I cleared my throat, "So Tommy...."

"Yeah?" He responded.

"Did you wanna....?" I asked awkwardly.

He gulped, "Yes..."

I got up, "Is this awkard?- We're like the least awkward couple. And we're actually very physical."

Tommy stifled a laugh and stood, "Yeah true....I guess I'm just nervous. I mean- first time, y'know? Whats up with you though?"

"I'm afraid to hurt you...Though it is also my first time with a guy." I answered.

"Gotta start somewhere-" He grabbed my face and kissed me.

I grabbed his waist and slowly moved my hand up his shirt. We pulled away and he moved to the bed, "I think....I'm ready."

I got on the bed with him and I undid his bowtie, "If you ever feel uncomfortable, you let me know, hm?"

"I promise I'll let you know." He smiled then began undoing my tie.

I took it off him then took his jacket off him. He did the same to me then we begun unbuttoning each other's shirts.

"You think people will hear you?" I chuckled.

He blushed and rolled his eyes, "I'm not that loud Ranboo."

I laughed, "Yeah.....okay."

I took his shirt off first and then he removed mine. I moved the clothes to the floor and then he layed down.

I blushed, "You don't have to lay down just yet."

He sat back up, "Oh..."

I reached for his belt then retracted my hand, "May I?"

He scooted closer to me, "Y- Yeah."

I undid his belt and then took it off him. Then I unzipped his pants and was nervous to pull them down.

He was bright pink, "Why are you being so- hesitant?"

"Am I?" I awkwardly laughed.

He nodded, "Yeah...its wierd. Unlike you."

I blushed, "I- I think uh- I need to use the restroom."

I ran off to the restroom and locked the door.

Damit Ranboo! You're supposed to be making all these moves!

I just....don't want to hurt him.

I want to make sure he's comfortable with everything I'm doing...And I've been trying my best, but....I'm scared we'll do it and he'll feel uncomfortable during it.

I don't want to scare him away.

I just sat there on the bed, with unzipped pants waiting for Ranboo to come back.

Does he....not want to?

Maybe he doesn't want to do it with a guy...

Oh god that must be it!

It's his first time with a guy and he probably feels gross.

I turned bright pink and got off the bed. I zipped up my pants, "I'm just gonna tell him no. That's its fine if he doesn't want to do it with a guy."

I gulped and picked up my shirt off the floor. I put it back on and as I was about to start buttoning it, Ranboo came out of the restroom.

He saw me and blushed, "Oh. Y- You don't want to?- That's fine! It's cool!"

I shook my head, "No! I- I do want to....I just thought you were having second thoughts."

He rushed over, "Second thoughts!? About you?!- Never."

I blushed, "Aren't you digusted to do it with me cause....I'm a guy?"

He scoffed and hugged me, "What?- No. I was just afraid you were uncomfortable and that you were only doing this because you thought I needed this. Which by the way- I don't. And if you ever don't want to do something, we won't do it."

I hugged him back, "Uhm- I actually really wanted to do this...."

He pulled away from the hug and smiled, "Okay then."

I blushed, "And you?"

He cupped my face, "I really want to do this."

I blushed brighter, "Honestly it's okay if-"

He pushed me and I fell onto the bed. I was suprised as he got ontop of me, "Don't tell me what I want and don't want, mkay?"

I nodded, "Kay..."

He took the shirt off me again and tossed it. Then he unzipped me like before and this time proceeded in pulling down my pants.

He grabbed my boxers and I stopped him, "You first."

I unbuckled his belt and took it off his hips. Then I undid his zipper and pulled his pants off. I tossed them onto the floor and I traced his v-line with my two fingers.

He moved ontop of me again and kissed my neck. I blushed and moved my hands to rest around his neck. He kept kissing me softly and then he rolled his crotch down on mine.

I bit my lip, "Mph!"

He chuckled, "That was cute, now can I take them off?"

I nodded, "Yeah."

He took his own off, discarding them to the floor, then followed with mine. Now that we were naked he went and grabbed condoms.

I grabbed his hand, "I heard its better without them..."

He blushed brightly, "Uh- But like....I went all the way to get them."

I blushed, "Yeah- Your right, go ahead."

"No!- If you dont want to wear one...We don't have to." He gulped.

"I feel like we were doing good y'know? I just didnt want to ruin our momentum and for you to get off." I explained.

"Th- Thats fine." He said and reconnected his lips with my skin.

I could feel his tip at my entrance and I felt teased. I folled agaisnt him and I felt friction.

He chuckled, "Eager, hm?"

I blushed, but nodded. He moved yo my ear, "On second though, I think we should use the condoms. If we don't there might be tearing."

I turned red, "Whats tearing?"

He gulped, "Uh- its where one of our privates tear or uhm your uh- entry."

I awkwardly laughed, "Yeah- could you get the condoms?"

"Yeah-" He got up and took two out of the bag. He gave me one, "Let me know if you need help."

I nodded and watched as he undid the packaging. Then he took the condom out and stretched it. Now he was gonna put it on, so I looked back to the condom he'd given me, I just don't know how to put on a condom....which is why I didn't want to use them. But- I don't want tearing.

"Its okay to admit you need help, baby." He said softly and reached out his hand.

I gave it to him, "Be gentle?"

"Always." He smiled sweetly.

He took it out of the packaging and then stretched it. I nodded for him to continue and so he put it on me.

I kept in my noises as he did so, then he moved back ontop of me. He went right to my ear and whispered, "Can I get your consent baby?"

I nodded.

He softly laughed and placed his hand on my hips, "I'm gonna need verbal consent, love."

"Yes." I said quickly.

"Yes what?" He asked.

"Yes, you have consent to have sex with me." I said and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Thankyou, now try to be quiet." He kissed my cheek and started.

I hugged Ranboo tightly as he held my waist, "Thankyou."

He blushed, "Y- Your welcome?- Uh- thankyou too."

"No problem...I liked it." I giggled.

He smiled, "Good. I did too."

"So like....You think anyone will find out?" I asked nervous.

"Not unless we tell anyone." He said and kissed my cheek.

"Okay...." I said and then blushed, "Uh- kiss?"

He kissed me and I kissed back.

I can't believe I'm not a virgin!