"I love...... Tsukki" you said surprising yourself.

"Huhh?????" They asked in confused unison.

"Don't huh me, you heard me!" you said suddenly feeling defensive.

"Isn't he always mean to you?" Noya asked voicing his confusion.

"Not always, he is honestly very kind and gentle. He can be rude and he isn't afraid to voice when he is angry even though it comes out snarky but I love that about him. Its like when boys are young and they pick on the girl they like, I tease him with flirting and he teases me with snark." You said laughing to yourself thinking about it.

"I've never seen you blush like that" Tanaka said catching you by surprise.

"Shutup!" you yelled.

"Just saying!" Tanaka said laughing.

"I know......" you said covering your cheeks embarrassed.

"So when are you going to tell him?" Noya asked.

"Right now" you said launching up from the bad, you started rapidly changing clothes.

"Y/n wait! Its like 2am!" Tanaka said jumping up also.

"I don't care" you left the room with them hurrying after you and you grabbed your keys and shoes by the door.

"Do you even know where he lives???" Noya asked in panic.

"I think so!" you jumped on your bike and took off in the direction you knew his house was, hoping that you would recognize it when you saw it.

You drove up and down several streets hoping to find anything that looked familiar, it took a solid 45 minutes before you started to lose hope. You turned down another street and something caught your attention, you knew this spot and your anxiety jumped. Slowing down you looked at every house hoping to find the right one and you nearly shouted when you spotted it. You parked your bike by the road and hurried over to the window that you thought was his. Searching the ground you tried to find some small pebbles but couldn't find any.

"Tsukki" you whisper shouted losing patience, nothing happened so you said it a little louder.

"TSUKKI!!" you shouted, still nothing.

"Kei!!!" you shouted one final time, but still nothing. Feeling defeated you turned to leave when you heard the bedroom window slide open.

"What the hell do you want??" An angry half asleep Tsukki asked.

"To see you, can you come let me in?" you asked trying to hold the excitement in.

"Are you crazy shortcake? Its 3 in the morning!" he said shaking his head.

"Is that a no?" you asked.

"Of course not damnit, hold on" he groaned and shut the window, it took him a minute to come downstairs but you stood impatiently at the front door. When he opened it you launched into his arms nearly knocking him to the ground but he luckily caught both of you.

"I MIS-" you started to say before he clamped a hand over your mouth.

"Be quiet my moms asleep, but I missed you too. Lets go to bed" he took your hand in his and lead you up towards his bedroom. You were outside of his door when the door across the hall opened.

"You kids be good" Akiteru, Tsukki's brother teased before closing the door.

Tsukki pulled you into his room quickly and shut and locked the door behind you. He turned towards you his face a mix of anger, sleep and confusion.

"You want to explain to me why you don't text me back for days and now you are outside of my bedroom window screaming my name?" he asked.

"Well how much of the truth do you actually want?" you asked trying to prepare him.

"All of it" he said walking over and sitting on the edge of his bed.

"Okay whole truth..... for the last several days I've been on vacation in America with Ukai. I just got back a few hours ago and when I got home I was confronted by Noya and Tanaka and they helped me decide what I want" you explained.

"Not seeing how this involves me" he said pinching the bridge of his nose.

"Its you..... I want you" you said nervously.

"So you run off on a sex vacation with my coach and then decide you want to be with me when your best friends confront you about it?" he asked annoyed.

"You don't have to say it like that" you said now also annoyed.

"Is it not the truth?" he countered.

"This was obviously a mistake" you said stepping away feeling stupid.

"Don't do that, don't back peddle, fight back" he said standing to his feet.

"What am I supposed to say? I came here to see you and now I just feel like an idiot" you snapped.

"Tell me why you came here" he made steps towards you until he had you pressed against the wall.

"Its because I missed you..." you huffed out.

"and?" he prompted.

"And what?" you asked angrily.

"Tell me what you came here for" he glared down at you but his body wasn't tense or angry.

"Fine! I came to tell you...... I came to tell you that I love you....... Asshole" you said looking down at your feet.

"Look at me and say it, so I know its real" he instructed in a much kinder voice. You took a deep breath and then looked up into his golden brown eyes.

"I love you idiot" you said nervously.

"I love you too y/n, I have for awhile" he said making your heart skip a beat.

"Y-you have?" you asked.

"I've already told you this but yes, basically from the moment you sat beside me on the bus for the first time. You forced us to be friends and I've never thanked you for that, and I should because I don't wish for life without you. I'm sorry I've been so harsh to you sometimes, I just didn't know how to deal with the jealousy I felt." His eyes grew watery as he spoke and it took everything in you to not just attack him in kisses and instead let him say what he needed.

