

You said as you got up and went outside the room followed by Jennie. You made your way to the hall as everyone looked at you.

- Whom will I go with?

You asked as Taehyung leaned back on his seat as he put his one leg on top of his other as he looked up at you.

- You won't be going with them.

You felt frustrated. It was as if all of your emotions were crashing on you at once and you couldn't keep it inside you any longer. Your hands were formed in fists as you gritted your teeth.

- Just because of one weak moment you cannot think that I am someone weak or that I am not capable of doing anything. I can and will do it.

Upon hearing your 'speech' Taehyung smirked as he looked at you with an intense look as he said.

- You are not going with them because you will be going with me.

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Hey lovelies!!!!

How are you?

My university started and i have a lot to study😭 so please excuse me if the updates are slower than usual because i dont have enough time to write a new chapter i am so sorry😭💜

What do you think? What will happen if they go to the safe houses? Is it safe? Will their mission succeed?

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