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Ionlywanttwothings

Iwantyou

I woke up with a throbbing pain in my head.

I glanced at clock which was signalling 12 in afternoon.

"How I slept for this long?"

I said standing up but fell again on bed due to my pinning head.

"Rehab!..Yar give me a glass of water."

I said holding head in my hands.

When he didn't come I went in launch and then in garden but couldn't find him.

"Where did he go?"

My steps halted in air as events of last night flashed in front of my eyes making tears to flow down my cheeks.

I gulped down the lump forming in my throat and went towards washroom.

I came out after taking a long and warm shower.

I wore my clothes which I was wearing yesterday.

Thankfully I washed them after dripping batter on them.

I stood in front of mirror and was combing my wet hair when my eyes landed on my left elbow and tears started welling up in my eyes looking at the marks of his nails which stabbed in my skin when he held me roughly.

I wiped my face and planned to go on a walk. May be it can cheer up my mind.

I opened my suitcase and took a shawl from there.

Thankfully Neha had put one .

I draped shawl around my shoulders and fixed my duppata (veil) on my head and went out of cottage.

Swat was indeed very beautiful. Exactly same as I heard.

I was right. Now my mood was happy and not grumpy like before.

As I was walking down the hill I saw a cute couple eating ice cream from one tab.

"Awww!"

I squealed looking at them.

Their backs were facing me.

They turned towards me may be hearing my voice and I was embarrassed to hell.

I lowered my gaze and mumbled sorry and took two steps ahead when I heard the boy calling me.

I turned towards couple and my eyes widened with happiness.

"Junaid..."

"Tooba..."

We both exclaimed simultaneously.

"How are you buddy? Where did you disappear? When did you got married?"

I showered him with lot of questions.

"Patience woman! Patience!"

He said throwing his hands in air.

"So meet my wife Saima and Saima meet tooba. We both were Facebook friends since last 4 years."

His wife smiled and stretched her hand for me to shake but ibstes of shaking her hand I engulfed her in a bear hug.

"I must say juni! You got the best one!!"

I said pinching her cheeks and she smiled wholeheartedly.

"That's so true but what are you doing here?"

"Ummm!!"

"Are you also on honeymoon?"

He asked.

"Actually.."

"Off course junaid what type of question is this? The way her cheeks flushed at the word 'honeymoon' is enough to tell us the truth. Isn't it Tooba??"

Before I could say anything Saima said happily.

I just nodded smiling.

"So where is the mohtaram(Mr)?"

"Huh?"

I looked at junaid flabbergasted.

"I am asking about your super lucky husband."

He said grinning.

"Umm! He went for some work."

"WORK??"

Junaid and Saima both shouted simultaneously and my jaw dropped to ground.

"Aa... han!!"

I said scratching back of my neck.

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"So tell me Tooba what's bothering you??"

Saima said giving a cup of coffee.

I was now sitting in Junaid and Saim's house.

They both were on their second honeymoon here in Swat because Saima's uncle lives here. This house belongs to him.

I was beyond happy when I came to know that Saima was expecting.

Its been 6 months to their wedding.

"Aa.. Nothing Saimu!"

I said nervously.

"Look Tooba! You called me your elder sister na?"

She asked putting her hand on mine.

"Yeah!"

I said lowering my gaze.

Junaid went outside to get some snacks.

"Then tell me what's bothering you. Don't try to say nothing because I can clearly see in your eyes that something is seriously wrong."

She said and I sighed.

"Is it about your married life??"

She asked and I nodded sighing heavily.

I then narrated whole story to her.

"Hmm! So this is the matter!"

She said thinking.

"What do you want actually?"

After thinking for sometime she asked.

I was taken aback by her question because by God I didn't know what I want.

"May be his happiness!"

I said slowly.

"Then you have to remember one thing that his happiness lies in you. Let me tell you a story.."

She said straightening on sofa.

I looked at her with questioning eyes.

"I was in 11th grade when I got engaged with Junaid. I never liked him. I always hated his name. But how could I defeat my destiny? Could I?"

She asked and I shoke my head.

"So one day I met him in person and came to know that he is not that bad that how much I think of him as one. Slowly slowly I started having feelings for him in my heart but I kept on denying them. One day I was feeling restless. Too restless then I came to know that junaid met with an accident. I was so vulnerable after hearing this news. I quickly ran towards hospital not even thinking about my shoes or veil.

