I've been here for two days....two fucking days

Its been strange and far different from all the other times I visited....I mean seriously my mom has made me breakfast every single day and at first I won't even lie, I thought it was poisoned but unfortunately it wasn't and it was actually pretty damn good, best thing I've had in a while and I don't like that

Then my brother is acting like a normal ass brother and I hate that too and then there's Ashley who is around quite often and basically ignores my very existence and I hate that too.

I hate the fact that they've made feel so used to being treated like shit to the point that once I'm treated like a normal human being I question their motives.

It doesn't help that Damon hasn't answered any of my many texts and calls which is justified I guess but what if these people were treating me like shit and I was calling him to come help or i was undecided about which marvel movie to watch and needed his help but no he decides to ignore me, I could die or some shit and he doesn't care that piece of shit...

Anyway today's the day of the dinner...am I supposed to be excited? I think so but I'm not. I got a cute dress on and I must say I look amazing, I'm probably the best dressed in this whole thing.

I'm drawn away from my thoughts by the sound of the door knock, fuck they're here already

The table was already set and I'm pretty sure the food was almost ready, I honestly just want to get this over and done with so I can leave. Sam opens the door revealing my dad....alone.

I thought he was bringing his girlfriend, doesn't matter anyway one less person to be around

I get up and help my mother set the food on the table as everyone takes their seats after greetings had taken place.

Some time goes by before I'm finally brought into the conversation

Sam and Ashely were mostly doing all the talking. All about how their relationship is going or hows football practice and all that load of shit

"So Vanessa how's school?" My father asks .

Typical, I haven't seen the fucker for almost two years and that's what he asks me.

"Its okay," I got a boyfriend and made new friends and cut my hair which was Camilla's beautiful fault.

"I see you cut your hair," Mark says

"Yeah I needed a change,"

"Too bad it doesn't mean everything else about you has changed," Sam mutters under his breath but we all hear and I glare at him gripping my fork

That's why your fucking name is Sam

Terrible comeback? Yeah I know.

"So Dad how's your life with Barbara," Please tell me I didn't get her name wrong

"Uhh we broke up," ohh well shit," but I am seeing this new person....they're quite amazing,"

"And who might that be?" My mother asks her eyes narrowing at him

And that's when my dad grabs onto Mark's hand....oh shit

"I am now certain on why we didn't work out," he says looking at her

Well obviously because she didn't have a fucking penis. My eyes meet my mother's she looks hurt before going back to my dad's and that's when I laugh

Karma's such a beautiful concept

"Well congratulations dad I'm very happy for you," I say with a large smile

This day just got better, I turn to look at my mother who wore a pained expression with Ashely and Sam both too stunned to speak

And suddenly I'm now enjoying this dinner

"Aren't you going to say anything brother," I ask

"I'm happy for you dad," he grits, tough crowd I guess.....well I get with Sam he's a mama's boy

And I'm neither

"Fucking asshole," I mutter

This entire dinner has been filled with intense tension, as if someone was about to tick their last tock and finally explode.

"I didn't quite catch that what'd you say?" He asks thinking I'll rephrase what I said because of those around us

"I said you're such a fucking asshole," I respond with a louder voice

"You know I'd rather be a fucking asshole than adopted,"

"Can you stop already with that sick ass joke already, I get it you hate me you dumb fuck,"

"Who says I'll be fucking joking," he says his voice increasing in volume

What does he mean by that?

"Sam," my mom says in a warning tone

"Nahh why don't you just fucking tell her why you hate her and stop fucking pretending,"

"Sam you would drop this and leave your sister alone," my dad says narrowing his eyes at him

"That's the thing she's not my sister, she never was," he retorts

What the fuck

"What do you mean by that?" I voice my thoughts my voice barely a whisper

"Oh come on you have eyes, look around do you look like any of us? Those eyes, the brown hair....you don't resemble both your supposed parents,"

Shit, he must be lying

"Mom please tell me that's not true," I say looking at her but she doesn't say anything,"D-dad?"

"Your biological parents gave you away Vanessa they never wanted you to the point they paid both mom and dad to keep you as their own,"

I was never wanted......

"I don't believe you," I mutter

"Why do you think you have no baby pictures up until you were three years old?"

"Sam shut the fuck u—,"

"No you shut up let him finish," I yell at her standing up in the process

"Vanessa sit down we can talk this out," he says reaching forward for me but I quickly back away

"That was around the time you were given to them,"

Oh shit

"You're not my mom-

"I am sweetie,"

"You're not my dad," I say my voice cracking at the end

"Vanessa-,"

"Fuck this and fuck all of you," I say grabbing my phone as I rush out of the door hearing them scream my name

I run fast well as fast as a girl who doesn't exercise can go,tears fall one after the other until my vision becomes blurry and I didn't bother with wiping them away

My breathing starts getting heavy and I can barely fathom what's happening around me

Dogs barking, cars honking, I think I see lights ahead....I don't feel okay

As seconds pass breathing starts becoming difficult...my chest rising rapidly. It dawns on me then that im missing something that should be on me....my inhaler

I unlock my phone going to Damon's contact and immediately call him, I don't even know why but I do

Imagine not calling an ambulance but instead someone who is probably millions of miles away

It rings and he never answers as I slowly fall to the ground trying to breathe.....I start feeling dizzy as I watch my phone and its then I hear his voice

"Vanessa...."

