Sophia

I woke up with too much pain. Lights were still out. Is it still night? But he wasn't there on the bed. I flicked on the bedside lamp as I sat up picking up the table clock. It was 4pm. Did I sleep the whole day? I winced as my palm touch the clock. I kept the clock back and saw there was a tray with food covered. There was also a rectangle box kept on the trolley where the food is kept. I didn't have the energy to explore anything right now. I sat up completely bringing my knees closer to my chest. I realized I was wearing violet satin night slip. I guess he changed me into this.

I looked at my palms, they were red and swollen. Tears started to brim my eyes as I thought of last night. I saw my wedding ring, which was not technically the wedding ring. It was his ring he placed on my finger to complete a formality. It was a thin platinum band with blue lining in the center. That blue reminded me of his eye color. Why keeping me mattered to him so much? I thought as I touched the ring lightly but winced again as my fingers came into contact of the metal. I heard the door open and I wiped my tears and tried to stand up as he came.

"Good Morning Wife, finally someone decided to wake up, huh?" he said sarcastically as he passed me and opened the drapes from the glass doors. "G-good Eve-evening Don" I said in a low voice. He came closer to me and wiped a lone tear that ran down along the cheek. "Don't waste your tears Doll, after all they belong to me" he lifted my face up by his finger beneath my chin making me look him in the eyes "don't they?" His eyes were saying that he will make me say it. "T-they do, Don". "Good Girl" he said as he kissed me lightly. "Sit" he said and sat with me. Then he picked up the box from the food trolley and opened it. There was a phone. It was a rose gold phone with half bitten apple on the back, I remember my brother telling me about these expensive phones he wanted so much. I guess the apple is the name of the company. "This phone is for you, I have saved my number in this. There is Ricardo's and Caprice's number too in case you can't reach me. You can reach them too. Call me whenever I am not around and you need something or you want to go out, ok?" I nodded and muttered "T-thank y-you" he held it out for me to hold. I took but it fell from my hands because of the pain, my eyes go wide at the thought of what if I broke it already. "S-sorry I-I am so sorry. " I started apologizing. He picked it up and kept it on top of the drawers. "Relax, its ok its not broken and even if it would have I will bring you another, it's just a phone" he said trying to ease me up. He trailed away the strands of my hair coming on my eyes.

Then he lifted me in his arms. "Don, w-what are you doing?" I asked confused. He didn't reply. He took me the bathroom and laid me down in the tub filled with bath salts and surrounded by gel candles. It reminded me the first time he drew the bath for me. It brought back the memories of that day. The day I kissed him. He started to take my slip off and picked up the loofah applied some body wash on it. I stopped him mid way before he reached my body. "I-I can do it myself". "I know you can, but if I will do it will be less painful " he said "Suddenly you care about my pain" As the words flew out of my mouth I regret them so much. Why do you hate yourself so much. "I-I am S-sorry" I blurted out immediately. Wow there is not even trace of fight left in you. He smiled lightly "I do care. Only I get to give pain to my Doll." How can someone show compassion and stab you in the same sentence. I kept quiet and kept my gaze on the ceiling as he laid me back in the tub. I kept my gaze fixed at the ceiling and he kept bathing me. He was right it wasn't hurting he was way too careful and light while touching the sore spots. He massaged me too. He wrapped me in his big towel and carried me outside and sat me down on the bed from where picked me. He shuffled in the closet and dressed me up in a simple fit and flare orange floral print dress. He brushed my hair too.

Then he brought the food tray between us and uncover it. He brought the fork to my mouth and "Eat" he said and I ate it. He fed me the whole plate and drank me water too. Then he got up and came back with a pill in his hand. "Take it" He said and I took it from him and swallowed the pill without asking what is it. What does it matter anyway. If he wanted me to have it will happen anyway. He helped me with water again. Then he sat in front of me "Give me your hands" I opened up my palms and brought them towards him. It reminded me when I did this kneeling. I closed my eyes I don't know why I was thinking that I will feel another blow like last night. But it didn't come instead came a cool smooth sensation and I saw him applying that cream again and blowing lightly on my palms. Then he put the cream back and kissed my palms.

