"Why don't we just head back, you seem out of it," I hear Camilla

"Yeah let's," I say absent mindedly

"What happened anyway? You've been awfully quiet ever since you spoke to Damon. Did he do something?" she asks as we wait by the sidewalk for the Uber Drew called

"No he didn't," I answer looking at my shoe covered feet with my brows furrowed

"Then what happened! Talk to me,"

"Why do you want to know so bad? Just leave me alone!" by now we've caught the attention of Connor, Drew and a half awake Adam who are leaning against a random shop.

"I can't do that because I am your best friend and I want to help you and if you don't tell me what the fuck is going on I will beat it out of you," the look on her got me scared and I knew then that she was far from joking

"Damon kissed me," I mumble inaudibly

"Damon ki-!" I quickly cover her mouth

"Say it louder yeah?"

"Sorry, Damon kissed you?" she whisper yells this time,"Wait isn't that a good thing?"

"Well yeah it would be if I actually kissed him back,"

"Oh shut up you didn't fucking kiss him back?"

She's practically repeating whatever I say.

"I was taken by surprise okay? With his lips on mine I completely forgot how to do anything it's like he drugged me senseless with those soft, ful-" I start describing his lips and she quickly stops me

"I didn't ask for a description. So what are you going to do?"

What am I going to do? Walk up to him and be like hey you kissed me and I didn't respond because with your lips on mine I was a complete goner so can you like do it again and I promise you that this time I'll do it properly.

"I-I don't know,"

"Well I do, you're going to walk up to him and kiss him out of his senses,"

"Are you fucking listening to yourself? What if he's lost interest because right now he's most probably thinking that I don't like him and didn't want to him to kiss me,"

"You don't know that for sure, you have to get those answers from him so that's exactly what you're going to do," she says right as our Uber arrives

I'll have to ask him......fuck

"So you're telling me you kissed a girl you like and you're freaking out?"

Why wouldn't I freak out, she obviously doesn't like me back and that means I practically forced myself onto her when I kissed her and it's fucking crazy how even though she didn't kiss me back I loved every second of it.

"Thats not helping with shit," I say to Josh

"I told you to leave her alone," Tyler says as I turn to look at him

"So what? I'm supposed disregard what I feel for her just because of what fucking happened last time?" he's starting to really piss me off,"It's different!"

"In what way?"

"Vanessa's not screwing around and manipulating us like she did and plus you don't like her like that," he doesn't though right?

"Of course I don't but you know what I said, if you ever want to get on with her don't do it like your other quick fucks,"

"I don't do that with Vanessa so don't fucking act as if you'll be there. When Vanessa and I are together, just the two of us it genuinely makes me happy which is very hard for a person like me to experience"

"Guys stop fighting already I am not in the mood to break you two apart again like last time," Josh says while sprawled on the couch

"Look just don't fuck it up,"

I already have

"Shit," I turn towards Josh as he says that

"What?"

"They are five minutes away from walking through that door," damnit I'm supposed to be gone before that

I start walking away but Tyler quickly stops me,"You're not running away from this,sure you embarrassed yourself but hear her out first,"

"He's acting like a twelve boy whose just found his 'first love',"

"Says the guy who fucks guys so that the girl he likes loses interest," that was low but it just came out and I couldn't stop it,"Sorry," I mutter after taking a deep breath

"You know why I do that shit so just fuck off yeah!" he says walking out slamming the door

"I know you're stressed about this but don't take it out on the people around you,"

"Yeah you're right....... I'll be in room," I say walking away

"See you tomorrow," Camilla says going to her dorm

I open the door and come face to face with Tyler who seems to be about to leave

"Hi,"

"Oh hey, I was just leaving um goodnight?"

"Night," he leaves

He seemed awkward.......he knows

Shit

"Damon?" I call out and get nothing in return, maybe he's asleep or maybe he's not even here

I starting walking to my bedroom and right before I open I look at his, maybe he's in there?

I walk towards it and turn the knob and the door slowly opens then I spot him with his hands on the wall facing away from me... shirtless

Damn him and having amazing back muscles.

"We need to talk," I actually don't want to talk...

He turns around and meets my eyes before quickly turning away and mumbling something under his breath

"Look Vanessa I'm so-" he doesn't finish because I cut him off by doing the boldest thing I've ever done to a guy

It happened quickly really, one moment I'm by his door then the next I'm jumping into his arms grabbing his face and planting my lips on his.

It would've been embarrassing and extremely painful too if he hadn't caught me but thankfully he did and unlike me he was quick to respond.

I pull away slightly,"I like you too," I figured that was what he was trying to say earlier

I'm shoved against the wall his lips attacking my own, if I knew it felt this good I would've kissed him the first time we spoke

His lips leave mine and before I can start protesting he starts sucking on my neck leaving marks all around it.

Marking me already I see

He pulls away admiring what he's done before looking down at my top then back at me,"I want it off,"

Shit that sounded hot, my pants can definitely go aswell just saying

"Take off your jeans first then I might consider it," I say tugging on his bottom lip

"Fuck damnit," he groans,"Fine"

He puts me down and slowly unbuttons his jeans and pulls them down and I'm gawking at him as he does it

Look at those thighs, talk about eye candy

"Done?" he asks referring to me checking him out

"Not yet like five more minutes," I say not taking my eyes off of him

He doesn't let me finish me checking him out but just carries me and places me on his bed then quickly removing my top and tossing it away somewhere, I don't really care where at this point

He grabs my wrists and puts them above my head slowly grinding onto me kissing my neck at the same time

I want to remove my leggings and he quickly sees this because he lets go of my wrists and goes down my body leaving kisses on it before reaching the waistband and slowly pulling them down his grin growing wider as he sees more of me

"You're so fucking beautiful," he mutters almost inaudibly before kissing my lips again

"Wait one sec," he says reaching for the small bedside table which has a drawer

He rummages through it looking for something,"Shit,"

"Whats wrong?"

"I don't have any condoms," how doesn't he have condoms, he's fucking Damon

"How don't you have,"

"I threw 'em out a few weeks ago,"

"Why?"

"Uh no reason, no reason at all the point is we can't have sex right now unless you want me to drive twenty minutes away to go get one?" he says already getting up to grab his clothes but I quickly pull him back

"Forget about it it's late, next time yeah?" I say getting up to go to my bedroom but he stops me

"Atleast stay," he wants me to non sexually sleep with him

"Sure," I still stand up though to grab his t-shirt which is on the floor,"I'm sorry I can't sleep without a t-shirt on," I explain crawling back into the bed and under the covers

"Keep it,"

He quickly follows and as I turn to face away from him his hand snakes around my waist pulling me back towards his chest. His legs tangle with my own.

This is perfect.