Yesterday with Ranboo....was a mistake.

I don't like him like that- infact I don't like him at all.

And now I have to face Tubbo after I made out with his crush....and knowing that his crush doesn't like him back...

I feel terrible...,but everytime I'm with him he makes me feel- I dunno.....it's hard to explain. I like it, but I also hate it.

I sighed and got out of bed.

I quickly changed and then grabbed my bag. I put my shoes on then walked out of my room and into the hall. As I went down the hall my eldest brother walked out of his room dressed for work.

He bumped into me and apologized, "Oh sorry Tommy! I didn't see ya there."

"No worries....,but why are you still here? Shouldn't you be at work?" I asked.

He awkwardly laughed, "My alarm didn't go off on time. So I'm late."

"Oh...sorry about that." I said.

He shrugged, "Not your fault, I mean- what can ya do right? Maybe I just didn't hear it."

I smiled, "So....if your already late...could you take me and Tubbo to school?"

He sighed, "I suppose so....Plus it's been a while."

I nodded, "So Techno, what exactly do you work as again?"

He began walking down the hall, "Ypu ask me this all the time- I'm an English Professor."

"....so what about your class?" I asked.

"They'll find someone to substitute. It's fine. Now hurry up and get something to eat." He said as we began walking down the stairs.

We walked into the dining room where there was a bunch of food on the table. I sat down and so did Techno. My brother Wilbur sat across from us.

"Hey Techno, why're you still here?" He asked as he ate.

"Alarm didn't go off." Techno replied.

Wilbur looked at me and raised an eyebrow, "What did you say that guy was over here for yesterday?"

I furrowed my brows confused, "He's my project partner. He came over to work on our Science project....Why?"

He chuckled, "Nothing....I just heard you making some unpleasant noises."

I turned red and Techno became shocked, "Tommy!"

"Nothing happened! We worked on a project! I swear!" I argued.

"What was the topic?" Will asked then snickered, "My guess is human anatomy."

"Will! I hate that guy! Stop it!" I yelled.

Techno was grossed out, "Jeezus Tommy."

My whole face went red, "Shut up! We didn't do that!"

"Then what did you really do?" Will asked.

"We....made out- but that's it." I said rolling my eyes.

Techno shook his head softly, "Tommy hurry up so we can go."

I stuck my tounge out at Wilbur, "You eavesdropper."

Wilbur chuckled and I grabbed a piece of fruit, "Let's go."

"Bye!" Will waved as I walked out and Techno followed.

We walked out of the house and went to the big garage. I rarely went into it, because I didn't have a car. Techno did though, and it was rather nice too. We got in his car and we headed over to Tubbo's place which was literally right across the street.

Tubbo came out smiling and hoped in the car, "Been a minute, what's up Techno!"

Techno chuckled, "Not much, how are you?"

"I'm good thankyou. And hello Tommy." Tubbo hugged me.

I hugged him back, "Hey Tubs."

All I could think about was Ranboo biting my lip and-.....fuck.

I pulled away and couldn't make eye contact as Tubbo spoke to me, "So how did the project go?"

Techno chuckled, "From the sound of it, Tommy had a bla-"

"It went fine! Nothing bad happened!" I interrupted my brother.

Techno looked at me in the rear view mirror and I shook my head. Tubbo seemed confused, "Uhm.....okay."

I'm such an idiot.

Why would I tell my brothers!?

Well.....Tubbo will find out eventually...

Me and Tubbo waved to Techno as he drove away. He'd dropped us off at school and it was letting early.

"I'm gonna go to the library, I'll see ya." Tubbo smiled.

"You don't want me to tag along?" I asked.

He shook his head, "No that's alright, I'll be fine....I prefer quiet."

I chuckled, "Well alright, later Tubs."

He waved and walked off carrying his books. I sighed, "What am I gonna do for 20 minutes?"

Someone hugged me from behind and kissed my ear, "I have an idea..."

I blushed and pulled away quickly to see Ranboo, "Don't touch me, I already told you."

He laughed, "Oh stop being a stranger and come here."