"Your dress is in the closet. Get ready by 7pm." He said while he put the tray back in the trolley. "For what" I asked. "For your Party" he said being cryptic as always "M-My P-party?". I asked puzzled. " You are my wife now. My gang, my cartel and all my associates needs to know their Donna and you need to know them too." "I don't want to. I don't want to get involved in this Mafia thing"

"Sophia" he said standing up and moved towards the glass doors. "This is my kingdom" he said looking outside with is hands in his pockets. It did look like he is the king looking at his kingdom. Just instead of heavy robe he was in casual grey shirt and black jeans instead of a sword he has his gun tucked in his waist. "And you my Doll" he said turning towards me "You are my Wife that makes you the Queen." He came to me and I was looking at him. "I don't want to be the Queen" I said looking down in a low voice. He sat beside me and said with a smirk "You still think you have a choice" he said with arrogance. He was right when did I ever have a choice since I came here. "Sophia this is me. I am the King. I Shoot, I Kill, I Fight, I Rule and this is my skill, my strength and I am proud of it." He said. And he was telling truth. I could see his proud in his eyes. "How can anyone be proud of killing someone?" I asked almost in disgust. I know I am crossing the lines and I don't know how I am getting the courage but I want to use it till it lasts. He smirked "I don't kill without a reason Sophia. You still do not know much about me." He said. "Then tell me" I asked because God knows how much I wanted to break the icy cold bridge in his eyes and know him. Who is Damon Caprio? Not the Don but Damon.

"The thing that you are worried of being trapped in the mess, you won't be. I will never drag you in the mess. But you are the Donna and the Mafia family have to meet you or how will they protect you" he said cupping my cheek avoiding my demand of telling about him. "Do I need protection?" I asked him "Yes. Why do you think someone took a shot at you?" "Why I don't matter, why would anyone want to kill me?" I asked him confused because it's true I do not matter I was no one then what benefit will it to anyone. "You are my girl , you matter a lot, Doll you matter the most" he said as he kissed me on the forehead." Unfortunately I have enemies and they know that by hurting you, they can hurt me and in Mafia we do not leave a chance of hurting our enemies Amore." He said as he trailed his hand along my hair. "Why?" I asked him he raised a brow in confusion not getting my question "Why did you saved me, why you took the shot on you, why do I matter to you?" I cleared for him. "Because you are mine and I am not loosing you" he said getting up. "What does that supposed to mean? You always-?" "Enough" he said silencing me mid sentence obviously not saying what it's there in his heart "Be ready on time". He said in a stern time. I nodded and he left.

I was standing in front of the full length mirror giving myself the final touches. There were still 10mins to 7pm. It was the most extravagant dress I could imagine It was a sheath floor length cocktail dress has a corset bustier top making my figure look flawless and amazing. It has a sweetheart neckline with criss cross back straps. It was of royal blue color. I didn't even know what material was it, silk? satin? All I could tell I have never touched the material this soft. It seems so delicate. It felt so creamy on the skin. I let my hair in loose curls and pin the few strands slightly. I applied light makeup with mauve lip color. I paired my dress with silver stilettos. I don't know if I could match his extravagance. Everything about him is so magnificent.

He came inside as the clock strike 7. He was wearing a tuxedo. For the first time I saw him in such formal attire. He was looking breathtakingly handsome. Not that he looks any less in his jeans and casual shirts but today he looked different. So perfect

He was looking at me but didn't say anything.

"Good you are ready. C'mon let's go" he said and left Oh my God am I not looking good enough. Why do I have to go?

We parked in front of a hotel which looked more like palace from a fairytale book. I was so nervous. Last party I attended was my 11th birthday. I was breathing fast. Noticing my nervousness he held my hand lightly. I guess the pill he gave me was a pain killer because there was a rapid relief in the pain. "Don't worry. I will be there with you. You don't need to be scared of anything. Just remain close to me, huh" I nodded and he kissed on my knuckles.