"I think mine really started when we went camping, I got to see so many sides of you. You outsmarted me with the paintball game, and then you fell asleep on me as I read to you, and we watched the sunset on kayaks to just complete a great day. I think that will honestly always be my favorite day" you said smiling up at him.

"I need to say one more thing" he started before pausing.

"Its fine just say it" you encouraged.

"It really hurt that you left without saying anything, I thought you had changed your mind and regretted sleeping with me" he said wincing at his own words as if he was annoyed he felt that way.

"I don't regret it at all Kei, I do wish our first time had been just the two of us though." You explained.

"I do too, but I honestly don't know if I would have had the guts to try it on my own" he said embarrassed.

"I can make the first move if it will help" you offered.

"Right now?" he asked with wide eyes leaning back from you slightly.

"No dummy, your family is asleep in the next room!" you said laughing and shaking your head.

"Then just be quiet" he said taking you by surprise. He took your hand and led you over to the bed, he sat down on its edge and pulled you into his lap.

"We cant!" you said laughing and trying to escape from his hold.

"Please?" he asked.

"What happened to me making the first move?" you teased.

"I cant help it, you said you love me and want to be with me, I don't want to hold back from you anymore" he explained, his eyes were glued to your lips as he spoke.

"Fine, tell me what you want" you said bringing his attention back to your eyes.

"What do you mean?" he asked.

"You forced my to admit my feelings, so now I want you to tell me everything you want to do. If you don't say it I wont do it, understood?" you questioned with a raised eyebrow.

"Stop talking" he instructed so you didn't say anything in response. "Take off your top" he said next. You unzipped your jacket and dropped it onto the ground, you then slid off your shirt revealing your bare chest.

"Didn't even wear a bra?" he asked but you stayed quiet still. "Take my shirt off now" he said, you slid your fingers under the rim of his shirt and pulled it up and off his torso revealing his thin but muscular figure. You trailed your fingers down his chest and flat stomach, his eyes glued to your every movement. He swallowed hard as your finger tips lightly grazed his hardened member.

"Already so hard, I like that" you teased twirling your finger around his tip over his shorts.

"I told you not to talk" he said trying to hide that he was feeling nervous.

"I'm sorry I just couldn't help myself, seeing you so ready made me excited" you lightly rocked your hips as you spoke, grinding against his thigh.

"I.. I cant hold back anymore" he moaned, He grabbed your waist and tossed you on the bed beside him. He kissed down your stomach and took your bottoms off in one swift movement. He then stood up and took off his own shorts and then crawled in the bed hovering over you. He adjusted your hips and lined himself up, he clamped one hand over your mouth and pushed in hard and fast making you gasp out. Everything stung at first as you adjusted to him, he was long and thin just like his body and it felt like he was already hitting your cervix.

"Fuck" you moaned against his hand, he was having a hard time being quiet also with you wrapped around him so tightly.

"Shortcake cover my mouth" he hissed out, his eyes clamped tightly shut.

You reached up and covered his mouth with one hand, the other snaking around the back of his head to hold him in place. He pulled slowly back and thrust hard inside again making you moan against his hand. He rested on his elbow still keeping his hand over your mouth and his other hand gripped around your thigh to hold you in place. He started to find a pace and a rhythm that sent both of you into a mess of moans. You tried clamping his mouth tighter to help muffle the sounds he made as he enjoyed the feeling of you losing it beneath him. His eyebrows squinched together and you could tell his pace started to slow slightly. You bucked your hips up making him hit deeper inside again and he pulled back and pulled your hand form his mouth.

"I'm gonna cum too quickly if you do that, just give me a second" he said embarrassed. You pulled his hand from your mouth and pulled his face down towards you.

"I don't care Kei, just do it and kiss me" you commanded.

He brought his lips to yours and rammed himself in all the way again. His thrusts were hard and hit all the right spots, his kisses grew sloppy as he started to lose control feeling his orgasm coming on fast. You could see his eyebrows starting to come together again as if he was about to hold back so you bit his lip and that's when he lost it. He moaned loudly so you smashed your lips against his to muffle the sounds. He dropped down onto both elbows on either side of your head as he caught his breath, his eyes glistening from endorphins.

"Sorry" he choked out still out of breath.

"Stop, that was amazing" you said also lightly out of breath.

"It could've been better" he said looking annoyed.

"Well like anything it takes practice and I'm a fantastic tutor" you teased. He genuinely laughed and then fell on his back beside you.

"Come here" he said patting his chest.

"Hold on I'll be right back" you grabbed his shirt from the floor and hurried to the bathroom to clean up and then came back in and laid beside him. You rested your head on his chest and he wrapped his arm around you.

"Goodnight Shortcake" he said, his voice already sounding deeper.

"Goodnight Tsukki-poo" you said nuzzling in and closing your eyes for a blissful sleep.