That was the day I realized that I can't live without him. That moment when doctor told us that his condition is critical I came to know that my insecurities are useless infront of love. I tried hard to not fall for him but has anyone won against love? Love is too powerful to compete with."

She stopped and smiled.

I gasped hearing her story.

"You know what? If something had happened to him that day then I couldn't forgive myself for not saying my heart out in front of him. He was in love with me. I couldn't stay happy after hurting him. Destiny gave me chance and I confessed my love to him within time and see now we are happily married and soon goib to be parents In Sha Allah!!"

I smiled at her.

"I want to tell you one thing that if you have time then don't waste it. Don't let your insecurities win against your feelings. Remember one thing! Destiny doesn't give chances to everyone again and again."

She said and I remembered the vulnerable me, when I was dieing everyday with the news of Rehab being no more and tears started flowing down my cheeks.

I was gotten out of my trance by a soft patting on my cheeks.

I opened my eyes to see Saima wiping my tears lovingly.

"All I want to say is...

Reciprocate his passion.

Give him the love he is yearning for so long..

Choice is all yours! Whether to waste the beautiful moments of your life being insecure or avail every chance."

She smiled and I nodded.

Now I know what I have to do.

I hugged her and kissed her cheek.

"Thank you so much! You are a true sister. You helped me alot!"

I grinned at her.

"No probs at all!!"

"Ahan what's happening ladies?"

Junaid's cheerful voice beamed in room.

He sat beside Saima across me putting samosas on table.

"We were discussing your bad habits and gosh Junaid! You are such a dirty and messed up man!!"

I said making eww face.

"That's not fear Saimu baby that you tell everyone that I take baths once in two days."

He said making faces.

Saima and me exchanged looks and burst into laughter giving HiFi to each other.

"Weird ladies!!"

Junaid said and went out of room.

I gave water to Saima whose face was getting red due to laughih this much.

"But tell me one thing from where to start. I am confused!!"

I said pouting.

"You are such a sweetheart!!"

She said grinning and pinching my cheeks.

"

Rehab says the same!!"

I gave her a toothy grin.

"Oho!! So his name is Rehab!!"

She said elbowing me.

I nodded smiling like a lunatic.

"OK so listen. I am telling you the way I seduced Junaid!"

She said winking.

"You seduced him??"

My eyes widened and I choked on my tea.

"Offcoyrse babayyy! Besides you are going to do the same."

"Never in million years!!"

I shook my head.

"Shut up and listen to me clearly."

She said in bossy tune and I looked at her dumbstruck.

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"So this is the plan!!"

She said taking another bite of her Samosa.

"Don't you think its too shameless?"

I said thinking and earned a slap on my arm.

"Ouch!!"

I rubbed my arm glaring at her.

"Come on dumbo! He is your husband. Don't be a party popper."

She said angrily.

"OK OK!"

I joined my palms in front of her and she laughed.

"Now you should be going its already 4 in evening. You have to do alotttt."

She said signalling towards her wrist watch.

"Oh yeah!"

I stood up taking my shawl.

"Let me know if you need anything or any help."

She said and I nodded.

"And yeah don't forget to share your passionate night with me moment by moment."

She said winking when I was about to leave.

I rolled my eyes at her.

"Have some shame soon-to-be-mommy!!!"

She laughed loudly and I ran down towards hill after giving her a quick hug.

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"Come on Tooba! Be bold! He is your husband after all. There is no problem going in front of him lie this."

She was repeating the same line since past hour to her looking in mirror.

It was 9 in evening and Rehab was no where to be found.

After roaming whole day out he came home back.

When he entered cottage he didn't find her in launch or in garden. Thinking that she will be in room he marched towards it.

He was amazed to see that there were rose petals spread on floor with candels guiding his way.

She was standing all ready in center when she heard a knock.

She started playing with her fingers nervously biting her lower lip.

Slowly slowly door of room opened revealing a shocked Rehab.

He was shocked to core when his eyes landed on the beauty standing in front of him.

He forgot to blink and his mouth went wide opened.

She was wearing a Maroon coloured saree which was bearly covering her arms and waist.

Her blouse was short and sleeveless.

Her porcaline skin was shining under silk drape of Saree.

He looked at her top to bottom. His eyes were shamelessly racking over her.

She cleared her throat to divert his attention in when she succeeded.

He composed himself and checked out the room.

There were rose petals scattered all over ground, dressing table and sofas.

Scented candels were lited up in every corner.

His gaze traveled to bed making him gasp.

There was "I love you" written on bed woth rose petals and few balloons attached to pillows.

