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The sky was dim. The sun was setting on the horizon, with dark clouds slowly starting to covering the sky painted a shade of vermillion-orange, yellow and blue. Small grey clouds were scattered across it. Creating a beautiful rare scenery for the outsiders to admire.

It was dark in the room.

Colours from the sky outside barge through the thin cotton curtains of the window, into the room, lighting up the walls of the room in a dim yellow color, Creating a soothing warm atmosphere, yet the two bodies on the single bed, were panting. Tangled in a beautiful mess, two lovers were enjoying their last moments together. Lips locked in a unbreakable bond, moving in a desperate need of eachother. Lashes wet with unshed tears of melancholy, minds filled with sadness, hearts heavy with pain. Hands wrapped around one another searching for comfort, a reassurance.

Gently pulling away taehyung gazed at the beautiful human under him, staring at him with the equal level of intensity as his own. His hands slowly slipping behind the younger's back, lifting him up, slightly, only to lay him down gently on the mattress in a more comfortable position.

Jungkook felt the pain in taehyung's voice when he asked for this.

"Let me make love to you one last time....?"

How could he deny, when a tender request as such was put forth that he himself wished to fulfill just as much as the other.

He craved the older's touch just as much as the other craved his.

The helplessness of this situation was more then they realized. Deep down they knew it was the right thing. Deep down both taehyung and jungkook knew their separation was necessary and inevitable. They knew they are not experienced, they are young, reckless and new to the way of the real world, they knew if they are to be safe, it was necessary, but still.

Years.

It took years for jungkook to finally find someone he truly wants. He was desired by many but they all saw what was outside, no one bothered to see what was inside. Taehyung was the first one to do so. Yes, he also started like others but it changed.

He changed.

Which was strange and quick but sometimes change takes years and years of dedication and sometimes all it takes is a little motivation. For taehyung, it was jungkook.

He wanted to be good for him. He wanted to be someone who deserves jungkook.

He wanted to be worthy of his love...

Even though he knew it can't happen....

He's dad tried it too but failed. He failed to protect his mother. She was just like jungkook. Warm and innocent, someone who didn't belong in the world his father lived in. Just like jungkook....

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Taehyung slowly parted the younger's legs, sitting in between them. He slowly unbuttoned a few buttons of the younger's cotton shirt, staring at his big doe eyes. Leaning down, he kissed his neck softly, leaving a trail of butterfly kisses all the way to his shoulders and jaw, until finally stopping at the spot above his collarbone.

Jungkook was breathing heavily feeling the kisses on his neck and shoulders, though he almost screamed when he felt the older's lips on his sweet spot gently taking the pale skin in his teeth, bitting, nibbling and suckling on it, making it turn a dark shade of red.

Once taehyung was satisfied with marking the younger. He went down on to the younger's chest. Hovering right above his nipple, which came in contact with his mouth, each time the younger would inhale, making him growl lowly until he took a nipple in his mouth and started suckling it hungrily.

Jungkook kept squirming as he felt the older sucking his nipples one by one. He could feel the long and hard clothed arousal of the older poking at his clothed entrance, making him feel lightheaded.

After what felt like an eternity of endless please the older pulled away, making him whine at the loss of contact.

"Shh.. patience. I need to prepare you. I don't want to hurt you koo..." Taehyung whispered in jungkook's ear while pulling his pants down.

The younger was hard and dripping precum. Taehyung licked his lips at the sight. He pulled out a small pouch of vanilla flavored lube out of his jean pocket. He remembered buying it in the morning, remembering how they didn't had it the night before and bought it as a precaution and a reminder to buy a bottle later.

He tore the packet squeezing a nice amount of it on his fingers, keeping the rest in the package ,rubbing it on the rim of the younger's entrance, slowly invading inside the warm, tight hole of the younger that he grew quite possessive of after their first time.

Jungkook bit his lips to keep himself from moaning, as his mother was just downstairs, letting out small whimpers at the discomfort as he was still a little lose from last night but not enough to go at it without preparation.

One finger turned two, two fingers turn three and soon they found a rhythm as they thrusted in and out of the younger with ease, brushing over his prostate with each thrust.

Taehyung pulled his fingers out once he felt it's enough. Jungkook whined at the emptiness but soon moaned as he felt the older's cock slowly entering him.

Taehyung was just above the younger admiring the younger's face flushed in crimson and sweat. Making him glow in the dim yellow light that came from the sky outside. He looked like a beautiful angel, but then again when does he not?

If you ask taehyung, for him the younger really is an angel, someone he wants to cherish, protect, love. He might not truly know what love is but he'll try, for jungkook.

"Tell me when you're ready"

Jungkook nodded in response now feeling taehyung fully inside him, throbbing, waiting for him to adjust.

"I-I'm ready.. move" Jungkook whispered looking straight at the older above him who slowly pulled away a little, only to thrust back in, repeating the same for awhile, looking at him all the while doing so.