He reached out for me and I slapped his hands away, "I already told you, no. Yesterday was a mistake."

He scoffed, "You can't just make out with me and then go back to pretending to hate me."

"I'm not pretending. I actually hate you." I said crossing my arms.

He smirked, "I can change your mind, you know that."

I fake gagged, "Ew! Your disgusting!"

He raised an eyebrow, "Oh really? So your telling me you just wanted to be touched? And there was no attraction?"

I shrugged, "Maybe."

"So you didn't like what we did, at all?" He asked steping closer to me.

I shook my head, "Nope, and I'd like you to leave me alone."

"You haven't thought of it even once?" He asked and grabbed my waist.

I pushed him away, "Stop touching me."

He rolled his eyes, "Tommy why are you so rude to me in public....and then soft in private."

"Soft?" I raised a brow.

He smiled, "Mhmm. You speak so softly from your lips..." he ran a finger across my lip, "And you let me touch you how I want to...." he put his hand under my shirt and rubbed my side, "And you let me touch your fluffy hair." He moved his hands and fluffed my hair smiling, And you let me hold your hand." He held my hand.

I was bright pink, "I don't."

He chuckled and squeezed my hand, "Follow me?"

I nodded, but pulled away My hand. He pulled me along with him to the football field. There was no one to be seen. He led me under the bleachers and intertwined our fingers.

"I hate you." I bit my lip.

He grabbed my waist with his other hand, "Don't lie."

He leaned in and let go of my hand. He grabbed my bottom lip that I'd been biting down on.

"Open." He demanded.

I parted my lips and he pulled away laughing, "You were so ready to make out again!"

I blushed brightly, "Shut up! You tricked me!"

He chuckled, "Your so adorable Tommy. Just admit you like me already....and then we can make out whenever you want."

I blushed brighter, "I can't like you."

"Why not?" He asked.

"Cause....cause I can't." I frowned, "I don't like you...,but we can still have fun."

What are you doing?!

He sighed, "Stop playing games with me Tommy. I want to be all over you, but I can't unless you tell me you like me."

I wrapped my arms around his neck, "You already know the answer, now kiss me."

He put a finger to my lips, "And what's the answer?"

I whined, "I don't wanna say it."

He chuckled, "Please? If you tell me I can kiss you."

I frowned, "Please?"

"I said please first." He argued.

I huffed, "Well your not gonna hear what you want."

He shrugged, "And you won't get what you want."

I groaned, "Why not!?"

He grabbed my face aggressively, "Cause you can't play me."

I slapped his hands away, "Don't touch me."

"Why not? Isn't that what you wanted?" He asked smirking.

I rolled my eyes, "Not anymore."

"So what turned you off?" He asked.

"You denied me your touch!" I complained.

He rolled his eyes, "Kay, and what turned you on?"

"Your touch..." I mumbled embarrassed.

He smiled, "Y'know for 'hating' me, you sure like me to be all over you."

I scoffed, "No I don't! You want to be all over me!"

He smirked, "Yep....and I can be if you just tell me you like me."

"You turned me off anyways, so no." I huffed.

He shrugged, "Alrighty then, later."

"There won't be a later." I said.

He snickered, "Oh trust me you'll come around."

"No I won't." I replied turning around to leave.

He hugged my waist, "If your not back, I'll be back soon, so don't worry."

He kissed my neck and then let go of me. I flushed pink and turned around, "Ranboo!"

He shrugged again, "I do what I want."

"You think you can do what you want?!" I yelled angry.

He nodded, "Mhmm, you told me so."

I scoffed, "You piece of shit, I bet you think you can have whatever you want to."

He smirked, "Yep, you also told me that one."

I crossed my arms, "Well y'know one thing that you want and you'll never get?"

He raised a brow, "What's that?"

"Me." I smiled triumphantly.

He chuckled, "Oh really? Cause I belive I had you yesterday and almost just now."

I shrugged, "I'll never be your boyfriend."

That seemed to get to him, "Just you wait Tommy."

I waved giggling, "Bye, bye Hotshot!"

He huffed and I walked away smiling.

God I hate him.