As we entered to the castle looking ball room my eyes straight away met with Caprice. She was standing next to Ricardo. She was looking amazingly beautiful as always. She complement Ricardo in just the perfect sense. Alysia was not here, I didn't see her in the house too since she told me to sleep to calm myself down. It was just yesterday but felt like so much time has passed. I kind of wanted the comfort of her smiles. They were my friends and I need time with both of them. Like Caprice says "Girlfriend time is the best time". They came towards us and greeted Don. "Sooooo, How's our new Donna" Caprice said in friendly teasing tone and chuckle a bit. "Everyone is waiting for you brother let's get this over with". Ricardo said in an irritating tone. He obviously hated the idea that Don married me. I know he is protective of his brother. He was not totally wrong I am from nowhere his brother's match. I mean c'mon I was literally gifted to him.

We were standing in a middle of the room and Ricardo addressed everyone announcing that Don need to make an announcement. There was pin drop silence and all eyes were on us. The ladies were so glossy and classy. Everything reeks of riches in the room . I felt so misfit. Just the trash Ricardo feels I am. It was making me nervous as hell, I held Don's hand. I don't know why but it felt safe maybe because they say a known devil is better than an unknown angel . He hold my hand in a tight grip assuring me the safety I was looking for.

"Ladies and Gentlemen" Don's voice caught my attention. "First of all I want to thank you all for coming here at such a short notice. Today definitely calls for a celebration as it's an exceptional day. Allow me the pleasure of introducing my lovely and beautiful Wife and Donna of our Mafia Familgia Ms. Sophia D. Caprio." He said and kissed my knuckles.

The crowd applauded. There were few gasp, and few whispers. Few people came and congratulated Don and I. But they kept their conversation to Don only.

Most surprised I was when two men in uniform approached us. For a minute I got tensed, what are cops doing here. Isn't Don worried? Are they going to arrest him? But Don was not worried. He was at ease almost like he is meeting his own men. "Roscoe, good to see you. How's FBI treating you?" Don asked one of them shaking his hand. "Well you know Don being the chief keep you tied up. Congratulations on the wedding." He said and Don nodded.

"Its your special night, I shouldn't bring this up but you and I both know I won't be getting a hold of you anytime soon after this." He said a bit hesitant. "Out with it Roscoe, what's bugging you?" Don asked him casually. He looked at me in a way like I am intruding their secret conversation. I thought maybe it's best if I leave but as I took a step back but Don stopped me "She is my wife Roscoe, she knows who I am, what I do you can say in front of her" Don said to the police chief "Something happened in Mexico" he said again being hesitant so Don was in Mexico for the last few days when he was out for business. Don let out a sigh and said "Oh c'mon the important thing is I didn't kill Miguel." "Its not that simple Don, two American citizens went Mexico and few big names in Mexican business world dies. Things do not get settled that easily." He said scratching his forehead.

"Miguel was testing my patience. No one messes with me. No one and I mean no one go against my word. And Roscoe threats do not get into people's brain until they see a dead body. I do not lie. When I say I will fucking kill you then I will fucking kill you. If you need proof of that be my guest. I don't give a fuck whether these thing settle easy or not I pay you thousands for that. You and I both know there won't be a trial. So I will say for the last time important thing for you is I didn't kill Miguel yet." Don said stepping towards him. His tone was so intimidating and he meant every word. I can't believe how easy anyone can talk about killing people. The rumors were correct he do kill without remorse. Roscoe took a step back, "Of course Don I will handle it. You enjoy your night. Congratulations on the wedding again " he said with a nervous smile. "Congratulations Donna" the other said and gave me the bouquet. I took it but my eyes were wide in shock. The police chief is here at the reception of a Mafia Don's wedding. They were actually afraid of Don. What kind of security system do we have? They mingled in the crowd after talking to Don for a minute. A staff took the bouquet from me.

