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Kim Pov

I wake up and check time it's already noon Vegas didnot wake me , went to shower and came back in room and found Vegas I wanted to ask him about last night he look upset and eat me up why he is upset idk so I sit beside him because there is nothing left to shy about after we had slept with 5,6 rounds

"Vegas" I called softly he turn to look at me with same expression like yesterday

"Hmmm" he only say hmm

"Are you okay?" I ask him and he smile

"Yea I am okay , what about you are you okay" he ask me back

"Yea I am okay " I reply him and "do you hide something from me " I ask him again

"Yea , I am sorry" he said and I got confused because I don't know why he suddenly apologized to me

"For what??" I ask him

"I don't wanted to force you but I already did that to you" he said worriedly and I smile

"So you know how to apologized and feel guilty " I ask him this time I don't get angry nor I hate him

"I am human too Kim " he said and cry

"Hey, what's wrong why are you crying?" I ask him because I feel weak seeing him cry so I hug him without wasting time

"Hey don't cry , you can tell me what happened let me know " I told him and he hug me tighter and

"Kim I love you" Vegas said softly and I just smile because I know he loves me but I am already trying to hold my feelings for him it's grew deeper than usual

"Kim I love you so much and I don't want to lose you, I don't have anyone in this world except my brother " he said and I what about me I have only my mom she is my world if she doesn't exist let me die my life without her is nothing

"Vegas I...... I .." I am trying to say but I can't do he is crying

"Kim I won't force you to like me but please stay with me I will give you all mine" Vegas begging me I know he is serious I can feel that but this relationship won't work last so I decided not say anything

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Vegas Pov

"Kim let go for shopping I will take you there you can buy anything you want" I ask him to go with me and he smile , we to mall and buy many things my life change after Kim come to life , our past and present have lots of differences , living with Kim is like living tight in cage

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Shopping done, dinner done ,shower together done

I secretly brought flowers for him and gave him he just gave me cold smile

"Do you wanna watch movie Kim?" I ask him He nodded and we both watch movie for an hour

"Kim" I called him he turned to look at me

"What?" He ask me moody

"How are you feeling " I ask him

"Huh? Like what?" He ask me clueless

"Kim do have future plan, I always wanted to ask you something can I?" I ask him , atmosphere change

"Yes what is it " he ask me without looking at Me I know he is mad at me

"You wanted to be singer right then how you ended up working in our company " I ask him

"I am poor enough that rich people don't like poor people " he said that made my heart ache

"Kim rich and poor doesn't have to do with dreams to become singer" I told him

"I know but nobody love to listen my singing and give me chance to play it" he said

"I can help you maybe but I am not professional " I told him jokingly and he smile

"We are not from same world" he said

"Kim can you sing for me I wanna heard it once okay" I ask him and he didn't believe what I ask him and just punch me slightly

"Please baby" I called him baby and he got angry

"Hey Don't called me baby it gives me goosebump " he said angrily

I start recording his video and then Kim started singing, his voice so melody and sweet, Kim look so happy like singing I have never see him this happy before, I know Kim grew up to be mine and I love him everyday

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Porchay pov

"Babe can we go to zoo on Sunday " I ask Macau ,he smile and nodded

"Baby can ask you something " he ask me

"Yes"

"His name is Kim right?" He ask all of sudden

"Why what happened?" I ask him , I am scared now

"Hey baby don't be scared I am here with you, sorry if I make you upset " he hug and comfort me

"I just wanted to know that is that same person or not" He say again

"Same person?" I ask and he saw me Kim picture with Macau brother Vegas and I look at Macau face

"Are they dating " I ask him and he didn't say anything

"I am not sure but I think so " Macau reply with low tune

"Why he is doing this to me" I said and cry again, Macau hug me tightly and I stop crying suddenly and thinking now I love Macau more than Kim then why I am crying because of him so I wipe my tears and Macau was stunned with my behavior

"Whats wrong baby?" He ask me worriedly

"You are my boyfriend why I cry for him?" I said and he laughed at me and hug me and kiss me

"Yes I am your boyfriend and I don't allow you to cry for other person if you want to cry then only at night when I do to you" he tease me I am happy to have him who hate my tears not like Kim who leave me heart broken

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Kim pov

Vegas give me so much love I deserve it or not I don't know maybe I haven't love Porchay like Vegas love me , Vegas went for work and I stay alone at home so I decided to clean the rooms , I saw a drawer that paint in black I try to open it but It was lock so I Search for the key and found the key and open the drawer

I saw some paper and photos so I took it out and saw a picture of handsome man,

"PETE" I read the name written in the photo

I saw many pictures are all his, I don't the relationships between them and I found letters too I read the letters and saw the pictures too this made me so angry

"Let him come home I will not let him go like this" I said to myself

Vegas just use me for the sex I never ask why he treat me like he always say he love me but what about Pete he didn't say anything about his past when he knew everything about my past ,

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Vegas Pov

I reach home and saw my room with no light it's dark so thought maybe Kim run away so I went to room on hurry and on the light then Kim sitting on the soda like ghost

"Kim damn I was scared you know " I told him "what's wrong why are you sitting here in dark " I ask him He didn't say anything and threw the photo in my face

"What...." I try to speak but I saw Pete pictures all over the floor

"Explain me now, I found it when I clean the rooms " Kim said coldly he is angry I can see that

"Kim it's my past I can't do anything now he is someone's boyfriend now ,we end it long ago" I told him and he smile and smirking deadly

"So you use him too" Kim ask me angrily

"What i used him for what?" I ask him back

"Kim relax if you want I can explain it to you but claim down first " I told to relax but he got more angry

"Do you think I am stupid, all this time you for everything and you force Pete too and what happened at last " he ask me

"Kim listen to me it's not like you think , I know I made mistake but its alright 6years now " I told him but he doesn't listen to me

Kim stand up and try to get out from the room but I grab him and hug

"Kim listen to me we can solve this matter"

"Why Vegas why only me what gave I done to you" Kim cry now

"Listen baby don't leave I have no one except you, I can't lose you" I beg him

"Let me go Vegas before I lost my control " Kim said angrily

Suddenly my phone rings and received the call its from my brother

"Yes Macau "

"Brother I am in hospital and Porchay is ....." Macau didn't finish speaking line cut and Kim face so scary now and fall down

"Kim" I rush to him he look so peel

"What happened to Porchay? " He ask me weakly

"I didn't hear anything I call my brother back but you get up first " I told him

Kim rings now it's unknown number Kim received the call and it's from hospital

"Yes " Kim frowning and cry then hang up the call

"Kim what happened?" I ask him but he didn't reply me

"Kim can you hear me what happened?" I ask him again but he didn't response

"My mom dead " Kim reply helplessly

"It's fine I am here Kim " I said and try to comfort him but he suddenly get up and try to do something I didn't get what he is trying to do

"Kim hold what's wrong now?"

He run to balcony side and point at me to stop

"Kim what are you doing there come back now "

"You stay away from me"

"Kim relax come back here please "

"Stop there otherwise I will jump from here"

"Kim stop it's scary come inside na" I beg I am so scared now

"Mom why you leave me" Kim cry and he jump

"Kim" .............. Vegas scream 😱

(I will be back tomorrow now bye excuse me)