I'd rather you died while we were still in love

Instead I'm heartsick on a bus ride to New Jersey

Feeling like I've wasted the four years I gave you

I treated you as though you were the only thing to live for

Why was I never treated the same?

I'd rather you died while we were still in love

Because I wouldn't have to live angry at you

For not believing that I truly deserved to be treated

Like a queen upon a throne built from love and effort

What did I do wrong?

You say nothing.

I did nothing wrong.

So how come it's over?