Dim night bulbs were shining and dangling in night making the room more mesmerizing.

Both were standing on their steps waiting for other to move.

Tooba sighed and started walking towards him.

She held her hand and intertwined their fingers.

He was looking at everything and on her every motion flabbergasted.

She took him with her in balcony giving him another shock.

There was love written with candles and a heart as being made by roses.

Some star lights were also shining on roof.

She squeezed his hand smiling and took him to table where she arranged the food before.

She sat across him.

It was getting hard for him to control himself. He wanted to sit beside her.

He fisted his hands and closed his eyes to control himself.

Just then he felt a soft touch KB his eye lids.

He opened his eyes and saw Tooba smiling on him.

"Don't hurt them!!"

She said and next moment she was sitting on my lap biting her lip.

I touched her lower lop and got her put of grip of her teeth.

"Don't! Its my job!"

He said smiling.

Allah! This girl was giving him surprises on surprises! Shocks on shocks!

"Let's have our dinner! Today I will feed you with my hands."

She said smiling and took a plate full of food in her hand.

She took the morsel and put it in his mouth.

His hands were resting on his sides not touching even a bit of her scared that she will again start crying.

After feeding each other they stood up.

Rehab turned to move when she held his hand.

For the first time he realised that she was too much cold.

"What do you want?"

He asked huskily averting his gaze cause her dress was not helping at all.

"I want you!"

She said huskily encircling her arms around his neck.

"What?"

He whispered shocked.

She nodded.

" I want you in the worst way!

Your scent, your touch, feel of your skin next to mine, taste of your lips on mine, your sexy voice in my ears and the look in your eye that tells me that I am yours..

I want it all!

Tonight!"

She whispered in damn seductive tone near her ear.

He was about to say something when she put her finger on his lips.

"Shhh! Today I will speak. Speak all my heart out and you will just listen!! Listen for good!"

He nodded and she smiled.

She knew that he was controlling himself. For the first time she wanted him to lose control.

Lose control to hold her with love.

"Your skin touching mine...."

She started grazing her forefinger on his cheek and stopped on his collar bone.

"Just the thought drives me insane!!"

She said placing a kiss on his jawbone.

His body stiffened.

"I am thirsty!!"

He said sternly making her come back to reality.

She didn't know where all this courage come from but she didn't want to think about thing not atleast tonight.

She nodded and retreated her arms back and pour a glass of water for him.

She gave him a glass of water and turned to leave.

A lone tear slipped down her cheek thinking that he doesn't want her anymore.

She was about to leave when a strong grip pulled her back.

She collided with his chest and he snaked his warm hands around her shivering and cold bare waist.

She looked at him shocked.

"For you!"

He said huskily and she gave him a questioning look.

"I am thirsty for you!! Babes!! I can never get enough of youhh"

He whispered near her ear making her heart jump in her chest.

She smiled and snuggled her head in his neck.

"If you kiss me on neck then I won't be responsible for what happens next..."

He said against her skin.

She pulled back and smiled at him.

"Just go and change! After all I am a man at the end of day."

"Make me change this dress!!"

She said shrinking the drape of her saree on her shoulder which was spread all over her upper body giving him ful view of her her milky white waist and dangling arms.

"I won't be able to stop myself for so long..."

He said tiredly turning his face only to pulled back by her cold hand.

"Then dont!!"

She said and he gave her a questioning look.

"Don't stop! At least not tonight!!"

She said biting her lip.

"I want you next to me..holding me..caressing me whole night."

She said and he took her bridal style and didn't want to hear more.

His beasty side had took over him.

He was looking at her like a predator look at his prey.

Hungrily! With desire filled eyes!!

He placed her on bed lovingly as if she was some doll and hovered over her.

"I am asking you one last time and I won't ask again. Do you want it?"

He whispered sternly.

"I want it! I want you! I want whole of you tonight!!"

She said and he slammed his lips on her quivering ones.

"You are mine na?"

He whispered against her lips after a long passionate kiss.

"Make me yours!! Be mine Rehab and make me yours so that none can separate us."

"I am all yours!!"

With that said he rolled them bed twice and again he was laying on top of her.

His hand went to her hand which was fisting the drape of her saree tightly.

"Ijazat hai??"

(May I???)

He asked softly holding her hand lightly and she nodded and left the saree slowly.

"I promise I will make this night full of passion and memories for both of us."

With that said he switched off the lights and detached the drape of saree from her body.

Here comes the night when they became one!

One, the inseparable!