Lock me out but leave the key

I'll be back in the morning

Paying back all of the rocks in my sandals or flies in my hair

Something inside me yearns

To know why you did it

For all the lies and excuses or the son we never had

I'll drink wine at a picnic

And the tunnel vision will be so nice

Keep me miles away because I'll see red if I see you

Smoked up or drunk and killing my soul

All so I stop asking for something

That I don't even deserve

All day coating my throat and digging into cavities

Scratches so thick my lips should split

But I can't do it anymore

Laying down next to him and dreaming of you

Hurts more than just me but probably not you

I slammed the door on your way out

To try to keep you in

I just was hoping that you might think about

Leaving me the key