Weeks had passed since the whole Jin shirtless thing and I was ashamed to say it was still on my mind.

Because of that, Sana was on her way over right now. I needed a distraction, I needed to get my mind off these horrible thoughts.

Despite what you think, I'm not in denial because I'm not gay.

A knock on the door breaks my thoughts and I waste no time in going to open it.

"Hey." Sana says, smiling brightly. Right from the start I noticed her lack of clothes.

She was wearing shorts and a crop top. Another thing, it was obvious she wasn't wearing a bra.

"Come in." I say with a smile. As Sana steps inside, I shut the door and lock it, knowing I didn't want someone to just walk in.

Jin had classes pretty much all day so I wasn't worried about that but I couldn't say the same for the rest of my friends.

"Let's just get down to business." Sana starts and my eyebrows raise as she pulls her shirt off, complete exposing her chest to me.

I wasn't going to lie, she was beyond attractive. Her face, her body, everything. I was more then turned on.

"Okay." I say as I strip from my clothes, watching as she laid down on my bed, waiting for me.

I laid down beside her, unsure of which way she wanted to do this. My thoughts were quickly answered as she crawled on top of my lap.

"You're so hot." She says, grinning widely as she leaned forward and kissed me.

I kissed back, just as eager as she was. I nearly gasped as I felt her reach her hand down and grab me.

She looked me in the eyes as she stripped from her bottom half clothes. Her eyes never once left mine as she reached for a condom and put it on me.

This girl was definitely experienced that's for sure.

Slowly, she eased herself on to me, causing me to hiss out. She moaned as she wrapped around me.

"You feel great." She said, biting her bottom lip. I sucked in a breath as she rolled her hips.

The feeling was great but it wasn't quite...enough. As she rode me, she moaned out like crazy.

She was clearly enjoying herself and I felt bad that well...I wasn't. I wasn't sure what was going on with me but I couldn't seem to reach that point.

"Are you okay? Is it good?" She asked, clearly noticing. "Yeah, yeah its great." I say as I thrust up as she moves down.

Sana lifted my hand and placed it on her breast, wanting me to touch her more.

I could tell she was getting close but it just wasn't happening for me. This usually never happened so why now?

"If Jin walked in he would flip." Sana said, laughing slightly. The sound of Jin's name made me twitch and my eyes nearly widened.

"Are you close? Do you like it, baby?" San asked, moving faster. After hearing his name, he was all I thought of.

That night, what it felt like as I thrusted into him, not having a care in the world that he was a guy.

The warmth of him and the tightness, I felt pressure building up in the pit of my stomach.

"Oh god, I'm close." I groan as I grab Sana's hips, thrusting faster.

The sound of Jin's desperate moans that night, begging me to go faster mixed with Sana's moans to go faster, I felt myself coming undone.

Jin. My head was full of him as I came, climaxing harder than I ever had before.

My chest heaved as Sana fell down on the bed beside me, breathing heavily.

As I take in what had just happened I quickly stood up, grabbing my clothes and heading to the bathroom.

What the fuck just happened?! Had I seriously busted a nut to the thought of Jin, a fucking guy!

How? WHY?!

My head was spinning as I beat myself up over this. Why the fuck was I thinking about Jin during sex if I wasn't gay.

I wasn't. I couldn't be. I refused to even think about it. I didn't want to believe it could be true.

That I could possibly be gay...

"Let's fuck." Namjoon says, his voice low and husky as he stalked towards me.

"I-i'm not gay." I say, my stomach turning as he looked at me like his next meal.

"Neither am I but I want you, Seokjin, all of you." Namjoon growls as he gets to me, attaching his lips to my neck hungrily.

One by one our clothes fall to the ground until we're both naked.

"I'll take you right here, baby." Namjoon said as he bent me over, my hips hitting the desk roughly.

"Namjoon, I-" But I'm hushed as he pulls his pants down, becoming completely naked on the bottom half.

In one swift movement, my pants are down too. I moan out as Namjoon eases into me, he too moaning out.

"You feel so good, baby." Namjoon says, his voice raspy as he holds my hips tightly.

"Ah, It's too much." I moan, a mixture of pleasure and pain as Namjoon thrusted into me.

"Do you want me to fuck you harder, Mr. Kim?"

My brows furrow as I turn back to look at him.

"W-what?"

"I said what class are you supposed to be in, Mr. Kim." I hear and my head shoots up, noticing the teacher standing beside me.

I look around, noticing I'm in the library.

"The library is for studying, not sleeping. Now start reading or leave." The teacher says before walking away.

It was a dream...

I looked down and my eyes widened as I noticed the problem within my pants.

I had a boner, A FUCKING BONER.

My eyes widened as I looked around, making sure no one had saw.

Why the fuck was I having a sex dream about Namjoon?! This was insane.

The only reason this would happened was if I was...and I'm not!

Am I?

I needed advice and I needed it from the professionals...

"You've come to the right place!" Tae says, smiling widely as he opens his dorm room door.

"You really think you might be gay? What happened?" Jimin asked, eyebrows raised.

I let out a breath as I sat down on the chair in their room.

"I had a sex dream about a guy and it wasn't the first time I've thought about him sexually either..." I say, not mentioning Namjoon because that would only cause bigger problems.

"Definitely pretty gay."

I look at Tae and let out a breath. "How did you know you were gay?" I ask.

"Oh honey I've known since birth. Some people are just in denial and can't accept it." Tae says.

"Do you think that's what I'm doing..." I ask, afraid to hear what he was going to say.

" I mean maybe you're just bi curious right now? I guess you need to taste the sample before you buy the whole thing, ya feel." Tae says.

"What if I've already done stuff with a guy..." I say, avoiding their eyes.

Tae's eyebrows raise instantly. "Did you like it?" He asks. "I mean I didn't hate it..." I say and Tae nods.

"Then you're gay. No straight guy is enjoying sex with another man unless they're gay. That or you're bisexual." Tae says.

"Bi..." I trial off, thinking back to my other times in life I had been with girls. None of them had ever worked out.

"Yeah, maybe you're right..." I say, letting out a breath. "Right about..." Tae trailed off, as if trying to get me to say it out loud.

I swallow the lump in my throat as I utter out the words I never thought I would.

"I think I'm gay..."