I want respond, though I try and all that comes out are pained breaths

"Vanessa are you alright?" I hear something....fear in his voice

"Vanessa? Sweetcheeks talk to me," I wish I could

And that's when everything goes black

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I love Toy Story.....well I love most Pixar movies mostly because of one thing, the happy ending isn't always what we think it is......the toys never go with Andy to college, Gusteau's restaurant gets closed down, Mike and Sully get kicked out of university and Carl never gets Ellie to Paradise Falls because they find out that what they wanted isn't necessarily what they needed and I like the fact that kids get to learn that life doesn't always turn out the way they dreamed and that's okay.

My thoughts are so fucking random

Hospital foods is shitty...okay well this hospital, the only good thing is the pudding

I woke up here after being passed out for almost an entire day, turns out a random guy spotted and immediately took me to the hospital.

And I've been here ever since....I feel like a princess.

All I need to do is press a button and poof there's a nurse ready to abide to all my wishes but don't worry with great power comes great responsibility

But I'm not quite using it responsibly

"Where the fuck is she!"

Would this person shut up I'm trying to watch Toy Story for fucks sakes

"Look sir you can't go in there,"

And that's when my door opens revealing Josh and Drew.....who called these fuckers

"Oh there she is! I found her people, me you see Drew I found her boom and Van? Blue has never looked better on anyone," Josh says

I'm wearing this white with blue dot thingie that patients wear.

"We leave you for three fucking days and you're already in a hospital bed, for fucks sakes Vanessa," Drew grumbles

"Daddy chill you'll do your lecturing shit later," Josh says making Drew glare at him and before he can say anything back the door opens again this time it's Damon

Holy shit he looks hot, I could suck his-

"Vanessa...," he whispers

"I think we should give them some alone time, what do you think Drew," Josh mutters whilst Drew begins pushing him towards the door

"Fucking meany," he says as they both leave

Damon comes towards me grabbing both sides of my face as he crashes his lips to my own and only pulling away after some time

"I shouldn't have ignored you," he mutters still holding onto me,"I was just angry and......hurt I'm so fucking sorry,"

"Its okay, I understand why I mean I was being a bitch and I'll make it up to you.......as soon as I get out of here,"

"You don't ha-,"

"Shut up,"

"Don't tell me what-,"

"Shhhh," I say playing with his mouth

I try smiling but what's there to smile about

"Are you sure you're alright you seem off? And why didn't you have your inhaler and what the fuck were you doing in the middle of the night on the street"

"I was going for a walk, you know get some fresh air,"

"You hate walks or anything related to exercise, why don't you try the truth now," he mutters

I don't want to tell anyone yet

"I wanted to get away from them, anyway I'm most probably getting discharged today, Jackson is definitely rejoicing about that," technically I didn't lie but I still feel bad

Fucking people pleaser, I'll tell him when I'm ready to fucking accept the truth myself but for now distracting him from further questioning is the way to go.

"Whose Jackson?" He asks narrowing his eyes at me

"My nurse," I mumble,"He's helped me bathe and given me food....perfect guy," i respond biting my lip thoughtfully

"He saw you naked?"

"Well obviously don't worry though he only touched—"

"He touched you?!,"

"Damon I'm in a hospital bed stop making it about you,"

"I'm not I wa-,"

"Shhhh its okay I forgive you,"

"Bu-,"

"I said I forgive you," I cut him off yet again

Joking around is a very good coping mechanism that I've learnt to use it over the years seems to be working now too....I've been living with imposters for almost my whole life and that my actual parents gave me away....willingly

Oh shit fuck dammit

He stares at me as if trying to figure something out and I just give him my dashing smile.....it's not that dashing but I guess it worked

"Did your family come to check on you?"

They're not my family

"Uhh I asked for them not to be contacted," I mumble looking away from his rather intimidating gaze

"Why?"

For fucks sakes Damon

"You ask way too many questions for a sick person to be answering," I say narrowing my eyes at him

That only gets makes him lick his lips rather slowly and I zone in on that action before he....leaves? Josh and Drew coming back in shortly after and I'm still frowning in confusion

The fuck

"So guess what? Drew finally confessed his feelings for me. So I was like dude I'm in love with your sister—,"

"I will punch you in the throat," Drew mutters cutting him off

"See he's in love with me, wants to even choke me and shit," Josh barely finishes his sentence before Drew is reaching for him from the other side but Josh quickly ducked for cover by using me as a shield.

This fucker, I'm a hospitalised patient I should be held with care

I laugh at that making both men stare at me as if I'm crazy,"What? Come on I'm funny,"

"You didn't say anything though,"

"I don't need to say shit to be funny," I say giving them a disappointed look

Drew is about to comment on that again but Damon comes back in with a rather tiny needle, it looked cute

He walks towards me in an alarming pace,"Whats wro—,"

I'm quickly cut off by him as he grabs my chin lifting head up exposing my neck and injecting me

"I knew it, she's dying! No wonder she looks so goddamn pale. Damon well done for taking her out of her misery quickly,"

Its weird I can barely comprehend what he's saying, I feel so drowsy all of a sudden

I look up to meet dark grey eyes before everything goes black.....again

Chapter 33 finally done✨

Happy New Year💕

Thoughts on the chapter???

Until next time❤💋