He sighed, "I'm not a virgin."

He's not a virgin!?

What!?

"Who?!" I yelled, "I wanted to be your first! That's not fair! Your mine!"

He awkwardly laughed, "It was some random girl last year. I was drunk and we were horny. It didn't mean anything to me."

I frowned, "We were supposed to share firsts...."

"Your the first to ever wear my lettermans jacket. Your the first I've ever been in a shower with. Your the first I've ever loved. Tommy, your all the important firsts...so don't worry about it, kay?" He told me and cupped my face.

I nodded, "Was it good?...."

"It was so bad, that I barely remember." He told me.

"Are you just saying that?" I asked still sad.

"No, it really was horrible." He laughed.

I cracked a small smile then frowned, "How many times have you done it?"

He sighed, "Does it really matter?"

"For me...yeah." I said.

He gulped, "Five times. My first which was a mistake, the second was with my first girlfriend, the third was another drunk incident, and the fourth was with my second girlfriend."

"What's the fifth?" I asked.

"Oh-" He awkward laughed, "My fifth will be you- I just accidently counted it..."

I smiled, "Cute....,but uhm- dam. Four times?"

He nodded frowning, "I'm positive you'll be the best."

"Did you ever do it with a guy?" I asked.

He blushed, "No...,but it'll still feel good! A- And I can learn!?- uh- Don't worry! You'll like it!- I swear!"

I chuckled, "Ofcourse I will- and at least I can be your first guy."

"Mhmm." He smiled.

"Its not your very first, but it's good...." I sighed.

"On the bright side- Your also the first boy I ever kissed! And your my first ever boyfriend too!" He said tryna cheer me up.

I shrugged, "I guess so..."

"I love you Tommy, so don't let my past get you down." He said and lifted my head up to look at him.

I smiled and nodded, "I love you too."

He kissed my cheek, "Im gonna check the water." He went over to the shower and put his hand under the water. He smiled, "Pefect, now take those off."

"Your still wearing all your clothes." I scoffed.

He took his shirt off and threw it at me. I blushed then rolled my eyes. He laughed and then took his shorts off. We were now both just in boxers.

He picked me up and set me down to stand, "I'm not paying attention to that Tommy. We're just showering, okay?"

I nodded and pulled my boxers down. I set them in the pile of dirty clothes and looked to Ranboo. His eyes were stuck on my face. He removed his boxers too, and I looked.

He scoffed, "Tommy!"

I blinked then looked up at his face red, "Sorry!...it's nice though- Anyways! Let's shower!"

He laughed and I got in the shower. He joined and we both got wet. Ranboo pumped soap onto his hand and then rubbed his hands together. He rubbed the soap into my hair and ran his fingers through my hair. It was calming and soothing. I loved how the warm water fell onto my skin. And how Ranboo's touch would warm all of me up instantly. He washed the soap out of my hair as I closed my eyes.

When he was done I asked, "Can I wash your hair?"

He chuckled, "Ofcourse."

I pumped the shampoo in my hands and then messed up Ranboo's hair. I giggled, "You look silly."

He rolled his eyes, "Wash it out."

I washed the soap out and he closed his eyes. When I was done, I went on my tippy toes and gave his lips a gentle peck of a kiss. He blushed and opened his eyes.

He grabbed me, "You ready for body wash?"

I blushed and nodded.

He grabbed a loofah and put body wash soap onto it. He put it under the water so it would get all bubbly. Then he began scrubbing my arms. Afterwards he did my chest and stomach, then my sides and back.

He passed me the loofah, "You do the rest."

I didn't take it. Instead I blushed, "You do it."

He blushed and then scrubbed my thighs and bottom. Then he scrubbed my legs and feet. Finally you know what was left. He gave me the loofah and I did it myself. Then I went under the water and he helped wash the soap away by rubbing my body. I bit my lip as he touched me.

He chuckled then asked, "You wanna wash me?"

I nodded and put more soap on the loofah. Then I began scrubbing him as he had me. Though ofcourse, I let him do one specific part on his own.

Ranboo pumped conditioner on his hands and rubbed it in my hair. It felt good and so I leaned back onto him. Then he washed it out and I did the same for him.

Now we were clean and done. Ranboo turned the water off and I shivered. It was so cold, so I hugged Ranboo. I felt warmer and then he grabbed the two towels. He draped one over my shoulders and I dried myself. He dried himself too and then we got dressed.

I messed up his hair, "Now your clean!"

He rolled his eyes, "Yeah, yeah."

"I love a clean, good smelling, boyfriend." I giggled and kissed his nose.

He blushed and then we walked out to his room. He put the dirty clothes in his hamper and I went over to his bed. I got in his covers and bit my lip, "Its so cold."

He joined me in bed and hugged me tightly, "Any better?"

I hummed, "Mmmm, much, much better."

He blushed and kissed my head, "Goodnight my love."

I yawned and snuggled my head in his torso, "Goodnight my Ranboo. I love you very much."

He smiled, "I love you too."

He moved my face up to look at him and he was gonna give me a goodnight kiss.

But his eyes widened and he teared up, "He hit you!?"

Guess the bruise is finally forming...