Happy reading beautifuls...

harmindagi to hoti hogi tumhen??"

Author's p.o.v

Khan villa had forgotten to smile.

Haider had locked himself in room. He neither eats nor talks to anyone.

Neha had got black bags around her eyes due to crying day and night.

Evetyone had gone quite.

All were weeping silently.

Their launch was missing their cute bickerings and nonsenseness.

Sky was missing the previous happy khan family.

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It had been 2 weeks of Minahil and Zaroon being in coma.

14 days had passed with them staying lifeless on hospital beds without any movement.

Neha used to vist Zaroon daily but Haider didn't go to see Minahil. Not even a single time.

He didn't get courage to face her.

He was accusing him gor all that happened to her and Zaroon.

For that he was punishing him day and night. Sometomes by cutting his skin or sometimes by punching, punching bag to the extent that his knuckles begin to bleed. Sometimes starving him to unconsciousness.

He was bleeding both inside and outside.

He didn't share his condition with anyone. He was dieing qith every passing moment.

He wasn't able to sleep. Whenever he closes his eyes Minahil's crying eyes came in front of them making him sit up again in pain.

Minahil's and Zaroon's pain was visible to everyone but no one knew about the pain Haider and Neha were going through. No one could even estimate that.

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It was a shiny morning when Tooba came with breakfast in Haider's room.

Looking at her surroundings she gasped. It was not same as before.

Haider'sroom used to be the tidiest of all but this one was looking like a complete mess.

"Bhabhi!!!"

Her attention drifted to the direction of voice and she saw Haider sitting at the corner of room. He was not looking like himself.

"Haider!!"

Some tears made their way from Tooba's eyes to her cheeks.

She put tray aside and sat beside him.

Haider lied down hidding his face in her lap as soon as she approached him.

"Haider!!!"

She called upon him softly.

He didn't respond.

She called him again and again and started stroking his hair.

"Bha.. bhabhi!!"

He sat up and burst into tears hiding his face in his palms.

"Shh!! Haider don't cry."

Tooba too started crying looking at this vulnerable started of her Haider.

"Its my fault bhabhi!! Its my fault!!"

He was again and again repeating the same line scratching face.

"No no nothing is your fault."

Tooba hugged him tightly and started soothing his back.

After which felt like hours she felt him relaxed and pulled back.

She made him go breakfast. He protested too much but she was Tooba who wasn't used to bear anyone's tantrums.

"Look HAIDER everyone makes mistakes. It's not like that just due to one mistake of yours you make your life a living he'll. Life doesn't stop if someone leave you.."

"She is my life BHABHI!!"

"Then why the hell you doubted on her??"

"I was too dumb angry that night. I didn't know what I said to her. I was angry and when I saw Neha' s vulnerable state I went crazy. I wanted revenge and ..."

He went quite.

"Listen Haider!! How can you sail your boat if you misunderstand your partner just on small thing if you stop trusting him how would you be able to spend your life happily?"

He didn't speak but hung his head low.

"Love doesn't teach you to distrust and misunderstand your partner. Love teaches you to believe your partner blindly. Are you sure that your love was true?"

She taunted him and a tear slipped down his cheek.

"Speak up Haider why are you quite now?"

She jerked him.

"Aahhh!!!!"

He cried loudly in pain.

Tooba was crying in her heart but she kept silent in front of him.

"Don't cry in front of me Haider. Go to her and cry in front of your victim.

Cry in front of her who is fighting between life and death just because of your stupidity."

She said sternly.

"She won't listen me!! She won't..."

He said and started crying like a baby whose favourite toy had broken in front of him.

"She will!! Call upon her and she respond."

He looked at her with hopes in his eyes.

"Will She??"