Thrust after thrust got stronger and harder. As jungkook tried to get use to it.

"Ah...tae ah" a moan was enough for taehyung to take the signal and increase his speed.

Jungkook felt the older increase his speed, hit his prostate with each thrust, leaving him breathless.

He was no long in control of his voice as the older started give him such sweet pleasure, moan over and over, wrapping his hands around the older.

"Ahhh.....tae- ah - hyung"

something about the way jungkook moaned his name was so good that he finally lost his control as the only thing in his mind was to pleasure the younger.

He groaned as the younger clenched around him, he thrusted harder and faster making the younger finally scream- "AHHH..AHH.. TAE- AHH- HYUNG....AHHH RIGHT THERE!!!" Scratching the older's back as the pleasure increased.

Soon a familiar filling of release came to the younger as jungkook started crying in pleasure by now.

"I'm c-coming t-tae hyung"

"Come for my baby-ahhh" Taehyung said moaning as the younger came right after clenching around him so amazingly making him roll his eyes at the back of his head as he thrusted firster feeling his high coming. Soon after releasing inside jungkook, who moaned at the warm liquid filling his insides.

Taehyung pulled out, getting up to get a wet towel to clean the younger,who passed out right after taehyung's orgasm, falling right beside him after cleaning the younger and himself.

He back hugged the younger in a tight embrace falling into a deep slumber, not knowing what awaits him when he wakes.

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Taehyung woke up to an cold and empty bed. The place where the younger was peacefully sleep was now vacant with a white note resting on the head pillow. The clock showed 5:30 am in the morning. So the sun hasn't fully rised.

Taehyung sat up. Shakingly taking the paper in his hand opening it to read the contents.

Dear taehyung hyung,

I'm sorry I'm doing this through a letter but I know I won't be able to say it face to face...

I hope you know that I have to leave. I left Busan too in the fear of my....stalker and now I'm leaving Korea cause he followed me to seoul.

I never thought I'd meet you here when I came here and I'm so glad I did. You made my empty life complete with that bright presence of yours, made me laugh and happy, almost making me forget everything I went through.

It's strange really. How we only know each other for less then a month and I feel so close to you that it breaks my heart to leave you....

But someone once told me that first love never works out, but I was really hoping it would.... but I guess we can't control it. Right?

So I'll leave with the beautiful memories we made and cherish them forever. Hoping that you would find someone who would stay with you till the end..

But, Please don't forget me ......

Even though you move on, don't forget me and remember that...

I love you.

Your kookie.

Taehyung was frozen.

His bunny left....

His angel is going away.....

Suddenly a thought struck his mind and without waste a single second, he sprinted around the room to get dressed, running down the stairs only to find the apartment empty but he didn't care about that.

He ran out of the door, locking it, and got into his car.

Taehyung was sure he broke so many traffic laws that day as he speeded through the road.

The only thing in his mind was it was still 5:40 am and the first flight in the morning leaves at around 6:00 am, so he still has time to reach his destination.

The airport.

He can see him for the last time....

Soon after he reached the airport, looking around for the younger.

"Passengers of the flight number XXXX south korea to California, United States are required to check-in before 6:00 am"

The announcer said.

'Check-in counter!!!' As soon as the information settled in his mind. Taehyung ran, pushing through the crowd.

The world slowed down as he spotted the one person he was looking for, who he might never see again.

Jungkook....

'Jungkook!!'

He shouted in his head not realizing he was not speaking out loud.

Jungkook on the otherhand was about to hand out his ticket when a sudden shout startled him, making him turn around the come face to face with the one who he desperately wanted to avoid.

"JUNGKOOK!!!!!!!" Taehyung shouted drawing the attention of everyone at the airport, not that he care cause he got the attention of the one he want to.

He ran and embrace the smaller boy in his arms, finally letting out the tears he was holding back.

Jungkook was still shocked when he was embraced in the arms he longed to be in slowly hugging back as the he heard the older sniffling on his shoulder, making him tear up.

After a few minutes he heard something that he wanted to hear for so long that it made the tears fall but not with sadness but happiness.

"I love you koo, baby I love you so much"

Jungkook thought he can finally leave, knowing that his love was returned.

"Um... excuse me, sorry to interrupt but everyone already checked-in and were waiting for you sir..." the airport staff said making them pull back.

"Yeah, just give us a minute-"

"Sorry sir but it's almost 6 am please hurry up" the girl said politely, making Jungkook sigh and look back at the older.

"Hyung....I already said what I wanted to say....I need to go now...." Jungkook said tears falling as he looked at the painful expression of the older.

"I will never forget you, and you better not forget me either" Taehyung said as he slowly let go of the younger. Backing away watching him give his ticket and disappearing through the gate.

Only then did he felt the pain in his arm as he was to immersed in running here to see of the younger that he forgot that he was injured and hit his arm on multiple people as he rush in. It was paining but not as much as his heart.

That was the end of their first love....

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