"Wow Don I thought I was the only lucky girl Don fucked more than once". We heard a screechy voice. As I turned in the direction I saw a brunette she was beyond beautiful. Don has a thing for brunettes. I remembered Maria's words. Who is this, is she some one special to him? Her hair was into loose curls and has the hourglass figure. She was wearing a sexy red gown showing too much of her but then again "you got it, you flaunt it", that's what Caprice says. Her smile has the confident and the arrogance of her being beautiful. She reached us and snaked her arm around Don and hugged him. I felt so small in front of her. I don't think I can ever be so at ease with Don and hug him like this. She looked so good standing with Don and that made me hate her. Why are you jealous now that someone might steal your monster? You should be grateful if that happens, the little bit of sanity left in me said.

"Candy" Don nodded towards her giving her a small hug. "Long time no see. You know how hard it is to get over you" she said with a playful punch on his arm. "I would be lying if I say you never crossed my mind" Don said and that made me hate her even more. She crosses his mind then why am I dragged into this so called wedding. "Especially after Vegas" they both said together with a chuckle and wink referring to some trip I think they took together. "And you are so stone-hearted you didn't call once or even returned my calls." She said with a fake pout "but now I can see where you were busy". She looked at me up and down "Seriously Don" she scoffed, wow she insulted me with just a look. "Its good to see you but what are doing here Candy? I didn't know whores are working this party". Don said to her and the color of face drained. "I-I am here with someone" she said "Of course" Don said with a smug and she left making an excuse for the drink. "Thank you" I said to Don with a smile acknowledging his effort to save me from humiliation. He smiled back at me.

I am standing near the bar as Don went with Ricardo to meet someone. "Its a sin to stand so close to the bar and not hold a drink in your hand" A voice made me turned towards them and my eyes met yet another handsome man. He was blonde and has cheerful green eyes. He is taller than Ricardo looks more like Don's age. But I have never seen him before. I was handed over the glass of champagne "Welcome to the family Donna" he said as he came closer and pecked my cheek. I was so shocked at his attempt. He just chuckled at my reaction.

"Keep your hands off her" I hear Don as he came beside us. I was scared contemplating what will happen but that man just laughed. "Well that's not fair, would you have stopped Ric also" he said. No, I guess Ricardo has casually touched me but Don never said a thing. "Because Ric is not you. I know you, you will fuck anything that's moving" Don said. There is something in the way they were talking seems friendly. "Yet I haven't fucked you" that man said with a laughter. Even I laughed at his comment but quiet myself as my gaze met Don's. He just rolled his eyes. "Sophia meet Lorenzo D'Amelio. He is my second in command." woah Ricardo is not his second in command, that news. "And this fucker is my best friend and you will be seeing him a lot might as well get used to it." He said as they hugged each other. His best friend, he is the one he stabbed. "Yes I am the one he stabbed" shit I guess I spoken out loud "I am sorry-I" he laughed before I could say anything further. Don laughed too. God I am embarrassed. "Its nice to meet you Sir" I said in soft tone covering my flustered face. "Well Donna my friends call me Enzo. And since I am tolerating your husband in my life for quiet a long time now, you can call me Enzo too" he said with a sweet smile. He do not gives a vibe of a villan. He seems like a nice person. I smiled at him "Its nice to meet you Enzo" I said with a genuine smile. "The pleasure is all mine Donna." He said. "My friends call me Sophia and it would make me happy if you call me Sophia too." I said to him. I am happy making a friend but a small part part of me was scared of thinking did I crossed a line or something. He just chuckled a bit and said "Sophia it is". Don too didn't say anything so thats a relief. "You know you should take my number for you know when you don't find your husband useful" he said with a wink and I shook my head chuckling. "She already has your number" Don said "I do?" I asked. I didn't know it. I remembered he mentioned only about himself Caprice and Ricardo. "Yes there aren't a lot of people I could trust with your life. Knowing that you are with him in the hour of need will keep my mind at ease." He said in a softer tone. Wow Don has a real friend. I thought to myself admiring their bond. I met him for the first time but it doesn't seem like. I could see a friend in him already. "Always at your service, My Lady" Enzo said faking a bow and we all laughed.