"Yeah!! You remember Haider the day when Saim broke the news of Rehab being dead? Everyone was saying that he is no more but I was too stubborn to listen any one cause I had my firm dairy on my Allah!! That firm faith helped me to come out of that phase. I didn't lose hope and that hope kept me alive everyday back there. In every second of those scary nights and days I wished for him to come to me just for a moment so that I can tell him I am not angry at him anymore. I don't hate him anymore. This is what you want now! To revine the time and get your words back but my dear brother it can't be possible. Remember one thing that yesterday was history and tomorrow is mystery. Instead of grieving on history try to unpuzzle and unfold the mystery in as best way as you can. "

She stopped and looked at Haider who was already looking at her thinking.

"I will go there to meet her. I will cry and cry until she forgives me."

He wiped his tears and stood up.

"Good!! "

She said turned to leave when she remembered something and stopped.

"And Haider remember one thing. Keep your faith on Allah. No one can do any thing until he wills. Ask him to help you in getting your love back."

He nodded and the smiled softly before leaving him alone.

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Cold breeze touched Minahil's lifeless body when a manly frame opened the door of her room.

He came towards her and sat on a chair beside her bed and held her hand.

There were bandages all over her head and arms.

"Minahil!!!"

Sow whisper left Haider's mouth woth many tears rolling on his cheek.

"I know I am your sinner. Beat me with your bat. Kill me but don't stay quote. Your silence is killing me. You would think that why I didn't come before to meet you. I was too ashamed to look at you . I would had never came if bhabhi didn't give me hope. Please Minahil.. Please wake up.. Please!!!"

He burst into tears holding her hand close yo his lips and kissing her knuckles.

"I can't live without you Minahil!! I just can't!!!"

He was crying heavily.

Air was wiping his tears and caressing his cheek while playing with Minahil's hair.

After crying at her side he stood up.

"I will come tomorrow. I will keep on coming until you forgive me and open your eyes. I am missing your smile. I am missing you!!"

He said putting hair strands behind her ear.

Some tear slipped down his cheek and landed directly on Minahil's eye.

He turned and went out.

This time his heart was not that heavy.

He went towards Zaroon's room but his steps halted on doorooking at the bruised face and bandaged head of Zaroon.

Multiple tears slipped down his cheek and turned back on his heels to return home.

He didn't have that much courage to look at his friend's dieing state.

He was in lobby of hospital when he heard someone calling him.

"Haider!!!"

He turned around and saw Asfandyar standing there.

"What are you going here?"

Haider kept quite.

"Are you deaf? I am asking why are you here?"

"I came to meet my friends."

Haider said lowly.

"Ha!! Yeah those friends whom you brought to the gate of death. I see!!!!"

Asfandyar said mocking her.

Haider didnt say anything but hung his head low.

Asfandyar took his hand and took him to the backside of hospital.

"What do you wan.."

Haider words died on his lips when asfandyar's hard slap made it's way to his cheek.

"This for doubting on her!!"

He again slapped him.

"This for hurting her and making her suffer."

He again slapped him.

"This for misunderstanding her."

Haider was taking his slaps silently but didn't speak.

" You wanted to know what happen after I proposed her? Then listen!!"

Asfandyar slapped his chest.

"She rejected me!! She rejected me just because of you. She rejected me cause she loves you not me. She wanted to spend her life with you not with me. She choosed you over me but what you did in return?"

Haider eyes widened and those tears which pooled up in his eyes ago slipped down to his cheeks.

"But you know what Haider!! You don't deserve her. You just don't!!!"

Asfandyar left him after giving him a disgusting and hatred ful look.

Haider fell on his knees on grass with tears rolling on his face.

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Its been a week with Haider visiting Minahil consecutively.

He now also went to meet Zaroon with Neha daily.

Zaroon and Minahil both were recovering soon but they were still in coma but they all were hopeful for them both to recover soon.

Haider was now getting tired of Zaroon and Minahil's silence.

It was a dark and horrifying night in which Haider was now litting his 20th cigarette.

It had became his therapy. He has become used to of smoking. Instead of eating and drinking water he just smokes and smokes.

There was a dead silence in his room which was disturbed by a high pitch laughter.

