I'm in over my head

But there will be time for sleep

When I'm dead

Then I'll be yours to keep

Built into

The color of your eyes

Your blue

Is worse than goodbye

Yet I have time

To build a better me

To be kind

To get rid of the anxiety

That you gave

With all of your threats

When you rave

This is what you get

Now I leave

And then never again

Will I be

Something to bend

Let alone break

For I won't surrender

Until it takes

My hazy brain color

Until I know

God has fallen asleep

Even though

I've lost my feet

I'm strong

And though unwell

It's too long

Until I go to hell