"Hahaha!!!"

Haider was laughing loudly.

He was laughing but for the eyes who can realize real lies this sight was enough to tell that how broken his every organ was.

Suddenly he started crying and many tears followed his laughter.

"I am tired!! I am tired of blaming myself. I am tired of attending people's hatred looks. I am tired!!"

He started pulling his hair out.

He was lost in torturing himself when suddenly Tooba's voice started ringing in his head.

"Keep your firm faith on Allah . No one can do anything if He doesn't wills!!"

Haider stood up and wiped his tears and without any other thoughts made his way towards washroom.

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Moon, who used to witness a playful and happyHaider was now looking at a new Haider who was crying like a baby woth his hands raised in air.

There was a cap on his head and he was sitting on prayer mat.

"Roothi huei mujhse yu meri zindagi ku?

Khooei hui jany kahan meri har khushi ku?

Ksi apna kahun? koei apna nahi

Kesy jeena mujhy ay mery khuda bata mujhy

Hain girr rahry hain aansoo

Kesy rukain khudaya

Bas ma mery nahi hai ay mery khudaya

Hai sab janta tu

Likhtaa hai taqdeerain..

Toota hai dil kudaya rotha jo tu khudaya

Duaain jo hain mangi pori na ho rhi hain

Hain sadqy diye bh hain sajdy kiye bh

K

esy yh dard door hongy?

Ay mery khuada bata mujhy

Hai sab janta tu...."

Translation

"Why my life is upset and offended with me?

Where my all happiness vanished?

Whom should I address mine?

No one is mine

Tell me my Lord how to live!

My tears are dripping down how to stop them

Its not in my will!!

O my Lord!!

You know everything!!

You write fates!!

My heart broke when you got offended with me

The suppletions I made are not been answered

I did even charity and bowed in front of you

How this pain will get far?

O my Lord!!

You know everything!!"

The darkness of his room was crying in darkness looking at his defeated frame who was shaking while crying heavily and badly.

" You know everything

My Lord!! You write fates!!"

He was repeating the same line again and again.

After crying too much his head was pinning and he didn't know when he fell in deep slumber.

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Neha put prayer mat aside after praying Fajr.

She was living here since the day Zaroon was hospitalized.

Everyone knew her craziness for Zaroon so no one questioned knowing that she won't go back home.

Daily one of them come with her breakfast and lunch from home.

"I miss you.."

She said in a shaky voice and sat on a chair beside his bed taking his hand in her's.

"Please come back!!..I promise I won't scold you anymore..."

She said with teary voice.

After crying and piying her heart out on his hand she raised her head and glanced at his face.

"If you want to marry Nimra!! Then I won't stop. You can marry anyone you want I want panic but please...hiccup.. don't do this to me!! I can't bear your silence anymore!!"

She said crying.

Everything in the room was shocked to the core hearing her confession but only her heart and her Allah knew what she was feeling while saying that.

She wiped her face and Zaroon's hand on which her tears were scattered qith her duplata and took Quran and started 'reciting Surah Rahman.

She was engrossed in reciting Sirah when she felt a little squeeze on her hand.

She looked down and tears and smile filled woth gratitude made their way to her face looking at Zaroon's hand which was clenching the little finger of her hand.

She quickly put Quran aside and called for doctor.

"Doctor...."

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Well for those who were that they won't read further if anything happens to them both then it's to my loved ones that dears!

It'ssurely it's too while writing this. But!! All Iwanted was to give a message to you all that you what is about to happen but you can control and refrain yourself from becomingwhich was meant to be happened cause even for once you became the cause amd source of some thing scary which was already planned by Allah then you can't control people from blaming you. They will blame you until their ego gets satisfied. No one will think that it couldn't be your mistake. It could be Allah's plan. Only thing they all will see, will your fault!!!And Icause

Read further cause you don't know what will clear , and

Haider get back to life but for that you have to wait

Allah